A/N: just wanna try writing hahahah (even if I'm not that good and I think my writing is quite bland and worse doesn't even make sense goshhh). Not proofread and may contain grammatical errors.
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❝ Synopsis ❞
You and bada are in a private relationship, and only close friends and family of yours know. Your schedules prevent both of you to spend time together and after bada joined swf2, the distance became more prominent. Bada became more distant and it is slowly driving your relationship into ruins. Dating news between howl and bada left it all in shambles.
There is no reassurance of what the future may hold, the future that used to be clear became to blurred and seems to become nonexistent. Maybe, It will only last this far (Siguro, hanggang dito lang talaga kayo).
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It was a sunny morning, the warm rays hit the window sill creating an illusion of comfort and warmth.
You had woken up early to cook breakfast for you and bada. Knowing her busy schedule she might not be able to take breaks to either eat or rest. She'll sinply forget that her body also has needs, but she's to busy being hard on herself.
"I made breakfast for you luv." you said behind the kitchen counters as you glanced at her busying around.
"Sorry, I don't have time for breakfast." Bada replied.
"but— atleast eat something." you said to her.
"Can't you understand!? I don't have the t—" Shouted Bada, stopping herself before she can say anything hurtful.
Shock and hurt adorned your face.
Bada sighed and said, "I need to go." while going out of your shared apartment.
"Drive safe luv--" your words drowned with the thud of the door, closing. Your response remain unheard by the person you dearly love as she left without waiting for your reply. No hugs, no kisses, not even good mornings. All she left is a desolate and lonely feeling inside you.
Silence filled the room. Your lonely figure slowly walked near the front door.
Unknowingly, tears started flowing down your cheeks. Lips trembled, letting out a whimper.
"What happened to us?" You questioned but was met with silence.
You looked around the room, the photos attached to the walls, etching the details of the bond that bada and you used to share.
You composed yourself, deciding to scroll through your socials. You were watching videos of Bada, goofing around and showing her passion for dancing, filling in and erasing the loneliness that you felt. Ocassional laughs and giggles can be heard, as you continued to watch her through your phone.
While scrolling, a post caught your eyes. A feeling of dread sinks into you. It was a dating news between bada and howl.
You dropped your phone in disbelief. Shock, hurt, and doubt can be seen in your face.
You hurriedly snatched the phone on the floor. Eyes skimmed through the comments, as tears pool in your eyes, all showing support for the couple.
"Bada and Howl?! She said they're only friends." You muttered to yourself in denial. But how can you not believe it?! There are photos of them kissing and being intimate with each other.
Muffled cries filled the room, as you sinked into a state of sorrow. The once sunny morning dissapeared without a trace, as gloomy rain clouds can be seen outside the apartment window, creating an air of melancholy. It seems like the sky is crying for you too.
The signs were there! But you're too dumb and too inlove with her to realize that maybe.... just maybe your relationship is slowly dying. The decreasing number of phone calls and chats, the way she started avoiding your touch.
For Gods sake! the signs were already telling you, yet you were so into keeping the relationship going to understand that she changed......... or maybe you changed.......and the bond you once have is not the same as to what it used to be.
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A couple of hours had passed since you started crying. Body sprawled over the floor, tired and numb. Marks of dried tears covered your face.
"You could have told me." you painfully mumbled.
"B—bada.... why?" You said as you slowly closed your eyes.
Have I not given it my all? Am i not enough? Did I do something wrong? Or is it that she just fell out of love with me? A lot of thoughts run through your head.
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All your stuff are packed. You looked around the apartment once more, taking every detail, before mustering the courage to text bada.
Hey luv.
I know you're too busy to read this but...
I just wanna say that, I hope he makes you happier than I did. If there are things that I'm lacking, I hope he is able to fill those up. I love you, goodbye.
Tears once again gathered in your eyes, as a sad sigh left your lips.
"The road is too long, but I guess this is our stop. Goodbye." You whispered in the lonely apartment while pushing your stuff out the door.
The door closed with a clank followed by silence.
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A/N: That is the extent of my brain juice HAHAHAHAH hope you enjoyed it<3
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