I’ve Never Done This Before
So.... I’ve never written, or even thought about writing, a blog before.
I never thought about it really. And this is not going to be some random ass blog about how shiny my gold is. This is gonna be me. Just me. Talking out whatever topic is on my mind. There will be curse words and incorrect grammar and long rants and no care in the world about who could try to judge it because i know i’m pretty normal and im weird as shit lol in the most sincere way.
Today the only thing on my mind is ambitions. I’m pretty nervous about this big move to Los Angeles in January. Buuuuuuuut I am proud of myself for coming up with a plan. Don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t easy nor did it come quickly. But it happened. (That’s something i’m working on, remembering that I have time to figure everything out....one foot at a time,right?)
Tomorrow i’m going to book my trip out there to visit. If everything is peachy, I’m putting my two weeks in while i’m out there! Pray for me, guys. I’m making some huge changes and big moves. I’m proud of myself, but man this has been some TRYIIIIIIIIIIING times, sus.
This week i’m going home to visit. I missed a lot of people. It’ll be nice to get some photoshoots in, too while i’m out there! Get drunk with some good people, play spades and do things i can’t go on record saying. I can’t wait. I actually was just interrupted after that typing that by a text from my uncle (who’s generous enough to open his home to me while I look for a place) saying he has connections with one of my favorite female artist. (I HEAR YOU GOD!! I NEED TO GET ON MY SHIT SO I CAN BEEEEEEE THE SHIT!!!!) So, i’m gon take that as a sign that I need to get back on griiiiiiiiiiiiiiiind mode. Like when I tell y’all I was goin nuts on the lil calendar I had planned out, ahhhh... I can’t.
Lesson of the day, get it together, so you can live your best life. Break the barriers Y O U are putting up and GET TO BUSINESS HUNTY!!! lesgettit.
this blog was inspired by the orange passionfruit jasmine tea & pink moscato mix & the Jazz Vibes playlist on Spotify.