I'll wait.
I'll wait because I know it's not going to work out, not right now.
I'll wait for him to find out who I am.
I'll wait because he's worth it.

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I'll wait.
I'll wait because I know it's not going to work out, not right now.
I'll wait for him to find out who I am.
I'll wait because he's worth it.
to the greatest human on the planet
since the first time I met you
you drew me in
from that pinky promise
over the sticky table of cards
seeing your eyes and smile
light up
i was hooked
you have always been a person i was so curious about
and you always left me wanting more even though you didn’t even try
for the longest time i just waited for the
next time
i would get to talk to you
you have always been my center of attention
the person in the room i look for
when i want a smile
all the good things wrapped up in one
body
GoLD cAp
the beast the burrden
not cryin just hurtin
on my leg tatted worthless
not meant long for this earth bitch
you hate me i know it i can see it you show it
from the look in your eyes
i could tell im not im not perfect
in the clouds is my purpose
to fade into nothing
thats how it works bitch
these shrooms aint shit
my only wish is to get you on my dick
69 69 69
I rub lick on your clit
69 69 69
you suck till i slip
into a deep sleep that i hope i dont wake up from
cuz fuck if this life was meant for me
love is fiction to me
and the sex is a dream
both equally out of reach
sometimes i feel like x
sometimes i feel like peep
no matter the occasion
im never not being fake deep
deep fake
no love deep web
I wanna rub your back and kiss you on the head
but thats just not gonna happen
you see
imma fucked up freak
runnin on a streak of being a garbage human being
being me
thats somthing i dont want to be
im here with the team
tho im so alone
sad tones stones thown
wanna go back to summer 16 and listen to bones
oh but all i can do is bitch and moan
if only i could make a better version of me
myself my own clone
bathe him in drugs love and sexy cologne that the ladies like
cuz lately i
havent felt like myself
its like im trapped in a lockbox placed on the shelf
and fuck self help
that shit's like a deck of cards
already been delt
if only i could go back and feel the way i felt
my life is getting dark
and the pain is getting sharp
the chain of events that led my heart to its last beat and my lungs last breath
still hasnt come yet
so on the keyboard i type and fret
as i wait for an ego death
My poem "Bad Poem" in Colon: Anthology of Bad Poems (Jerusalem, 2018) collected by Gali-Dana Singer and Nekod Singer. Finally got around to picturing this beautiful collection. All the bloom of the contemporary Russian literature is in there. / Мое стихотворение "Плохое стихотворение" в коллекции "Двоеточие: Антология плохих стихотворений" (Иерусалим, 2018). Составители: Гали-Дана Зингер и Некод Зингер. Наконец дошли руки сфотографировать это прекрасное издание #poetry #publication #poem #badpoem https://www.instagram.com/p/BtwSKlDlMn3/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1envutc6eyjna
I like movies where cops die in them
I like the taste of flat redbull in my mouth
When handmedown rage crashes over concrete barriers
I like thinking about dying
I think about dying a lot now
Watching white foam and plastic build up in the creek
Where kids like to fish sometimes and
You bet your ass I’m angry
Laughing into the wind that comes without rain and without clouds
I like that it’s a clear day when God blows the house down
Avoiding Mother Nature’s Wrath
I played with rhyme for the first time in a long time. It turned out a little silly? Oh well.
Glaciers are melting, forests are dying, sea levels are swelling ever-higher; with these changes so rapid it is clear to see that earth’s situation is dire.
The burning of oil has gone on for so long, that politicians assure us nothing in it is wrong. The patterns of weather we struggle to understand are simply an element of the universe in which we do not have a hand.
Humans must learn from their mistakes of the past, though as a species we are not known to make changes that last:
“Where have the rainforests gone?” We ask, wrapping our sandwiches in cellophane. “Where have the rainforests gone?” We ask, in our cookie cutter homes nestled in suburban neighborhoods.
“Where have the rainforests gone?” We ask, from our mahogany halls.
If we are to avoid this future of a world on fire, we must cease building the planet’s funeral pyre. What we give to Mother Nature she sends right back, and we must change our actions to avoid her wrath.
a física é triste
a tua essência é um evento mutualmente exclusivo que anula qualquer ocorrência de nós.
11/27/17
Keurig
Coffee grinds, Two strangers, separated and packaged contained in an air-tight K Cup two extremely different lives
All that pent up bitterness, introduced to the Keurig each other fusing those dispersed grinds souls with water chemistry
creating the beautiful end product: coffee love which coats thaws the throat heart with warmth
the grinds souls are forever changed, because it’s obvious that you can’t change coffee back into coffee grinds I can’t forget you even if I tried