So I went and got Ray's after ending this morning (I've waited like forty fucking years for it as if I'm gunna sleep on it) and like, it feels genuinely weird to come back to the game after so long?
Now that I'm into demons it feels like bumping into an old ex who was actually pretty great but you broke up because he had to move away for several years or something. It's like I'm bumping into him randomly at a supermarket, having had NO idea he was back in town, making awkward small talk and catching up as my demon husband returns behind me with the milk I sent him to get and also who's this guy?
Yeah, that's just the sort of feeling I guess I'm getting from playing this. This sense of nostalgia laced with awkwardness because man, have I changed as a person since then and also I've wayy moved on. Like I don't even use the same name anymore, it's genuinely grating to be called Ana now instead of Logan so right away I had to change it. Like someone rubbing my brain with sandpaper.
Also why does Ray's new model for face to face scenes remind me of my brother?? Please hun get a shirt that fits your body, why is that ugly polo thing hanging off of you like a tent. Why.
Also I may need to write a crossover fic where I bump into Saeran at the grocery store with my husband Dia coming up behind me in all his demon glory. 'Yeahhh sorry Ray, I'm glad you're finally out of that cult and everything but I guess I went and got married to the devil instead. But hey, at least... Ice cream is on sale? laughs awkwardly'
