ahh Bailey I miss you so much ;W; You need to find a job as quick as you can, and just save up and get internet and eeeep. Everybody who is your fan misses you- not just me. I know you probably won't be able to see this until I link you too it but it feels great to get my feelings out!
I'm going to cry because you've always been there for me ever sense I was in the 6th grade. I sometimes go on youtube and look back through our old messeges when we were first getting to know each other and its just great thinking about how our friendship has grown so much bigger!
Just because you can't talk to me but once every week for a few messeges, you still mean the world to me. Screw whatever my mom says about 'internet' friends being dangerous, I trust you with everything. Even my life, Bailey!
And I know you've been hurt so many times in your life with m-- I mean you know who that name starts with an M. But she's just stupid not to realize what she has in front of her. And I know what you are going to say. You're going to say that she's perfect and that it's your fault and you can't keep to her needs and whatever, but no. It's her lose. You are absolutely perfect and really, anybody would be so lucky to go out with you!
And I remember when your dog died-- Max. I remember when I was trying to help you with him and I texted my cousin(who is a vet) Just so she could help you out. I remember you told me everything, even things you were too embarrassed to tell other people.
Then you dropped out of highschool to go into homeschooling. I was so excited for you, because you said we would get to talk more. Which we did, until somebody couldn't keep homeschooling and you guys decided to go back into public school, but you would have to re-start the 9th grade. And I remember you complained to me so much and that you were just going to go ahead and drop out. Which I don't know what to say to that other than goodluck.
I remember you were the one that hyped me up about highschool.(well with the help of sebastian because he also convinced me) You told me all of these great stories with your friends, and you know what? I'm not afraid anymore like I was.
I remember all the times you'd fanboy to me about all different kinds of animes, or even cartoons/comics. You would also sometimes push me to see some of those animes and i'm really glad I did because they were great. You really have a great taste in animes, bro.
And oh god your sister. She can sometimes be a butt, stealing your stuff. Calling you names. But thats just sibling stuff. I know I can't really fully understand because i'm an only child, but I can say that I know how rude she's been lately. And sometimes it makes me wish I could go up and slap her in the face. Like that one time you said that she'd probably make fun of me.
Oh yeah! Then theres your grandma. Ohmy there was so much I remember about her. I remember she'd always get on the computer and call you over for help and then yell at you for doing something wrong, when she's really the one that's doing something wrong. I thought those were hilarious-- But she was also being rude to you which wasn't fair at all. ;w;
Also, I still have those pictures you sent me like such a long time ago, hidden away somewhere in my files. I have the one where you first got your len kagamine cosplay wig, ahh you're such a cutie Bailey no matter what you say! I also have that weird kaito wig picture you have... you know.. the one where you were trying to take the picture with your foot? Yeah, that one.
All & all we have so many great memories. And I hope later on you will actually get a chance to read this and see how much I truely miss you, boy! Just come back as soon as possible and be careful and I love you man ; w ;
