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pairing: katsuki bakugo x fem!reader
summary: you know his life is at risk when he's on that battlefield. You beg him to stay. He doesn't budge.
tags: language, angst, comfort, death, crying, yelling, blood.
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"Katsuki please don't go, you're the only person I have. I don't want you to die." You say, tears blinding your vision.
"I need to go, y/n. They need me." Katsuki replies, wiping the tears that fall down your cheek. "I'm not gonna die, you're being dramatic." He sighs, looking at you with droopy eyes. "The moment the villains are gone, I'll come straight home." He whispers.
"Who knows if your coming home? I've seen what those villains can do." You yelled out, tugging at his hand. "Please Kats. I don't wanna see you go. Not now." Your grasp around him softened as you fell to the floor. "Ill shoot his fucking brains out, y/n. Trust me. Even if I do die, which I won't." He chuckles. "I won't go out without a fight." He smiles softly at you. The smile in his eyes made you feel that he was gonna keep his word. You smiled at him, a teary eyed smile. He pulled you up onto your feet. His hands on your waist. Pulling you into a heart felt kiss.
"I love you, i love you so much." Katsuki said. "I love you too." Were the last words you spoke to him before he walked out the door.
You sat on the couch, turning on the TV to the news station. As you stared at the battlefied Katsuki was on. He didn't disappoint you. You could tell he was trying his best. But Shigiraki didn't looked fazed. With every hit he took, he would just smile right after. But the Katsuki you knew wasn't gonna die, he couldn't.
Every blow he took like a fucking warrior. Though he can be stubborn, he has a sweet spot for you. And that's why you love him.
But then, he makes contact with Shigiraki, the villain gets a holds on Katsukis arm. Breaking it.
You felt your stomach drop looking at him. Thoughts circle your mind. It's just an arm right? He'll be fine. I know he will. He's fucking Dynamight. He won't let someone like Shigiraki beat him. Right?
You saw as heros fought Shigiraki, Katsuki on the ground, slowly making his way up. His right arm, bloody.
You felt tears forming again.
"Katsuki please, your so strong! Live. Live for Izuku. Live for your parents. God dammit, Live for me!" You yelled at the screen. Clawing at the cushion you sat on.
But what was the point of all that? You felt limp at the scene that you saw.
"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵, 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢." 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘥. "𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥, 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥. 𝘈𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥. "𝘈𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢, 𝘪 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥. 𝘏𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺.
𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘏𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨. "𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴?! 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱?! 𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘒𝘢𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘪!" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. "𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢! 𝘊𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴!" 𝘏𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶. "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺! 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥!" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵, 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶. "𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶..!" 𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘥. "..𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘹. "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥." 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘶𝘱. "𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘰." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. "𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺?" 𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥. "𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮.
You felt your heart shatter at the sight of him getting plowed by Shigiraki, his body falling onto the floor. Him coughing up blood. You fell onto your knees. The bloody sight of your lover amongst your eyes. He didn't move. Tears began pouring down your face.
"Katsuki, don't do this now. Please."
"Katsuki, are you there?"