[beabooodeoe]

Vigilante!Izuku x Lonely!Reader

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summary: vigilante izuku comes back randomly after months.

warning: angst, vulgar words, mentions of depression.

authors note: SORRY FOR BEING GONE FOR SO LONG😭😭 HOPE I FED YOU GUYS WITH THIS. ALSO SORRY ITS SHORTTT ill try to write longer ff’s in the future soo give me ideasss

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It was dark, cold, silent. The only thing you could hear was the clicks of your laptop as you pressed your fingers on each key, trying to finish an essay that’s due tomorrow morning.

You were cozied up at your desk trying to find more examples for your paper as you heard a faint knock at the balcony door of your dorm. You thought it was just your headphones bugging out as you were listening to music, but the knock was harder when you heard it again.

Pushing your chair back a tad bit to get a better view of what could be hitting the glass, you saw a dark shadow at the door.

“what the actual fuck is that.” you muttered, eyes wide. you stood up and walked up to your balcony door.

Slowly sliding the door open, you powered up your quirk and bursted out the door to the cramped space.

You look at the tall figure in front of you swiftly pass by you and go into your dorm.

“hey! who are you?” you yelled, making the anonymous person have to answer you.

“shhh..! be quiet, I don’t want anyone to notice im here.” you recognized the voice, but you couldn’t tell from where. it was hoarse. deep. like the person behind it hasn’t spoke in days.

you tilted your head and went to hit the mysterious random with your quirk.

“chill out.! it’s me, Midoriya.” he said through closed teeth, a pinch of fear in his voice, but he knew you wouldn’t do a thing.

“Izuku.. Izuku?!” You looked at him with a scared-confused look. “Where the hell have you been?!” You take off the defensive stance you had beforehand, now looking like a deer in headlights.

“I-I can’t tell you that.” He says as he rummages through your drawer, trying to find something.

“Uhm yes you can..!? You’ve been gone for like two months..!” You replied to his words, wondering how weird that sounds.

He doesn’t reply, just keeps searching for whatever he needs.

“Why are you here? How are you gonna appear after months and act like nothings wrong?” You looked him up and down, he must’ve been in the rain tonight, doing whatever the fuck he does.

In a way, you felt bad for him. You know what he was going through before he left. He told you about how he was and you didn’t do anything about it. All those times you tried to comfort him didn’t work in the end. All those times he said he was worthless, all the times you gave him reasons he wasnt, didn’t work.

You sniffled back a cry, knowing he wasn’t going to give you a clear answer because you missed the signs he gave.

Izuku turned around and pulled back his hood, making his face visible to you. “Hey do you know where the- what’s wrong?” His eyes widened at your surprised expression.

“Y-You.. Are you okay? You look so.. tired.” You mumbled as you fell back on your mattress, slowly sitting up to get a better look at him.

“Yeah.. uh.. haven’t slept in two days.” He chimed, itching the back of his head. You looked at him with a scared look, disappointed slowly being spread across.

“So.. do you know where my extra gloves are.? I think you can tell that they’re roughed up..” he chuckled, then the smile disappeared when he looked back up at you.

You let out a sigh before standing up and walking to your closet and opening it, grabbing the gloves from a shelf.

“Here you go.” You muttered before giving him his piece of clothing, knowing that he got what he was looking for, so now he’s bound to leave.

He began walking towards the door, then promptly stopped in his tracks.

He turned around to look at you, opening his mouth but nothing came out. He walked closer to you, reaching into his pocket.

“The actual reason I passed by is for the gloves but also one more thing.” He slowly pulled out a small teddy bear keychain and grabbed your hand, putting the keychain in your hand.

“I saw this at a small sellers place downtown. Thought of you. Hope you like it.” He chuckled before turning on his feet and walked to the door.

You quickly walked behind him and pulled him to a stop by tugging on his arm. He turned around and you bursted into a hug. Tightly holding him knowing it could be the last time you see him. You were so close that you could hear his heartbeat.

He hugged you back, rubbing your back.

Tears poured out of your eyes as you pulled away from Izuku.

“Will you be back?” You cried softly.

“I- I dont know. I’m sorry.”

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[beabooodeoe]

my body keeps on telling me yes

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Warnings: dom!Izuku x f!reader, mentions of eating out, izuku is aged up 18+, dirty talking.

Summary: izuku midoriya who whimpers to get you all flustered.

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You were on the couch, laid on your stomach whilst reading favourite book. Izuku had his head on your butt, hugging one of your legs while watching the tv.

"I'm so bored, can we do something fun?" Izuku groaned. "What fun is there to do? It's 9:30, Izu." You said, eyes still glued to your book.

"We could drive around and listen to music! Or get a coffee or something?" He chimed, sitting up to look at you. You closed your book.

"It's too cold outside. I'd rather not leave the house." You replied. "Or we could.. Ya' know." He whispered.

"Izuku!" You turned around and laid your back against the couches hand rest. "It's late!" You grumbled.

"It's never too late." He put his knee on the couch, picking himself up and crawled towards you. His eyes following yours as he had himself just above your hips, the only thing holding him up was his elbows now.

"Let me make you feel good, hun." He purred. His eyes were drowning you, the eye contact had you feeling hot. His breathe on your lower stomach made you shiver, gripping the fabric of the couch.

"Please hun. For me." He whimpered, the sound making you feel a little more soaked. The way his hair looks mixed with the veins busting out of his arms, you just couldn't. "Izu.. Please." You muttered, biting your lower lip.

"Please what?" He said softly. "Please just.. eat me out." You mumbled.

"Do what?" He smirked, grabbing the waistband of your boy-short underwear. "mm.. please just eat me out, izu!" you voiced. His hand tugged on your underwear.

"I mean, as you say so." He said with the biggest smirk on his face, knowing he won.

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[beabooodeoe]

the right side of my neck still smells like you

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After katsuki had gone into a deep coma, you were drained. You didn't want to get out of bed, didn't want to go to class, you didn't want to eat. You would just lay in bed listening to the playlist you and him made.

You can still smell his expensive cologne on your body, remembering how you would cuddle while watching SpongeBob. It was stupid, but you loved it. You loved him. Now, he's gone Possibly forever.

Izuku would check on you to know if you were okay and if you had eaten, he knew how important Katsuki was to you.

"Im fine." was always the response you gave when he asked, he knew you were lying but he still made sure anyway. He gave you food everyday.

You prayed everyday for Katsuki to randomly wake up.

The thing is, you keep remembering the times you smiled with him, kissed him, hugged him. You can barely do that so now you go to his hospital room everyday, holding his limp hand.

[beabooodeoe]

One bad bitch and she do what I say so.

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Everyday, you stand next to the blonde as he scrolls on his phone in the elevator. Well today you can't look at your phone, considering you just looked through your backpack and not seeing shit. So, you look at his feed as he scrolls.

It's not that interesting. Just a bunch of boxing matches, I guess it matches him. Well if he wasn't planning to be a hero, i feel like he would be a boxer. It's funny, i can imagine him all bloody. A smile on his face after he won a match, hair still spiky but a little messy. Now I see what the fangirls see in him too.

"Why are you staring at me like that nerd." He growls. Oh. My. God. I was totally staring and I didn't even notice!

"Fucking shit " You whispered under your breathe, making sure he didn't hear. you looked down at your feet. You can feel him staring at you. You look back up at him.

"Do you have a staring problem now?" You blurted, his eyes widening and eyebrows furrowing. "Suck my dick." He said, rolling his eyes and looking back at his phone.

"Gladly." You smirked, looking at the elevator number take it's time, waiting to get to your class.

" S'cuse me? Ill beat your ass, bitch." He snarled, putting his phone in his pocket. "I think I would like that." You gushed, not daring to even look him in the eyes.

"Out of all the times you've stood next to me, you never even talked to me so now are ya acting so lovey dovey with me n shit." He exclaimed.

You looked down at your shoes, giggling softly.

"look at me when I talk to you, god dammit!" he yelled, grabbing your chin and forcing you to look at him as he got closer.

You looked at his eyes, kinda scared knowing what he could do. Before he could open his mouth, the elevator opened. Someone from your class looked at Bakugo, then at you. A confused look on their face.

Bakugo dropped the hand squeezing your face. You quickly grabbed your backpack and ran out the elevator to your class, which he was also in.

Im not gonna lie, he is kinda hot.

[beabooodeoe]

i pray that i can learn to be funny, im watching every stand up comedy.

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Tonight everyone in class 1A was meeting up at a fancy restaurant. Aizawa was doing something nice for the class because he knew all of you worked hard when fighting villains.

So you put on your skims dress and a dark blue sweater. You slipped on your new, black converse, grabbed your purse, and walked downstairs to wait.

The bus ride was long and you were next to tsu and ochako because you offered to take the middle seat. They stared at your screen as you scrolled through tiktok, giggling every once in a while.

When you finally got to the restaurant, the workers looked like they were gonna pass out after they saw all the people, pushing tables together so that all of you could fit.

You sat next to Bakugo.

"UGHHHH. Do i have to sit next to her?" Bakugo groaned, looking at Aizawa.

"Not if someone is willing to switch with you. Anyone?" Aizawa asked, looking around. No one made a peep because they wanted to sit close to their friends. I was next to ochako but she was way too busy talking to izuku so i was stuck talking to Bakugo, i don't mind, but he might.

He stared at you, red eyes reflecting the dim light.

"If you're gonna stare, at least buy me dinner first." You chuckled, watching him quickly move his eyes to the waiter. "Shut up, i would never go on a date with someone like you." He murmured, looking at the menu. "Oh cmon, you love me don't you?" You groaned, looking at his beautiful blonde hair. He looked at you, eyebrows furrowing. "Oh you wish you could have me, y/n." He croaked. "Wow you remembered my name? Im flattered." You chimed. You saw a small smile on his face.

"You want gum?" You whispered. He turned his head. "We're about to get our food. " He growled. "It's gonna be a long wait though." You shrugged. "What's the catch?" He replied. "No catch babes." You said, taking out a pack of gum and holding it out for him to take a piece. He looked at the gum, then at you, then back at the gum. He grabbed a piece, opened it, put it in his mouth, and began to chew.

You looked at his mouth for a minute then spoke. "I put something in the gum." You added, knowing damn well you put nothing in the gum.

His eyes widened. "What?" He growled. You tried to keep a straight face as he looked shocked, but you couldn't. So you began to laugh.

"You should've seen the look on your face!" You said as you kept laughing. He rolled his eyes and looked at the table, a few chuckles coming out his mouth.

"Did you just laugh? I made you laugh, didn't I!" You reported, grabbing his shoulder. You felt the blush come onto your cheeks. He didn't push you off his shoulder, he just smiled at you.

[beabooodeoe]

where's the iguro to my mitsuri?? 😞

[beabooodeoe]

Izuku loves to cuddle with you because although he is super cheerful all the time, he is kind of lonely after he lost his quirk. especially when youre off doing pro hero work while he's at home.

"I'm home, izu!" You yelled, taking off your shoes and placing your bag down. As you walked to your shared bedroom, he opened the door and gave you the biggest hug.

"It feels like you've been gone for so long." He whispered as he kissed your cheek. "Izuku! Im all dirty and sweaty, i don't wanna get you dirty too." You squealed as you smiled, pulling away.

"You've been working all day, let's go to sleep" he murmured as he picked you up and plopped you down on the bed. "I can't go to sleep like this izu." You uttered, looking up at him. "okay, i won't hold you back but I'll be in bed when your done changing." he buzzed, crawling into bed.

As you finished changing, you walked back into the room to see him with his eyes closed and arm wide open. You slipped into his hold and he hugged you tightly, his head on top of yours. "y're so warm. I love you." He whispered. "love you too, izu." you yawned, using your fingers to make circles on his back and digging your head into his neck.

[beabooodeoe]

me looking at bones when they animated mirio all bloody after the fight w overhaul

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Katsuki will never buy you any type of dessert from a store. he says it's "weird tasting", which is right but you don't want to put him through the trouble. But he insists.

"whats that?" you said in awe, looking into the oven. "m' making cookies." he croaked as he looked at his watch. "we just went to the store, you could've bought cookies." you chimed.

"them cookies taste like shit, ion want you eating that bull crap." he growled, getting up and opening the oven. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴. "Damn, kats. All this for me? I feel like a million bucks!" you beamed, opening the fridge to grab a soda.

"Yeah, yeah. I don't feel right giving you sweets that are probably gonna take sixty years off ya' life." he uttered while placing the cookies on a plate. You sat down and looked at him with a soft smile on your face, waiting for the treats he made. "I bet those cookies taste real good!" you said, biting your lip and opening the soda.

"they better, i worked hard on em." katsuki growled, placing the plate down to let you have a few. you grabbed one and it tastes 𝘢𝘢𝘮𝘢𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨. "Holy shit, this is great!" You chime, looking up at him with crumbs all over your mouth. "Hell yeah." He gushed.

[beabooodeoe]

sunlight - bakugo x reader pt.3 (last part)

sunlight pt.1 and sunlight pt-2

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After your date, you and katsuki would always hang out. And he would be by your side everywhere you went, holding your hand no matter what.

Katsuki wanted you to come somewhere with him today, somewhere he likes to be alone.

As he grabbed your hand to help you up to the roof, you looked up in awe to see the most beautiful place to see a sunset.

"Holy shit, this is a crazy view!" You beamed. "Yeah. It's beautiful, like you." he whispered, looking at your face. you smiled and looked back out to the sky.

"Youre probably wondering why I brought you here. I have something to ask you." Katsuki voiced, leaving you to look at him in a confused way. "What do you wanna ask? I mean you've said before that I was smart so I think I'll be able to answer your question!" You chimed, a big smile on your face.

"Can I be your boyfriend? Ya know it's fine if you say no I mean-" "oh my gosh, yes!! I would love if that happened!" You yelled, a huge smile on your face. He pulled you in tight for a hug, something he doesn't usually do.

"I wanted to ask you here because of the way the you can see the sunset, amazing right?" He uttered with a smile on his face. "Mhm!" You hummed.

He held your hand as you put your head on his shoulder, watching the sunset with him is something you never really expected but it's nice. as the sunlight fell beneath the hills, you looked behind to see mina with her camera.

"Mina?! What are you doing here?!" You yelled.

"Whattt?? I just saw the cutest moment ever and now it's recorded so you'll have this to see when you show your kids!" Mina replied. "Mina I swear to God I'm going to kill you!" You chimed. You turned to katsuki with your face red as a tomato. "Uhh! I think i gotta go! I'll text you later, kats" you yelled, giving him a kiss on the cheek before jumping down to the balcony closest to the roof.

as you made it to your room, you hugged the covers. blushing about the thought of him and you together.

*chime*

You picked up your phone to see a video sent by Mina. You of course opened it and watched the moment he asked to be your boyfriend. You smiled at the pixels and saved the video, immediately sending it to your boyfriend.

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i fucking hate sunlight as a whole i hope y'all liked it tho 😛⁉️

[beabooodeoe]

I'm bouta bust🙏 anyway I absolutely fucking hate sunlight but y'all getting the last part later

[beabooodeoe]

sunlight - bakugo x reader pt-2

sunlight < pt. 1 sunlight-pt3

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bakugo would always hang around you, no matter what. he was either calling you nicknames he thought of about you or he was making an excuse to talk to you.

"hey nerd, i have an uhm question about the homework. wondering if you could help." he said as he was outside your dorm. "at this time?" you whispered, staring at the time on your phone. '11:23 PM'. secretly you were scared but kind of happy he was here. the little crush on him that started at the start of the year may have become a little bigger.

"yeah, i didn't do it and i know youre smart so can you help me or not." he beamed, grasping his paper like it was gonna run away. "fine, come in, but close the door. " you sighed, opening your door wide to let him pass through.

"sit down at my desk, heres a pencil." yawning, you handed him a pencil. "i don't take orders from extras like you, ill do whatever I want." he mumbled, looking up at you as he sat down. "do you want me to help you or not? you're impossible." you opened your backpack and grabbed your homework. "can you turn on that light please, I can't see shit." you whispered as bakugo followed your order. you put on your glasses and read him the answers.

all he did was stare at your face, every single feature.

"are you gonna write anything or are you gonna have a stupid look on your face, hm?" you murmured as his ears turned to a light red color. "oh yeah right, uh. sorry. can you say the answers again? he replied. "sure." again you told him the answers. this time he actually wrote it down.

"thanks uh, appreciate it. do you want anything in return?" he croaked. "yeah, i want to sleep." you said stuffing your homework back into your backpack. he stared at you. "what are you doing? get out!" you slightly yelled, not too loud. "Don't yell at me, extra!" he screamed in your face. "holy shit, what will it take you to be quiet?" you whined, tightly grasping at his arm.

"ill shut up if I get to take you on a date. like a real one." he beamed, standing up and staring into your eyes. you froze. "i- uhm, sure!" you were fully awake now and you could feel your face warming up. "sunday at 5 PM?" he scratched the back of his neck. "uhh haha, yes! yes yes! perfect!" you smiled up at him. "great. cya then." he spoke, walking out the door. you squealed and threw yourself onto the bed, excited for your date. considering it was a Friday night, you had one day to prepare. you don't really know what type of date it is but you're guessing from how serious he was, maybe a formal date.

lets just say you slept very well that night.

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"I don't know what to wear, ugh!" you yelled, throwing clothes on the floor. "maybe you should wear a longsleeve and a skirt" ochako stated. "maybe like a sundress considering the sun is out?" momo exclaimed. "thats way too poofy for a formal. wear that black bodycon dress you have with a dark blue cardigan. it really matches who you are." mina chimed. "good idea mina. you should wear that." ochako insisted. everyone agreed so that's what you wore.

as the clock struck 4:58 PM, you walked downstairs to see katsuki waiting at the kitchen table, two plates in front of him.

he looked super handsome. a black long sleeve button up with white pants and a white tie. cool so it was formal! "ya ready?" he beamed as he looked you up and down. "haha, yeah! this looks super fancy! you cook it?" you said looking around at everything he did. "hell yeah I did. i mean, i did." katsuki smiled as he placed your plate down on the table.

"thanks for doing this. youre much more sweet than I thought." you giggled. "get used to it cuz you'll see it a lot more than you think." he chuckled, passing you some hawaiian punch in a tall glass.

after dinner, you watched a movie in his dorm. you layed in his bed and hugged him while watching the Spongebob movie.

his bed was super comfy because the last thing you could remember was his warm body and your eyes closing.

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byeyryr

[beabooodeoe]

sunlight - bakugo x reader

sunlight pt-2 / sunlight-pt3

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you were the only girl bakugo actually liked in middle school. considering he hung out with guys, you were cool. nobody really tried talking to you because you were "mean" but bakugo wanted to put that to the test. he would trip you, spit at you, and push you into the lockers to see if you would budge. except you never did.

"that girl isn't shit." he spat as he walked to his friends after pushing you. "I heard that back in elementary she would soak someone with water if they pissed her off. no one has proof but I heard her quirk is water manipulation." bakugos friend beamed as he looked over at you. "pssch. ill take that into account." bakugo scoffed as he ran out the door.

he never messed with you again, not until he saw you in class 1a. "What the fuck are you doing here?! You would never even show anyone your quirk?!" He yelled, leaning over your desk. "I passed like everyone else, what's the deal?" You scoffed. "It's just that every time I messed with you, you never showed me it." He murmured. "It's not something I prance around." You said, standing up from your desk and looking up at him.

His eyes widened and a small tint of red came upon his cheeks. It wasn't until then he realized how beautiful you actually were.

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pt 1 outta 3 probably LAWWD HELP ME

[beabooodeoe]

sorry for repeating to delete my posts bruh I keep messing up😭🙏

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Whenever you get hurt, katsuki is always one to instigate.

"Are you okay? What fucking nerd did this to you. I swear I'll punch their brains out." He growled, wiping your tears with his calloused thumb you could feel warming up.

"Some guy pushed me into a wall cuz I didn't give him my number, I even said I had a boyfriend." You murmured, rubbing your bruised arm. "What did he look like?" Katsuki beamed. "He had white and orange hair, yellow eyes, and clear glasses." You whispered.

"Ill be right back." He grunted, getting up and grabbing his phone off the counter. With his keys and his wallet, stuffing them in his pocket.

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He opened the door and walked into the living room, a smug look on his face and bloody knuckles. "I got you a present." Katsuki yelled. "Really? Like what?" You exclaimed.

Katsuki pulled out his phone and started playing a video. The video showed him grabbing the guy that pushed you by his hair, bloody nose and everything of that schnazz.

"I- I'm sorry!" The bloody boy said. "Sorry for what you goddamn bastard." You heard katsuki say off-screen. "Sorry for hurt-hurting you for no reason!" The bloody boy yelped. "Good. Now don't do that shit again, bitch." Katsuki growled as he threw the boys head to the ground, walking away and ending the recording.

"Awww! Thanks babe!" You squealed, wrapping your arms around him.

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[beabooodeoe]

katsuki hates it when you put makeup on your face. Not that you don't look pretty with it on, it's just that he thinks your natural beauty is the best.

He doesn't want you to feel ugly when you have no makeup on so he tries to always compliment you any and every chance he gets.

"I don't even know why you wear that shit. You look better without it on." He murmurs as you apply mascara.

"You're lying and I know it, everyone looks better with makeup on." You sigh, putting the cap back on and grabbing your highlighter. "Everyone? Including me? No way, makeup is for extras." He scoffs, looking away. "Do you wanna find out? Let me put some makeup on you then." You say, a smile on your face.

"What the hell? No, did you hear anything I just said?" Katsuki growled. "Cmon Kats, let me do a whole look on ya." You beamed, grabbing his chin and picking up a brush. "We got somewhere to be." He grumbled. "Pleeeease? When we get home?" You whined.

He looked at you and sighed. A soft smile growing on his face. "Fine, but not too much." He whispered.

"Yay! You are the best, Kats!" You squealed, giving him a kiss on the cheek.

[beabooodeoe]

don't do this now.

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pairing: katsuki bakugo x fem!reader

summary: you know his life is at risk when he's on that battlefield. You beg him to stay. He doesn't budge.

tags: language, angst, comfort, death, crying, yelling, blood.

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"Katsuki please don't go, you're the only person I have. I don't want you to die." You say, tears blinding your vision.

"I need to go, y/n. They need me." Katsuki replies, wiping the tears that fall down your cheek. "I'm not gonna die, you're being dramatic." He sighs, looking at you with droopy eyes. "The moment the villains are gone, I'll come straight home." He whispers.

"Who knows if your coming home? I've seen what those villains can do." You yelled out, tugging at his hand. "Please Kats. I don't wanna see you go. Not now." Your grasp around him softened as you fell to the floor. "Ill shoot his fucking brains out, y/n. Trust me. Even if I do die, which I won't." He chuckles. "I won't go out without a fight." He smiles softly at you. The smile in his eyes made you feel that he was gonna keep his word. You smiled at him, a teary eyed smile. He pulled you up onto your feet. His hands on your waist. Pulling you into a heart felt kiss.

"I love you, i love you so much." Katsuki said. "I love you too." Were the last words you spoke to him before he walked out the door.

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You sat on the couch, turning on the TV to the news station. As you stared at the battlefied Katsuki was on. He didn't disappoint you. You could tell he was trying his best. But Shigiraki didn't looked fazed. With every hit he took, he would just smile right after. But the Katsuki you knew wasn't gonna die, he couldn't.

Every blow he took like a fucking warrior. Though he can be stubborn, he has a sweet spot for you. And that's why you love him.

But then, he makes contact with Shigiraki, the villain gets a holds on Katsukis arm. Breaking it.

You felt your stomach drop looking at him. Thoughts circle your mind. It's just an arm right? He'll be fine. I know he will. He's fucking Dynamight. He won't let someone like Shigiraki beat him. Right?

You saw as heros fought Shigiraki, Katsuki on the ground, slowly making his way up. His right arm, bloody.

You felt tears forming again.

"Katsuki please, your so strong! Live. Live for Izuku. Live for your parents. God dammit, Live for me!" You yelled at the screen. Clawing at the cushion you sat on.

But what was the point of all that? You felt limp at the scene that you saw.

"𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵, 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢." 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘦𝘥. "𝘐 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘢𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘐 𝘢𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰 𝘮𝘶𝘤𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘐 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥, 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥. 𝘈𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘳𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘪𝘧 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘪𝘥𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘳𝘢𝘣 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘦𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘥. "𝘈𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘢 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢, 𝘪 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘹𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘶𝘱 𝘴𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘳𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘦𝘥. 𝘏𝘦 𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺.

𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘹𝘵 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘏𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘬𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨. "𝘈𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴?! 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱 𝘮𝘦 𝘶𝘱?! 𝘍𝘶𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘒𝘢𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘪!" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥. "𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘵𝘳𝘢! 𝘊𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴!" 𝘏𝘦 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶. "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘭𝘴𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺! 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘱𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬 𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥!" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘺𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵, 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶. "𝘞𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘤𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶..!" 𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘳𝘰𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘥. "..𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?" 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘰𝘧𝘧 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘹. "𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘮𝘦, 𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥." 𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘶𝘨𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘴𝘩 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴. 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘥 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘦𝘭𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘦𝘬𝘴 𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘮 𝘶𝘱. "𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰𝘰." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘴 𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. "𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺?" 𝘏𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘦𝘥. "𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺." 𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮.

You felt your heart shatter at the sight of him getting plowed by Shigiraki, his body falling onto the floor. Him coughing up blood. You fell onto your knees. The bloody sight of your lover amongst your eyes. He didn't move. Tears began pouring down your face.

"Katsuki, don't do this now. Please."

"Katsuki, please move."

"Katsuki, are you there?"

"Katsuki?"