Some angsty graphics I did back in 2022 as soon as The 1975 // BFIAFL got released and About You pivoted my world amidst a year-long heartbreak. The photo from the first graphic was a shot tied to something personal—it's of the person I mistakenly swore I've fully dedicated The 1975 // fallingforyou to [that track is mine now]; of a person who was just as crazed about the band on a personal level as me (and just go figure how much The 1975 meant to us)... And well yeah, just the concept of going from thinking of the same entity as you drown within that spectrum of The 1975 soulbond
P.S. I am a personal believer of seeing the beauty of and within my history in relationships with people that are geniinely good parts of my life despite the messiness as a passive s*icidal and chronically-mentally ill. I, all in all, have such an unfathomably complex relationship with peoppe—wirh anyone (myself, and others), stemmed from so many factors (major deaths in my life, said mental illness, self-hatred, moral questionings, being a recovering avoidant) apart from the fact that I'm just navigating my way through my neurodivergence. That said–I am in beyond good terms with this person! The beauty of the history is wjere it's at. And genuinely, there's no trace, no oince, of the love that I used to feel for this person in my system for literal years now, like genuinely, none! Just love being able to be in good terms with the people I loved, and be able to recohnize the way I love them differently now. Hell yeah—I fucking love the arts and the complexity of human connections despite me, barely grasping it.
