having a pisces venus is needing to feel UTTERLY loved nd appreciated in all relationships to point that anything less is not a real relationship to you.
no matter blood or time together.
seen from China

seen from Türkiye
seen from Türkiye
seen from China
seen from Hong Kong SAR China
seen from Türkiye
seen from China
seen from Saudi Arabia
seen from China
seen from Brazil
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Germany

seen from Russia
seen from China
seen from Türkiye
seen from Russia

seen from United States
seen from Indonesia
seen from United States
having a pisces venus is needing to feel UTTERLY loved nd appreciated in all relationships to point that anything less is not a real relationship to you.
no matter blood or time together.
Me at 15: I'm not like other girls
Me at 18: other girls have just as complex thoughts, interests, and problems, I need to stop this internal misogyny
Me at 21: I'm not like other girls... I'm not a girl
There's something inherently disturbing to others about a girl alone in a bar, especially at night. It's like she's just asking to be saved. Begging for it. I mean, why else is she there? It has never occurred to them that she wants to be lost. Abandoned. That maybe she was abandoned. And being saved is exactly what she's afraid of.
E.A.P.
"Whiskey and tonic"; the new nighttime, sniffling, sneezing, whatever the fuck serum, for putting my ass to sleep. Suck it NyQuil.
bar thoughts
Bar Thoughts
There's a British guy who's a new regular at the my usual bar. I want to marry him. Well, actually his accent. Can you legally marry an accent? I feel this is possible. Maybe.
(Yeah, I don't know what he's doing in Utah either.)
low key high key wanna aggressively make out w a cutie rn
Screaming "fuck" at the top of your lungs in a crowded bar on a Wednesday night just for a laugh to keep from breaking down into tears.
bar thoughts
I’m alone at a bar because my librarian friend stood me up. AND without a book. But at one of my favorite Chicago bars.
An indifferent end to this conference experience.