Um... haha. Hey everyone. This is Nicole ^^’
I don't know how to say this... or if anyone really cares but.. I think..
I think I'm leaving tumblr permanently.
You see... there's a lot of reasons behind it and I don't really have much time to say it all... but basically I don't have internet in my home anymore...
Right now I'm using the school computer but it won't be long before school ends.. and I'll have to stay at home throughout the holidays with... well, no internet.
Maybe I could visit from time to time just to look at my account.. like, if a friend came over and I used her phone or something..
But... the days I spent posting every day and messaging everyone, or having a good laugh by replying to people’s posts...
Guys… I don’t know… it was short, but sweet. I’ve really only been with everyone for a few months at most… yet letting go of all this.. it kinda hurts.
The sad thing is.. I will never see this blog evolve into anything more than a 529-follower blog. And really… I was hoping I could do more with it. Hehe ^^'
I was hoping I could learn something with photoshop over the holidays... ask my friends to teach me a couple of things.. idk. I wanted to have a try at being awesome people like you :}
But… I guess can’t do anything about it. My dad's made up his mind.
It's over. My time here.. the internet, everything. The only way I can get it back is if I get out of the house, buy my own home and buy my own internet. And that's still a long way away...
Basically I've been completely banned from the internet. Hehe...
BUT NO TO EVERYONE WHO KNOWS IM A PERV I WASNT CAUGHT WATCHING PORN OKAY
IM GOOD AT HIDING THAT STUFF
But.. yeah. I'm really sorry to just leave you all behind like this… and there were so many people I met recently who could have potentially become my really good friends...
I really… wanted to get to know you better.. but sadly it’s too late ^^’
And to all those I share close bonds with.. those people I shared a good laugh with, comforted, cried with, everything..
I still have two weeks to answer inboxes here and there... but after those two weeks of school, I'll be isolated on a lonely island with no internet... hehe..
Wow... I'll really miss tumblr.. fuck...
I never got to do anything.. I never even got to really learn how to use photoshop.. and I don't know if I'll be missed or anything...
I'll miss you. All of you. My followers, the good times we had, the random moments, OHMYGOD DEJA VU I THINK I DREAMT THIS BEFORE OMGOMGOGMGOMGOGMG
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT LIKE GOD OR SOMETHING WAS WARNING ME OF THIS HOW COULD I HAVE NOT NOTICED IT UGH
Lol okay that was random. BUT SERIOUSLY WOW IM PSYCHIC GOT POWERS AKLSJDHLASJKDH.
Anyway... yeah. I'll have to give this blog to my really good friend, and sister-from-another-brother's-mother Julie (aomineko).
Take care of her okay? :)
Maybe after the holidays... I'll check my tumblr again and see how everyone is going. But that's when school starts again.. in about 3 or so months...
So I guess.. this is really goodbye huh? ^^' Sorry it was so long..
Bye... take care. Keep smiling every day, have as much fun as you can and live your life to the fullest!
You're all such beautiful.. and amazing people. And I believe you can do anything :D
Exams? Parents? People giving you shit in school?
Stop worrying! I know you can do it.
Live your life however you want, no one is stopping you.
Go out there and make as many friends as you can.. do it for me, because I can't do it myself ^^'
Don't be afraid... I know I won't be here to talk to anymore... but I think you can do anything :) You just have to believe in yourself. Okay?
Yeah, I'm talking to you XD
LOL for the guys who are new to my blog and don't know me/haven't shared any of their problems with me I probably sound over-dramatic and weird haha!
I will never forget the time I spent here... I will never forget the friends I made, the moments we shared... everything.
I love you. I'll miss you.
NOW GO OUT THERE AND KICK SOME BUTTS.
P.S mmm... butts... (but lol how cheesy lol im so cheesy OMFG)
P.P.S Julie, this blog is all yours. Take care of it for me baby :)