#barkvents

[barkfr1end]

Irritatingly wolfish in the workplace. Advocating for my huge emotions always makes me feel childish and like im being unreasonable but humans literally do not understand that I feel so much more than they do. Im trying my best and I feel like im still being trampled on.

[barkfr1end]

I wish ppl would understand how dysphoric it makes me to break claws. I feel so ugly and less like myself without claws

"Oh get acrylics/gel"

Those ruin your nails and they would not be mine. Plus they're expensive as crap.

I broke my dew claw and being autistic makes me feel so upset about having uneven claws but if I filed them all down id feel even worse there is no winning

[barkfr1end]

Dysphoria vent // both "human" and non human

Less alterhuman and more just transgender feelings but seeing 10+ years on hrt timelines makes me worry that i really was just in my ugly duckling stage of 2 years on t and I hated how I looked and medically detransitioning was a bad choice but then I feel so comfortable in the body I'm in now and feel like being on hrt would make me dysphoric and unhappy again and I rubber band between wanting to look masc then loving looking fem over and over and over and ill never be fully satisfied with how my human body looks bc deep down I know the only solution is for me to look inhuman and they haven't rlly made an hrt for that one yet :(

[barkfr1end]

Vent abt finanical troubles below the cut

Im being tested with some very very human troubles. Dont you know im a wolf what the fuck is a check engine light what the fuck is state taxes what the fuck is NEW TIRES

[barkfr1end]

Posting on lex about finding local therians felt like loading a gun and shooting myself in the paw with it.

[barkfr1end]

I love having physical shifts and I cant do anything about it. /sarc I am almost always semi shifted. My tail is always present but I can feel my muscles aren't in the right place right now and its really bothering meeee.