mostly a rant anon (new), bartender anon (new), 14 anon, advisory room anon (new), @the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus, no worries anon, lunch table anon (new), important decision anon
mostly a rant anon (new)
hi so this is mostly a rant it's not like happy but kinda hopeful at the end anyway I'm simplifying this cuz I don't have the time or energy to explain the last 4 years of my life and tbh you don't wanna have to read that anyways I'm a sophomore in HS and when I was in middle school I was friends with this girl (we were basically dating at certain points) I was in a Christian school and there were only 14 kids in my class and she kinda was nice to me tbh I don't even know how we became friends but it was the hardest relationship at the hardest point of my life and I can't even begin to explain how much pain she caused. She was so hot and cold and would go from being my best friend to a stranger and ignore me IN A CLASS OF 14! Seriously this girl sorta ruined my life but I loved her and honestly I was so dependent on her it I didn't care I was just happy when she would even look my direction but like we were friends we talked about being each others maid of honor, she was the first person I ever came out to, her family loved me her brothers would steal her phone to call me, we had a billion inside jokes, I took her on a family vacation, sometimes we were inseparable but then we wouldn't be she loved telling me how weak I was how much better I would be if I just "deal with it " I tried reaching out about my mental health and she told me I was dramatic and people have real problems she fully sent me a letter about how we needed to stop being friends out of nowhere later I found out it was because I was so depressed I was falling classes and she thought I was to dumb for her. and it just this whole thing messed me up so bad she moved and I reached out because despite everything she was my best friend last year I met better people in highschool I have good friends I'm in public school and I love it and I have the most friends I've ever had and the closest to they don't really get it how I don't hate her and a part of me still loves her and she's weaved into the very fabric of my life. But it's ok because they don't know her and they hate her and they don't love her and sometimes thats enough because to them she's not this complex person who they have a history with to them she's and I'm quoting my bff rn " that manipulative bitch who fucked up your life I hate her so much" before freshman year I didn't even understand how bad things were it took this girl moving to relize how bad everything was it took so much deconstruction and it's not even over yet but my friends hate her and there feeling are uncomplicated unlike mine they simply loath her and I have never felt so loved because I don't think anyone has ever been angry on my behalf my mom usually just prays for the person and tells me how hard there life must be and my dad is just so calm and obviously she never got angry on my behalf but now I know over 10 people who if given the chance would set her house on fire and that is the best part of all of this mess I just am so so so lucky I have these people and my life just keeps getting better
Hi!
I definitely understand how you're feeling. It's hard because even though you know that person isn't good, they still had an effect on your life for so long. I'm so sorry this happened to you though and I am SO glad you have people now who respect you, care for you, and can show you how you deserve to be treated. Its okay to have mixed feelings about the past as long as you know that you deserve better now, you know? <3
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bartender anon (new)
Cas a guy come to the bar (I am a bartender) and hit on me. He talked about how the girls around him is too girly and sissy and he doesn't like how they do a lot make up etc.
It pissed me off because I may be a masc but I don't want my more fem girls to be talked down. I gave his drink and just ignored him.
Then he come again after a few days. Same shit, he told how girls were weak and they should step up and workout so they are more strong. Before I said anything my coworker (male) turned to him and said "right? I also like muscles. That may be because I am bisexual with male preference though. But you don't see me hating on girls just because they are not attractive to me do you?"
And the man stopped.
Turned to him, asked what bisexual was.
After a while he said "oh isn't everyone likes masculine people?"
After a few days he come and apologize to me for talking bad, apparently he asked his nephew to explain some things and he learned about lgbtqia and he is gay.
Internalized homophobia is weird.
(I have internalized homophobia as well, I just learned early and tried to change. After that I realized I was lesbian lol)
Anyway I still don't like him, and I am still mad. But at least he is trying? Idk, he went to the lgbtqia club to learn? He can't use phones apparently so he wants to learn via real people.
Anyway, he still comes sometimes. But he doesn't talk as much and just wishes a nice day to me and take his drink. That's it.
ahhhh, internalized homophobia. I'm glad both you nd your coworker didn't let him get away with it! It seems like he learned something really valuable.
Honestly, I could NEVER be a bartender, I bet you have to deal with bullshit like that a lot.
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14 anon
Hey Cas its 14 anon
Today’s the first day of school and my timetable for Wednesday (today), Thursday and Friday came ok the app this morning and from what we can see there’s no geography or Duke of Edinburgh BUT there’s no Spanish, music or sociology. Everything else looks good though, because I’ve got my favourite chem teacher, I’m in the same maths and English class and I’ve seemingly been moved out of the special needs class!!!! But my form group isn’t on the app and my mum won’t send me into school until someone contacts her (ugh) and I’m annoyed because I really wanna go like I need my routine back
14 anon
Yesterday was the first day of school and my mum didn’t report me absent so a receptionist called and was asking why and when my mum explained it to her she said she’d pass it on to the SENDCO who is basically the person at a school who deals with special needs children and stuff regarding that (I think).
The SENDCO called around an hour after school and went over what happened with my mum and said she’d try to get me into mainstream.
This morning she called and said she’d moved me to mainstream with my original three choices (history sociology and Spanish) though she’s gonna keep my in the special needs form group for a few weeks then shift me to a normal one!!!!!
Hi!
I'm so glad things are finally getting solved! I mean....the school SHOULD have solved things weeks ago but I'm so glad your mom is standing up for you and making sure you get what you need. I hope the rest of it gets solved soon!
As a teacher, I'd also advice your mom to get in writing that it took a few days to get this all solved, that way if the school ever says you have a problem with attendance, she can say 'hey...14 anon missed the first few days of school because of the SCHOOL, not because of anything we did wrong.'
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Advisory room anon (new)
Uh hi, Hello! I'm new in the advisory room and I just wanted to ask this to someone without anyone knowing it's me(and also you give good advice). (redacted)
Hi!
Yeah this is definitely a LOT, and something you didn't really sign up to take on, huh? I think...well, I think if this happens again, you should definitely try to guide them to a hotline. You shouldn't be responsible for someone else's life, especially the life of a stranger. That's not fair to you, and it's not healthy for you.
As far as what this person did....as horrible as it may be, I don't think it changes the fact that they clearly need help. I also don't think it changes the fact that they deserve help- I think (almost) everyone deserves help. I also don't think you'll ever be able to get the whole story. I think if it was me, if I talked to them again, I'd focus on what's happening now- getting help, things you have in common, etc. But remember you don't have to be friends with this person if you don't want to! It's okay to just encourage them to seek help and leave it at that, if you feel uncomfortable with their actions. <3
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@the1970sdeadgaywizard-regulus
So
Took a few ADHD tests
Uhhhhh
A lot came back with super ADHD and stuff
Also
WHY IS THE TEST SO SIMILAR TO THE AUTISM TESTS
I TOOK THEM BACK TO BACK
ARE WE SURE THEY AINT THE SAME
ARE ADHD AND AUTISM RELATED
AM I REALLY A uh… 5x? A BATTERY. AAAAA
hahahaha well I'm not a professional in any sense of the word but I know there are some similarities. I think that's why the online tests are only supposed to be used as guidance, not a formal evaluation, you know? Though many people can be diagnosed with both!
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no worries anon
No worries anon here
So, they have started using my name (yay???). My other friend who I have not told my current name was calling me my deadname combo thing
But yeah, no, the person who I have had issues with for a litttttle while has started using my chosen name. And we had a whole conversation earlier. It’s… better. Awkward, but better.
Okay! I'm glad it's a bit better, then? I hope it continues to get better!
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lunch table anon (new)
I started a new school, but it’s a vocational (I think that’s the right word. It’s like a high school that specializes in different careers.) school so everyone’s new there. None of my friends wanted to come with me so I don’t rly know anyone there that I like. (There’s kids from my old school but it’s mostly the mean kids and a couple of questionable kids.)
Anyway, I’ve always had problems making friends and I thought I made some. They’re these two girls named J and K and they were friends who decided to go to the vocational school together so they already knew each other. Anyway, they’re in my group and they invited me to lunch one day so I’ve been sitting with them ever since. Except last Wednesday when I got to the lunch room first and sat at the table. They didn’t sit with me. And I may have cried a little bc before I came to the vocational school I had lost all my friends except for two that didn’t go to my school and ate lunch alone or in the bathroom most days and I rly didn’t want that to happen this year. Anyway, they came over and asked me to sit with them and said they just hadn’t seen me. I think they only said that bc I was crying. Bc like how did you not see me in the spot we’ve been eating lunch in every day for two weeks??
So it was all fine then except today. There was a girl in my math class who we’ll call C and she had mentioned she didn’t have anyone to sit with at lunch so I told her she could sit with me and the other girls. So I ended up getting to the cafeteria before J and K and this girl from my math class sat with me. Well J and K didn’t sit with us and I saw them look directly at me. Idk if it was bc I was sitting with C or whatever. So that kinda hurt but it was fine bc at least C was with me this time. Then C left when we both finished eating bc she saw her friends but then she waited for me when the bell rang and we walked to class together. So I think C likes me.
Then I went to my English class and the teacher had moved the tables around and didn’t have a new seating chart. I sat somewhere in the middle of the class at a table meant for four. I was also one of the first ones in the class. No one sat with me, not even the new girl. And then one kid didn’t know where to sit so the teacher pointed out that no one was at my table and that girl still didn’t sit with me. Which is weird bc I feel like it’s an unspoken rule that when a teacher points a seat out to you you’re supposed to sit there. So I was the only person in the class with no one at my table and I cried a little bit but it wasn’t noticeable.
But then we were supposed to work on a worksheet with our table but no one was at my table so I had to work alone. The teacher didn’t tell me to join a group and no one invited me into theirs. I would’ve asked to join a group but then I remembered that none of these kids even wanted to sit with me so why would they want to work with me?
It just rly sucked.
Hi!
I'm so sorry, this sounds horrible. Starting at a new school is always terrifying, especially if you don't really know anyone. Honestly, J and K don't sound like very nice people. I think C seems like the type of person you should get to know more.
People suck sometimes, but remember that it's THEM that suck, not you. You didn't do anything wrong by wanting to sit with them!
I'm sending you so much love and I hope it gets better soon <3
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important decision anon
Hi cas, how are you? I'm important decision anon and i thought I'd update you, even if sadly it's not good news. So, we called the school, they told us we had to call again after a week only to then tell us they only accept subscriptions until february, which, yk, could have just told us that but still. Now mum tried sending an email directly to the principal's office since it's like a different department from the one who answered the call. It's becoming more and more likely that I'll just go back to scientific which I'm not that thrilled about. I'm trying to cheer myself up bc in third year most teachers change so maybe it'll be better? Idk I'm just...sad? Resigned fits better i think. After hating that school for two years i doubt it'll be any different but what else can i do? Every other school needs exams to get into, classic gave me an impossibly short amount of time to study a fuckload of material and the only hope was artistic but now this? I just..i know i probably sound like im victimizing myself, but im so bummed about this. Well, if i do actually go back to my old school at least I'll be with my best friend so hey, positive thinking right
omg that's so frustrating! I'm glad there's a bit of a silver lining with being able to stay with your best friend, but still! Would you be able to switch next year or is it too late?
Ugh, I'm so sorry, I'm mad FOR you! And no, you're not victimizing yourself, you're allowed to be mad! I'm sending you hugs <3
hiiiii idk if you remember me but im the anon who is a bartender and is in love with the simmer series (duh!) and just a small update, they are hiring a new bartender and my boss came up to me and goes "new guy starts in march. he has long hair and a mustache. you're welcome." so all bets are ON THE TABLE LADIES!!!! updates to come hehehe
hope you are doing well and congratulations to you and yours for your little one!
xoxo bartender anon :)
of course I remember, hi! love this for you, we’re all thanking your boss 🫡 we definitely need updates please! and thank you lovely! 🧡
Yooooooooo! Guess who spent a mad hot night with her hotel bartender? IT ME!!!! Yeah my pussy got murdered again. Several times. This man knows how to FUUUUCK and eat pussy and dirty talk. I am a broken yet incredibly satisfied lady. Oh my God I have no idea how many orgasms I had. It was a lot. And yeah at one point I cried again because he was giving it to me good. You know that feeling when you cum so hard that your stomach and thighs start twitching? Yeah that's what he did to me. I need a repeat session ASAP
As you should!!! That’s the best feeling when it’s just so good you can’t help but cry or your body is just like !!! lmao I love that for you! Mr. Bartender knows what he’s doing!!! 😉
hey this is the bartender there’s a guy here who has orange hair but I only found this out when he tried to “thwip thwip” his way into the building and got a concussion. so we took off his dollar store spiderman mask and he gave us your number to cal. Can you come pick him up?
Hello! I was wondering if I could have a match-up please? I’m a 5’5” cis girl with blonde hair and green eyes. I’ve been told I can be really stand off-ish when people first meet me but I’m actually pretty friendly once you get to know me. I’m not the greatest with physical affection (hugging, holding hands, cuddling, etc.) but I can get used to it for certain people, it just takes time. I also work as a bartender and I crochet as a hobby and like to make blankets for my family and friends ☺️
Of course! The Bungou Imagines Mod is here to say that you’ve been paired with this fella today…
( ͡°_ʖ ͡°) Edgar Allan Poe ( ͡°_ʖ ͡°)
Although he is a rather mysterious-looking guy, Edgar would deeply appreciate your companionship because:
Poe certainly wouldn’t mind waiting for the two of you to open up more to each other prior to moving on to holding hands and other intimacies, he’s just so, if not more so, nervous about personal interactions and would appreciate someone who wouldn’t mind a slower burn of a romance
That being said, he’d appreciate it even more once the two of you opened up, because then he would have another person to slink into the corner with at parties (since he’s often excluded from the festivities)
He would be fascinated by your line of work and most likely request to sit-in during your work hours so he could draw some more material from the locals for his mystery novels
In fact, don’t be surprised if his new batch of sleuth books take place in a bar…or if a bartender ends up being the culprit
Once you two become more comfortable within your relationship, Poe wouldn’t mind if you requested a story for him to transport you to. In fact, he’d love to bring a smile to your face by making some of your fantasies come to life
Not only that, but Edgar would adore the blankets you make! He’d probably request quite a few so he can bundle up in them while writing
Bonus points if you were to make an additional speciality blanket for Karl
Lastly, Poe takes some time to open up to people too, so he wouldn’t mind skirting around social events with you prior to picking a specific group to stick with for the night
Good day folks! Bartender anon here 🤪 if this man keeps going at me like the beast that he is I'm not gonna be able to walk anymore by the time I have to leave. We had a little morning tumble before he had to start his shift and a felt like he's gonna break me in half. I had an orgasm so intense I saw God for a split second
And I saw someone asking about the napkin 😅 LOL his message was "my break is in 10minutes. Wanna hang?" with a very lewd drawing of what he had in mind (and then actually made real). No more napkin messages have been passed around since. We exchanged numbers so he's texting me now what he wants to do to me
That man saw an opportunity and took it omfg I love that you’re getting your back blown out miss girl 😌 like what a wild adventure!!!!
