I apologize for my absence.
I have not attended to this blog as I should, and I apologize. What’s more, I went through a difficult time and resorted to the comfort methods I used as a teenager. I am an adult now and I should not have dealt with my troubles by trying to drink them away. The fact that I’m short a $5000 bottle of whiskey may also have played some part in my regret.
I will not go into details about what happened, save to say that I have cut ties with my family and I feel… good. When I moved I promised myself that I would answer to the expectations of no one save for myself and I feel like now I am finally capable of doing just that.
All of you, even those of you I quarrel with (I’m looking at you Edward), helped me more than you realize. After all, it’s hard to feel bad about yourself when there are other people who are fucking up so spectacularly.