#bats vents

[batsgetscensored]

Lowkey laughing at everyone who follows me recently on here thinking I'll post more fic things. Probably not gonna happen tbh. Hell I might just delete the whole side blog.

The urge to delete everything and just fuck off is incredibly strong tonight. Hahaha

[lostandloney]

If you dont want to read a vent, move on or block the tag #bats vents

this is my nsfw blog so that includes my vents from time to time.

I think I'm reaching my fucking limit.I feel like I'm nothing to everyone. Everyone fucking leaves or doesn't actually care what I have to say-- even when they say they do.

I just want to drop every friend group in in because what's the fucking point of staying, you know? Not like any of them would miss me. I dont bother to message the discords anymore because why should I? Why should I even bother? I just feel empty and like I'll be glossed over anyway lol.

God I'm fucking pathetic.

I'm literally sat here bitching on the fucking internet. Way to go Bats you did it, you're complaining to strangers who dont give a shit about you lol.

Literally feel like the only person I can trust and rely on is my qpp.

And god dont get me started on the fact that I want to quit my fucking job and just slowly fade the fuck away and die. But hey, at least I don't fucking work on Friday this week...

Whatever.

[batsgetscensored]

Call me a cynic if you want, but i feel like valentines day is just a scam to sell cards and candy. It's just a stupid bullshit holiday. And I know its not just about romantic love, but I just think its dumb okay? I just think its bullshit.

Anyway. Ignore me lol.

[nomadicjesterco]

To anyone who I talk with/anyone waiting for a request to be filled art wise, just know I'm very sorry but due to recent circumstances I wont be completing them and I wont be really up for talking for the next little while.

My mum is putting my older cat, Stripes down in a few days and I just... I've had him since he was literally born. I GREW UP with this cat... and I cant handle knowing hes about to be put down. Please dont leave condolences, it's a bit extreme but if I get any, just know you're gonna get blocked. Just know I will only be speaking to mutuals/close friends but even that will be in moderation...

Please take this moment to view pictures of my boy Stripes.

He has been my best friend for years and it hurts knowing I have to say goodbye.... but it's for the best. He is getting really old... he is 18... 18 and underweight and having a hard time breathing and walking... his hearing and vision were starting to go and he has a hard time even laying down.... it's for the best but it fucking hurts. I'm gonna miss him so fucking much...

[nomadicjesterco]

Greeeeaaaaaaaat the closer we get to valentine's day the more I see about it and the more disgusted I get.

[nomadicjesterco]

Okay so. Do you every just--

Normally you're able to say no to people with ease but then you just have a full moment where you physically cant say no to someone because you're afraid of being mean or upsetting them?

No? Just me? Okay-