Jun 21, 2017
Samuel counted to 10million hearts and tapped for himself sjdkdkd As a gift for hitting 10million he danced and sang to [SIXTEEN]!!! so fun so fun
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Samuel counted to 10million hearts and tapped for himself sjdkdkd As a gift for hitting 10million he danced and sang to [SIXTEEN]!!! so fun so fun
ALSO WHOOPS
just me talking about my growth below!
honestly? im glad i kicked my butt into gear even if its the end of the day. like lmao what use is there in being depressed all the time every day? its boring, its tiring, it sucksss. all i do all day is feel sorry for myself nd probably bother my friends (maybe not???? they are my friends after all) with all my complaining. and i kno its not bad to rant or need to complain sometimes but when i do it every day its surely exhausting. im kind of slowly learning that not everything and everyone is out to get me and no matter the situation im in, no matter how sure i am that im never going to make it out alive, its not going to be the end of me nd i can do better. happiness starts with a healthy mindset and moping around doesnt do anything to help that. things are really really tough right now, but ive gotten through rough things many times before. all i have to do is learn to get craftier and work harder. even when depression makes me want to do nothing but sit all day i have to get up and move and do something and stop just spreading bad vibes. bad times are just times that are bad, after all. cant remember where that came from or if it was a joke or not but its true. instead of focusing on the good things that happen i drag on the bad ones and its awful for my mindset. instead of being upset over my brother telling me over and over again to shut up for no reason i could focus on getting a nearly perfect score on the first quiz of the year, or a very high, very praised grade on the final rough draft for the autobiography, or how one of my friends is back in school, or how im getting over (slowly) some of my social anxiety, and how even though i feel depressed and drained a lot, im in a much better mindset than i used to be. the fact that i dont look and think about attempting suicide or that i can talk with my friends and not feel like im an embarrassment or a burden to them or even that i simply can get more energy to do things throughout the week really shows how far ive come and how hard ive worked to actually try and be better. lots of things im still slacking on (cant show affection easily, memory is getting worse, body confidence issues are still rampant, etc) of course, but with time i tick more and more issues off my list of worries and its so relieving. im proud of how far ive come through my work and efforts with help from my friends and sometimes family and my plethora of counselors and therapists and random strangers and teachers.
is life so bad that u cant have urself a good day, bitch?
instead of feeling pity for myself from now im going to push to improve myself even further. i one day want to be that person everyone knows for being positive and happy (and making ppl laugh lol??? my favorite thing to do) and while that idea is still a few years away, i think if i rlly push myself and apply myself i can make it. no more allowing myself to feel depressed for days, its time for that to end!
Rules: Tag 9 followers and answer the questions!
I was tagged by my fave love of the world @insert-witty-saying-here <3
Name: Savannah, but I go almost entirely by Sav
Star sign: leo sun
Average hours of sleep: in the summer lately its been like 7-10 cause i have no control, but during the school year its like 5-6
Lucky number: 2
Last thing I googled: spotify. i was looking for a new friends spotify to listen to their fave stuff
Favourite Fiction Character: kageyama, nd idk nymore off the top of my head but boy!!! do i love that kag.
What are you wearing right now: some pajama short thats r like... too short i made a mistake buying them nd just a t-shirt
When did you start this blog: this one specifically? august 31st 2015. but my first post shows that this is a remade blog because i had a list of mutuals. ive been on tumblr since 2013.
Amount of followers: idk i dont check
What do I post: kpop aesthetics and other stuff from time to time that i enjoy.
Do I run any more blogs: yeah lmao
kpop blog: @vvonder-girls pd101/wanna one blog: @otter-daehwi suggestions blog [HIATUS]: @lovely-confessions aesthetic blog: @asmallhideaway daily kmusic blog [i fell behind ill catch it up rlly soon]: @http-yugyeom
Do I get a lot of asks: nah
Why did I choose this URL: i rlly like the love letter emoji its so cute :’ ) (its also kind of a svt reference lets go)
i tag: @actualangeljoshuahong, @chan1s, @minsweetheart, @cyphersmisfit, @twiceoficial, @helianthical, @katsir, @2monstax, nd @poking-dimples
everyone who was all ‘CANT BELIEVE SAMUEL DIDNT MAKE IT TO THE TOP 11 THIS IS FAKE’ better be streaming his mv right now or ur the fake one!!! srry thats fact!
i was tagged by @fensi ♡ thank you so much!!
rules: answer 20 questions and tag 20 people who you would like to get to know better! (last time i tagged 20 mutuals, so this time ill tag 20 followers who arent mutuals!)
i tag: @music-stitchx, @itsprincejinyoungie, @1moomozz1, @malicapie, @wesaverockandroll, @kaithekin, @lilacfey, @that-zombie, @thelostplanetx, @minghaosamor, @exotic-idiot, @chisaisehun, @loner-san, @p-as-in-pterodactyl, @acnl-ananke, @theladysyk0, @madkingmxgar, @i-run-in-the-ocean, and @sparrowmilk! (feel free to opt out of this!)
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