new #calendarart for september! after all the warm tones of august, it's time for some blues. emotionally that's in fact what i'm experiencing at the moment. the warmth and affection cooled off a bit and made way for melancholy and dejection. i also am in a mood to rebell against superiors and exclaim my displeasure about the way they handle things. or start fights with customers and risk a blue eye. but in the midst of all these blue emotions forms a chaos of different colours, spanning from sadness, to moroseness, to feeling loved and hugged, to anger, to gratitude, to love, to hopefulness, to loneliness and desolation. a wide array of emotions, turning me into a volatile and erratic time bomb. so you see, i feel this kandinsky. i feel it a lot. i see a boat swimming to a lighthouse, but instead of going through smooth waters, it's crazy and troubled and chaotic. it's an analogy to how i feel, and it feels like i can't trust myself at all, like there's no existence of intuitiveness that i can rely on, i just have to go through it and hope that at the end everything will turn out okay. wassily kandinsky, in the blue, 1925, oil on cardboard. #bauhauscalendar #bauhausart #wassilykandinsky #calendarmusings #emotions https://www.instagram.com/p/CEoDJfYn29J/?igshid=1l8t0qws60c73