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~ Feverish ~

Simon petrikov x gn!reader

Brief summary - you have a bad fever, and Simon comes over and cares for you.

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You woke up feeling terrible, your nose was stuffy, your throat was sore, you were shivering, you sat up putting your arms around yourself for warmth, you got up and walked to the bathroom, you did your normal morning routine, you looked in the mirror.

"I feel like shit.. I look like it, too.."

You said, your voice was hoarse and you audibly sounded stuffy.

"Sound like shit..."

You said and yawned a bit. You went out to the kitchen where you had a meditation cabinet. You pulled out a thermometer and took your temperature.

"Holly.. I'm going back to bed.."

You were running a high fever, luckily you always had medicine just in case you were sick. You took some for your stuffy nose but didn't have anything that helped a fever.. you sighed and walked back into your room. You laid down and pulled the covers over you. You felt very cold. You suddenly remembered that you made plans with simon for later in  the day, You grabbed your phone that was on the bedside table and texted simon

'Hey, Im so sorry to camcel but jm very sick rn.. I have a hih fever'

You started to fall asleep as you typed. You sent it without noticing the typos and fell asleep. You woke up to your phone ringing, you answered

"..hello?"

You were groggy still and felt a little woozy due to the fever. You rubbed your eyes and yawned.

"I saw your message.. are you alright?"

Simon answered, and he sounded slightly worried.

"I'm fine.."

You said as you fell back asleep, you still had your phone up to your ear.

"You sound tired.. try to get some rest, ok?"

He said and heard quite snoring from his phone. He smiled and let out a small sigh.

"... You already are.... sweet dreams.."

He said, hanging up the phone. Simon finished up with his exhibit, closing it early. He started to walk to your house and on the way he started to think about making you soup. He walked over to the nearest market and bought all the ingredients he needed.

He got to your house and opened the door. He walked inside, making sure he was quiet so he would disturb you. He walked to the kitchen and started to cook. He cut up the vegetables and boiled some water, humming as he cooked.

You woke up to the smell of food and walked out to the kitchen. You were still half asleep. You walked up to simon and put your arms around him.

"..Mmm... I love you.."

You mumbled, pressing your body against him. Simon's face turned bright red when you said that,

You clearly meant it in a platonic way, right?

Simon thought and started to overthink. He had been battling his feelings for you for a while, only recently entertaining the idea in his head.

The sound of you snoring quietly snapped him out of thought.

"You poor thing.."

Simon said, turning around. He had an arm around you so you wouldn't fall over.

"You're that sick, huh?"

He looked at you. He looked concerned. He didn't know how you were sleeping standing up. He picked you up and started to carry you back to bed.

You woke up, confused. You couldn't tell if this was a dream or not.

"simonnn..I..I don't feel good.."

You whined.

"I know...I know.."

He said, putting you down in the bed and pulling the covers around you. He put his hand on your face, rubbing your cheek with his thumb. He quickly pulled away when he realized what he was doing and stood up.

"I gotta go back to the stove.. I'll be back soon, ok?"

He said with a gentle smile. You grumbled a bit and frowned, you were pouting.

He blushed slightly. You were being way too cute for him.

"Go to sleep. You won't even notice I'm gone"

You nodded, your eyes were already closed, and you quickly fell asleep. He sighed and walked out of your bedroom.

"Focus, simon! ...You're here to take care of them...."

He mumbled to himself as he returned to the stove. He focused back on cooking. He stirred the pot a bit and tasted it.

"Mm Almost ready.."

He said with a smile. He got a bowl down and waited for the soup to be done. When it was, he turned off the stove and scooped out some in a bowl. He grabbed you a spoon and walked into your room. He sat down the bowl on your bedside table and gently shook you awake.

"Hey... I made you some soup."

You whined slightly when he woke you up, and you sat up and rubbed your eyes.

He put some pillows behind you to prop you up. He handed you the bowl of soup. You grabbed it and hunched over it, putting the bowl closer to your face. Simon sat down at the foot of your bed watching you eat. He was worried about if you liked the soup or not. He looked at you, looking for an indicator that you liked it.

"Mmm.. good soup.."

You mumbled in-between bites. Simon sighed in relief. He was glad you liked it. When you were done, you sat it down on the bedside table. He got up and tried to grab the bowl, but you grabbed his wrist.

"Simon.. come here.."

You mumbled sleepily and squeezed his wrist slightly. You didn't want him to leave you alone.

He leaned on the bed and looked over at you.

"Yes?"

He said, tilting his head a bit. You grumbled, you wanted him closer.

"Simon.."

You whined, squeezing his wrist a bit more.

"What is it? Do you need something?"

He smiled sweetly. He found you calling him adorable.

You put your arms around him and pulled him in the bed. You were surprisingly strong in your feverish and loopy state.

"W-What are you doing?"

Simon said, falling on top of you. He caught himself so he would squish you.

You pulled him closer, making him lay on top of you. You just wanted some comfort when your whole body hurt and when you couldn't think.

Simon tried to gently move off of you. He thought he would make your fever worse, but you squeezed him tighter, not letting him move.

"Alright.. alright.."

He mumbled. He felt his cheeks burn. You nuzzled your head into his neck, making him even more flustered. You fell asleep, snoring slightly.

He started to think.

this is just platonic, right? No way you liked him.. friends did this all the time!

He convinced himself. He took his glasses off and put them on the bedside table. He closed his eyes, trying to go to sleep.

In the morning, you woke up, keeping your eyes closed. You grumbled slightly. You didn't wanna be awake. You felt that your fever had calmed down a bit. You were actually having coherent thoughts.

You were so loopy and out of it yesterday you could barely think. You couldn't remember if what happened yesterday was a dream or not.

You realized that something heavy was on your chest. You opened your eyes and looked down at Simon. Well, this part wasn't a dream. you blushed, feeling embarrassed about yesterday. Simon rolled off of you and sat up slowly. He rubbed his eyes. Simon looked over at you.

"How long have you been awake?"

He said in a sleepy voice. He looked over at you, squinting so he could see a little better.

"Uh.. couple of minutes..give or take.."

You said, sitting up on the bed, smiling at him.

"How's your fever...?"

"Better, I don't feel out of it anymore.. I can actually think"

You said, giggling a bit. He blinked, trying to wake up. He was thinking about what you said. It took him a bit to process it since he just woke up.

"Oh, that's great!"

He said as he woke up a bit more. You nodded, your face was still flushed.

He leaned closer to you.

"You're redder than yesterday.. are you sure you're alright?"

Your body stiffened as he got closer towards you. You leaned back in embarrassment.

"Yes.. well, I think I still have a slight fever, but it's not as bad?"

You laughed nervously. He leaned closer to you and put the back of his hand on your forhead. It wasn't as bad as yesterday, but you were still burning. He felt your cheek to check, too.

"Hmm.. your cheeks are hotter than your forhead... you should get more rest."

He said, his face full of concern. You nodded and laid back down. Simon got up and grabbed his glasses, putting them on. He turned to you and pulled the covers over you. He smiled and turned around to walk out the room.

"S-Simon...could...could you stay.. please? I know you stayed with me last night... but I don't want you to leave me.."

You looked at him with big pleading eyes.

He looked at you, his face was red. He couldn't say no to you, even if he wanted to. He nodded and walked over to the bed and sat down next to you.

"Thank you.."

You smiled at him and let out a sigh.

"..I'm sorry you have to stay.."

You said as your expression changed, you looked upset. Simon turned to look at you. He moved some hair out of your face.

"I don't have to stay.. I'm here because I want to.. because.."

He paused for a bit, he stopped himself from saying what he wanted. He was way too embarrassed to tell you what he was thinking.

"Uh... because I want to make sure you're alright.."

You smiled, he knew exactly what to say to make you feel better, he always knew. You yawned a bit and drifted off to sleep. He smiled at you. He gently ran his fingers through your hair. He enjoyed this closeness, but he started to think.

Was this fair to Betty? Was he betraying her by being this close to you? Was he taking advantage of you while you're sick?

He didn't even know if you liked him back. He put his hands on his head and let out a loud sigh.

In your sleep, you threw your arm on him, kinda slapping his chest, pulling him out of his own head. He chuckled a bit. It was almost like you knew he was overthinking.

He looked around the room and saw the bowl on the bedside table. He got up, and you grumbled a bit.

"I know.. I'll be back, I promise.."

He said and picked up the bowl. He walked out of the room. He put the bowl in the kitchen sink, and a bookshelf caught his attention. He walked over and ran a finger across the spines of the books. One caught his attention, and he picked it up. He walked back to your room and sat down next to you and started to read. You rolled over to him, putting your arms around him.

Mabye, it was alright to just stay like this with you.. just for a little while longer..

He thought to himself before he started to read again.

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I forgot to post stuffs.. lmao, i am alive!

~ Cold Blooded ~

Part 3

Winter king x vamp!reader

Warnings - mentions of blood, death, and injuries.

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"This door won't last long, you know that! Let me eat you!"

You started to hit the door harder.

"N-No! why don't I get you something red?"

Your hand busted through the door. You forced the hole bigger to where you could get out.

"That won't do anymore.. I want you.."

Winter blushed slightly at your sentence. He formed an ice wall in front of you.

"I-If you weren't a vampire, that would be considered flirting.."

You quickly destroyed the wall. You wouldn't let anything stop you from getting your meal. You quickly grabbed him and took his crown off.

"Y/N! ...Scouts, assistance!"

You flew up to the ceiling, so the scouts couldn't get to you. You put your legs around him so you could use your hands.

"Y-Y/N.. this is..."

Winter blushed even more. He never thought he'd be this close to you. He thought he didn't want to, but a part of him felt a little excited.

You grabbed his head, pushing it to the side so you could see his neck. You leaned closer to him.

"Winter.. you keep your pretty little neck so protected.. how annoying.."

You whispered to him and let go of his head. You quickly took his tie off and unbuttoned his shirt to reveal his neck.

"Y/N.. don't...."

You grabbed his head again, pushing it over so his neck was exposed. You ran your finger against it.

"Don't? Winter, it's far too late to plead with me... I'm far too hungry.."

".. just don't take too much.."

You sunk your teeth into his neck.

Winter gasped as you did this. He put his arms around you, digging his nails into your back. He clenched his teeth. He wasn't expecting this to hurt as badly as it did.

You rubbed your thumb against his face as you drank from him. It was a little weird since his blood was cold, but you weren't complaining. It was delicious.

He could feel himself beginning to lose consciousness. He put a hand on your head and tried to pull you off.

"Too much! Y/N, you're taking.. t-to much!"

You squeezed your legs around him even more to stop him from squirming around. He hit your head, snapping you out of it. You pulled your teeth out of him and licked the blood from his neck. You didn't want to waste his blood.

"Y/N.. s-stop that.."

You took your mouth off of him, and his neck was still bleeding a bit.

"It's getting wasted!"

You quickly licked the blood from his neck. You heard a quiet moan leave Winter's mouth.

"Do that again and I'll drop you.."

You blushed slightly. It was embarrassing to hear him.

"D-Don't drop me.. Y/N.."

He looked at you with a pathetic expression. You turned bright red and looked away from him.

"Quit looking at me like that! It's annoying!"

You looked down at the ground, his scouts were all in a circle with their swords ready, waiting for you to come down.

"Uh.. call off your scouts.. I can't put you down if they're going to attack me"

Winter nodded and snapped his fingers.

The scouts below put their weapons away. You put your arms around him and moved your legs off of him. You slowly floated down and sat him on the ground. Winter couldn't really stand on his own, so you held him.

"Dammit.. this is what I get for taking too much.. I hate this.."

"I.. I can walk.. I don't want to be this close to you anyway.. it's disturbing.."

You put a hand on his neck, pressing into the fresh bite wounds.

"Disturbing?!"

He clenched his teeth and grabbed your wrist, squeezing it tightly.

".. Stop it.."

You accidentally made more blood come out. You quickly pulled him closer to you and started licking his neck.

"Y/N! Quit it.. that's.. Ah!"

He quickly covered his mouth and squeezed his eyes shut. He didn't think he'd like being bitten or licked, but he did. He figured it was just because he hadn't been touched in a long time. You quickly let go of him once you felt something poking you. He fell to the ground and looked away from you.

"Winter.. that's disgusting! I'm just trying to eat..."

Your face was red. You quickly flew away from him, going to your room. You would leave, but it was day, still.

"Stupid.. why would he...? Does he...? No.. no, he couldn't. He hates me.."

You mumbled to yourself as you flew down the halls. You stopped when you realized you forgot where your room was.

"Dammit.. this thing's a maze!"

You quickly looked around and tried to remember where the room was.

A scout stopped you.

"The king wants to see you.. follow me"

You looked at the scout. You still held a grudge against them.

"I'm not going anywhere with you.."

"Are you still upset about getting stabbed? I can assure you those scouts have been.. dismissed.."

You got confused. Why would he get rid of scouts like that? You crossed your arms and sighed loudly.

"Alright.. fine, but I don't trust you.."

The scout led you to Winter's throne room.

He had his jacket and vest off, his shirt still unbuttoned. He looked exhausted and a little messy. He was far from the perfect and pristine man you were used to seeing. Winter had a scout wrapping bandages around his neck.

"Oh.. Y/N.. you're here.."

"You're a mess.."

He pushed the scout away and stood up. He walked towards you.

"You did this.. you should learn to control yourself!"

You crossed your arms and looked away from him.

"I gave you plenty of warnings.. you just didn't leave in time.."

"Come.."

Winter sighed and walked back to his throne. He sat down and rested his head on his hand.

You followed him to his throne, sitting in the air in front of him.

"Y/N.. um.. you could stay longer if you'd like.. you don't have to leave right away.."

You tilted your head and furrowed your brow. You were trying to figure out why he'd even want you to stay, then you remembered.

"W-Winter.. you're just saying that because.... that.. thing you did.. it's gross, you know!"

Winter started to blush. He crossed his arms and looked away from you.

"I-It's involuntary.. trust me, I would never..not with you.. You're infuriating and insufferable"

Winter shook his head. You just stared at him for a moment, and then you turned around.

"Insult me more.. but I'm not sticking around to hear it.."

"Wait.. I... Y/N, I wanted to talk to you"

You waved your hand around and started to fly off. Winter grumbled a bit and got up. He followed you. He tried to grab your arm or something so he could stop you. You looked back at him and put your arms in front of you so you wouldn't get grabbed.

"Quit following me!"

"I'm trying to talk to you!"

You shook your head and started to fly faster.

"I don't wanna hear it. You're annoying!"

Winter sighed loudly. He glided on the icy floor. It was faster than running. He caught up to you.

"Y/N, just listen!"

"No!"

You turned away from him, trying to get away.

Winter grabbed your arm tightly.

"Let me go.. I thought I wasn't a prisoner anymore.."

"You're not.. but.. this is the only way you listen to me.. just come back to the throne room"

He let go of your arm and walked off. He put a hand on his hair, pushing it back and out of his face. You got an idea. You felt way better now that you had a proper meal, so you wanted to see if you were any faster. You flew past Winter and stole his crown. You moved to his throne room and sat down in it, looking at the crown.

"What..?"

Winter was confused. He touched the top of his head, and the crown was missing. He saw something move beside him, but it was too fast to make out. He figured it was you. He crossed his arms and quickly went to his throne room.

"Y/N! Get up and give that back!"

He walked up to you and tried to take the crown from you. You held it out of his reach.

"Dammit, Y/N! Give it back!"

He reached for the crown. He didn't notice himself climbing onto the throne. His main concern was getting his crown back. He pressed himself against you and grabbed your arm.

"Too close!"

You turned red and pushed him out of your lap. You threw his crown at him.

"Y/N! You insolent little.."

He quickly got up and put the crown on.

An ice collar formed on your neck, a chain was attached to it, and he was holding the end of it

"W-Wha-"

You got pulled out of the throne. You fell on the floor in front of him. You slowly sat up and put your hand on your neck.

"The hell is this!? Am I a prisoner or not!? You can't just.."

It melted off of you. He was just using it to get you out of his throne. Winter sat down and crossed his legs.

"You're not...."

You got up and looked at him. You still had a hand on your neck. You looked angry and upset. You felt still felt like his prisoner.

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~ My Hero ~

Winter king x gn!reader

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You woke up and rolled over to face your partner in bed. You sighed softly and got closer to him. You hoped you'd be able to fall asleep if you cuddled with him. You put your head in his chest and tried to fall back asleep, but you just couldn't. You rolled over again and again, trying to find a position you'd be able to sleep in. You weren't uncomfortable. The bed was warm and soft, but you just couldn't fall asleep.

"Are you alright, dear?"

You looked over at your now awake partner and smiled softly at him. You nodded and rolled over to him, putting your hands on his cheeks.

"I'm sorry, did I wake you?"

"It's alright, Y/N.. can't sleep?"

You shook your head.

"No.. I think I'm going to take a walk.. maybe that will tire me out?"

Winter hummed in response. He inched closer to you and kissed you.

"Don't stay out too long.. the bed gets cold without you.."

You nodded and sat up, moving to the edge of the bed. You put on the slippers that were on the floor and stood up.

"I'll be back soon.. go back to sleep, you need the rest"

Winter nodded and rolled to his back. He pulled the covers over himself. You walked to the door and took Winter's jacket to keep you warm. You didn't really feel like putting on proper clothes for a short walk around the palace. You walked out of the room, closing the door quietly. You walked around a bit and got to a balcony, looking out at the kingdom. You smiled, feeling lucky to just be here, taking in the sights. You yawned and were about to head back in when you felt someone grab you.

"Hey! Wait! W-"

Your mouth got covered before you could finish what you were going to say. You tried to pull the pink, gummy hands away from you, but every time you tried to pull them away, their grip around you got tighter. You got pulled onto the candy contraption. Your slippers fell off your feet and you whimpered. Your feet were getting cold, but at least now Winter would have a hint that you got taken. You stared at the kingdom as it got smaller the farther you went from it. It wasn't a great feeling, getting kidnapped, but you weren't too worried. You knew Winter would wake up at any moment to rescue you. The only thing that made you nervous was candy's unpredictable nature. You didn't know what she would do to you. Candy sat you down and pushed you into the candy cell she always put Winter in. You looked at your hands, they were already bound with a weird candy creature.

Winter sighed. He was getting a little impatient. He thought you'd be in bed by now. Winter refused to fall asleep without you in bed. He didn't like the empty space next to him. He got out of bed once his patience wore thin. He walked over to his closet and put on a fluffy blue robe. He walked out of the room and looked around. He clapped his hands, calling for a scout.

"Where's Y/N?"

"Balcony, sire.."

The scout pointed to the balcony you went to. Winter hummed in response and walked to the balcony.

"Y/N.. come...."

He paused when he opened the door and saw you not there. He looked at the floor, his heart sunk when he saw one of your slippers on the floor.

"Y/N!"

He ran to the ledge of the balcony, looking at the ground below. He was scared you'd fallen or been pushed or worse, you jumped. He sighed in relief when he didn't see you on the ground. He quickly turned his attention to the candy kingdom.

"Candy.."

He hissed through his teeth.

"Um.. so what was the point of this? Winter's asleep, so.. if you wanted him to come, it might be a while.."

Candy stood right outside the cell. She had a big smile on her face.

"....hey, Y/N.. why does he like you?"

You shrugged, even you didn't know what he saw in you. Candy leaned against the candy bars, squinting her eyes at you. You stepped back from her, getting a bit anxious with her getting so close. Candy opened the door and grabbed your arm, pulling you close to her.

"Uh.. what are you doing?"

Candy grabbed your face and looked closely at you.

"Hmm.. maybe it's cuz your warm?"

You tried to pull away from her, but her grip got tighter.

"Hey! Where do you think you're going?"

She squeezed your cheeks together to where you couldn't even answer her. Candy laughed at she messed with your face.

"Ow!"

You tried to pull away again once she pinched your cheek.

"Oh! Sorry, sorry!"

She quickly let go of you. She kept her hands up in front of her. You sighed and put a hand on your cheek. It still stung a little.

"What was the point of that?"

You whined.

"Point? Oh! Y/N, sit with me!"

She quickly grabbed your arm and pulled you along with her. She sat down on the bed, pulling you into her lap.

"Uh.. we're a little close, don't you think?"

"Y/N! I like you.."

Candy put her arms around you and leaned closer towards you. You leaned back, trying to keep your distance.

"I appreciate that.. I guess, but uh, don't you like Winter? And um, I'm taken"

Candy pulled you back to her.

"I like you both! It's perfect, we could be with each other! Y/N, what do you think?"

You sighed and looked out the window at the Winter kingdom. You hoped he'd get here soon.

"Uh.. No..."

You said as you tried pull away from her. Candy was stubborn. She wouldn't let you go.

"What? But Y/N, it's a great idea! Better than the other one!"

"What's the other one?"

Candy laughed for a moment and pulled your head to her chest.

"Can't do that one! I don't really wanna kill you anymore.."

You grumbled and tried to sit up, but she was so sticky and gummy you couldn't even move your head anymore.

"You want to kill me?"

"Not anymore! Don't be silly! I like you, you're squishy and warm!"

You tried to push your head off of her.

"Can you let me go? At least let me sit up!"

Candy laughed and pulled you away from her chest. It hurt, the peachfuzz on your face got ripped right out.

"Ouch!"

You put a hand over your cheek, rubbing it slightly.

"What?"

"That hurt.. I was stuck to you!"

You grumbled.

"What's going on here!? Y/N?! Candy?!"

You quickly looked over to where the voice of your beloved was coming from. You were surprised he came in just his robe.

"Winter! Help... she won't let me go.."

Candy grabbed the back of your head and pushed your face to her chest again.

"Y/N.. don't be like that..... you love me, right Y/N?"

You tried to say no, but you couldn't even speak. It was like your face was glued to her skin. It was hard to breathe and you started to panic.

"Candy, let them go!"

Winter rushed up to you and tried to pull you from her.

"No! They're mine! So are you.. quit trying to run away!"

Winter huffed and put his foot against candy's bed, really trying to get you out of her grasp. He fell back on the floor with you in his arms.

"OW! Ow.. my face.. that felt like I got my face waxed!"

You whined and put your hands on your face. It was a bit uncomfortable due to your wrists still being bound together.

"Are you alright? Y/N.. dear?"

"Yeah.. I wanna go home.."

Winter sighed softly and stood up. He held you bridal style in his arms

"Never lay your hands on them again!"

Winter hissed at candy and quickly froze the floor, freezing candy to the ground.

"But Winter, baby, I love them!"

"They're mine, candy.. you can not have them"

You turned red. It was embarrassing to hear them fighting over you. You pushed your face into Winter's chest, trying to hide your flushed face.

"Y/N! You like me, right? Come on.. I didn't even hurt you!"

You turned your face to look at candy.

"Um.. sorry, but not really.. no.... Winter, please.. let's go home.."

"Yes, of course.. of course"

Winter quickly rushed you out of the candy kingdom. You could hear candy screaming both your name and Winter's. It was a little unsettling. You looked up at Winter and lifted your still bound wrists.

"So... are you going to help me out or..?"

"Hmm... I don't know.. should I?"

Winter teased you with a smirk on his face.

"I think so.. I mean, I'm getting pretty tired of this weird candy... thing.."

You looked at the creature surrounding your wrists. When it said hello to you, you cringed. You flailed your arms up and down, trying to get it off.

"Get it off! Get it off! it's creepy!"

Winter started to laugh.

"Hold on, I'll get it off when we get home. Just bear with it for now, alright"

You whined and put your arms down. You didn't like the weird thing attached to your wrists, but you had no choice. Winter finally got to the palace and sat you down on the ground. He quickly clapped his hands together, his scouts retrieved your slippers for you.

"Thank you!"

You said both to the scouts and to Winter. You slipped them on your now freezing feet.

"Alright, come here, I'll get that thing off you. Unless you're attached"

Winter laughed as he walked in front of you.

"Nope! Nope, definitely not attached.. get it off, please!"

You lifted your wrists to him and he quickly pulled the thing off you. You sighed in relief when you could actually pull your hands apart.

"Much better.. thank you!"

You quickly hugged him tightly and looked up to him.

"My hero.."

"Well.. the hero always gets a kiss at the end.."

Winter leaned closer to you so you could kiss him. He pointed to his lips, asking for a kiss.

"How could I forget?"

You put your arms around his neck and kissed him.

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~ horrible day ~

Simon petrikov x gn!reader

Warning - mention of blood and broken bones

Brief summary - you have a horrible day and try to calm down by taking a walk, your day went from horrible to painful, thankfully, you accidentally called simon...

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You woke up and checked the time, it was early. You groaned and tried to fall asleep but couldn't, you tossed and turned for hours. You finally got up, grumbling a bit, you didn't want to he awake. You stretched and felt a sharp pain in your back. You clenched your teeth and put a hand on your back.

"Ouch"

You groaned and went to the bathroom, your shirt got caught in the door.

"Great.."

You hissed through your teeth and pulled your shirt from the door nob, stumbling back a bit. You let out a loud sigh and turned to the sink. You picked up your toothbrush and tried to squeeze out some toothpaste on it, but it was empty. You cursed at your past self for forgetting to buy more and set your toothbrush down. You sighed loudly, walking out of the bathroom and into the kitchen. You looked in your fridge, grabbing something to eat and tried to make yourself breakfast but burnt it. You were getting really pissed off.

"Globdammit.."

You grumbled and threw the pan into the sink. You sighed and thought about how you could preoccupy your mind. You wanted to do something that would make you less angry.

You walked to your room and got dressed quickly, you decided on taking a walk.

Maybe the fresh air would help?

You walked outside your house and just kept going. You walked to a nearby forest, looking down at the ground and kicked a rock. You sighed loudly, walking wasn't helping your mood. you grabbed your phone that was in your pocket.

Mabye hanging out with someone would help?You started to go down your contact list on your phone.

"Finn? No he's probably busy helping someone.. Marcy? No she might be on a date.. that rules PB out too"

You mumbled to yourself and sighed as you got to your last contact. It was simon. You shook your head.

"no.. I.. I don't want to bother him..

You mumbled quietly, he was your boyfriend but you still worried about bugging him.

You pushed your phone back in your pocket accidentally calling simon

"Hello?"

He answered, you didn't hear him or notice that you accidentally called him.

"Today's the worst!"

He let out a chuckle, he was also having a pretty bad day.

"Yeah, do you need me to come over?"

You huffed, you weren't really paying attention to your surroundings and stepped into a hole. Your foot got stuck and you fell forward, your ankle snapped.

You cried in pain and looked down at your foot.

"Shit! Shit! fuck that hurts!"

"What's wrong?! Are you alright?"

Simon was almost yelling into his phone but you didn't hear him, you were in too much pain to actually listen to things around you.

You gently pulled your foot out the hole and moved your leg closer to you.

"Oh shit! Oh fuck!"

You started to freak out when you relized you couldn't move your foot.

"Y/N?! Answer me! Please!"

He pleaded with you, hoping you'd answer soon. He didn't know what was going on or why you wouldn't answer and that made him even more concerned.

You could hear something coming from your pocket and grabbed your phone. you almost dropped it when you read the name on the phone. You put your phone to your head.

"H-Hello Simon.. I.. I'm sorry.. I.. I called you by accident.."

You clenched your teeth as you spoke, the pain was unbearable and it made it hard to speak.

You moved the phone away from your face and tried to move to a nearby tree, you didn't want to be out in the open with an injury this bad. You started to sob as you crawled to the tree, holding the phone in your hand still.

Simon could hear you struggling and crying.

"Tell me where you are!"

He said, gripping his phone tightly.

You put the phone back to your face when you got to the tree, you leaned against it so you could rest.

"I.. I don't know..."

You whimpered an wiped your tears away, letting out a sigh. You didn't want him to try and find you, you didn't want him to see you like this, you didn't want him to see you so pathetic.

"I... I'll figure it out.. I.. I'm going to hang up.."

"W-WAIT!'

Simon yelled through the phone, he was starting to get even more worried about you.

"Tell me where you are and I'll come help.."

You could hear movement from his side of the phone. You let out a sigh and looked down at your leg.

"I'm fine.. I.. I don't want you to se-"

You cut yourself off with a loud groan. The pain was getting worse.

Simon called your name a couple of times and you tried to shift your attention to his voice, mabye the pain would ease up if you focused on something else

"Tell me where you are!"

"I-In the forest n-near my house.. but that's... that's all I know.."

Your voice was slightly shakey from the pain.

"I'll.. I'll figure it out.. d-don't worry.."

You said trying to comfort him. You knew your situation was bad and you didn't know how to fix it but you still didn't want him to see you like this.

"I'm coming to get you.. alright?"

His voice was firm and he wasn't taking no for an answer, he was going to get you and that was that.

You were in to much pain to argue with him, you smiled weakly and let out a soft sigh.

He really cared for you, didn't he?

You looked at your leg, blood stained the bottom of you pants

"S..Simon.. d-do you think you're strong enough to.. to pick me up?"

You chuckled slightly, realizing that you couldn't walk.

"I could try.. Are you hurt that badly?"

Simon said, he sounded like he was running.

"...yes.."

You let out a sigh and looked up, trying to push the tears back.

"I'll try to be there as soon as possible, alright?"

He tried to sound calm, trying to comfort you.

You sat up and lifted your pant leg, you knew if you didn't stop the bleeding soon, you might pass out or die.

You covered your mouth when you saw the damage, a bone was sticking out of your leg. You started to sob loudly.

"Oh fuck.. fuck, it's.. it's really bad.. it oh fuck..."

You whimpered between sobs and started to hyperventilate.

"I'm coming alright, j-just try to stay calm"

Simon's voice sounded more frantic. You squeezed the phone in your hand and leaned back on the tree.

"Simon, please! please help me! It hurts, Glob it hurts!"

You cried into the phone, you couldn't help it anymore, you were so scared and in a lot of pain.

"I'm coming, I'm going to help.. I'm near the forest now, alright? Is there anything significant near you?"

".. I..I'm under a tree!"

That as all you could manage to say as you cried harder.

"That doesn't narrow it down.."

He mumbled and continued to run, he started to hear crying as he ran into the forest, he started to move towards the sound.

He stopped in front of you, he looked so worried. He quickly ran towards and kelt down over you. You saw him and smiled weakly at him as tears fell down your face.

"Simon.."

You said weakly.

He looked at you leg, he saw your bone sticking out of your body, his eyes widened and he put his hands on your cheeks. His hands were shaking.

"Why didn't you tell me you were hurt this badly?"

"I..

You tried to say something but you couldn't manage to say anything. Simon stood up, he grabbed your phone and put it in his pocket before grabbing your arms and putting them around his neck, he picked you up gently, trying not to hurt your leg any more.

You gripped at the fabric of his shirt and put you head on his shoulder. Even though he was being careful, it hurt, it hurt worse than when you were sitting.

"it hurts, simon, it hurts.."

Your words were almost unintelligible as you cried harder. You kept repeating yourself and you held onto him tighter.

"I know...I know.."

He said in a soothing voice, trying to calm you down a little.

He rush you to the candy kingdom hospital and on the way there you passed out.

The staff grabbed a bed and simon gently set you down. They took you to a room and told simon to wait. He called marceline and started to break down when she answered.

"M-Marcy.. can you please come to the candy kingdom hospital.. I.. I found Y/N badly injured.. I.. I'm worried.."

Marceline rushed over quickly, and got there in a few seconds and rushed over to simon. He was hyperventilating and he had his hands on his head, gripping at his hair. Marceline hugged him tightly and he quickly put his arms around her, she could feel his body trembling.

"I-It was only by chance that I helped them.. they accidentally called me.. What if-"

His voice broke as tears fell from his face, Marceline pulled back from the hug, looking him in the eyes

"They're going to be ok.. we have the best doctors here.."

She said trying to calm Simon down. Simon nodded and took his glasses off, wiping his face from tears. They waited in the waiting room, Marceline was holding Simon's hand as they waited. She tried to comfort him and chat with him as they waited.

Doctor princess walked out, telling them that you were fine, but you would need to be put in a cast for a while, she told them that they could see you and that you were awake. Simon sighed in relief, they got up and walked to your room, Simon was almost running. He opened the door quickly and you looked at him, he rushed over and gave you a tight hug, you blushed slightly. Marceline stayed outside, she wanted to let you two have your moment.

"H-Hey Simon..

He quickly sat up and put his hands on your cheeks.

"Are you alright? Are you in any pain?"

"No.. not anymore"

He sighed in relief and rested his head on your chest.

"Don't you ever do that again.."

"What? Fall? I don't think i can promise you that.."

You let out a laugh, trying to cheer him up with a joke. He raised his head up and sighed.

"No.. N-Not that, don't tell me you'll figure it out.. If you get injured, call me.. call SOMEONE! What were you going to do if you didn't accidentally call me?"

He got closer to your face. You looked away, you didn't know how to answer his question.

"I..I.. I don't know.."

You finally said,

Simon let out a tired sigh and put his head back on your chest.

"Don't be so reckless.."

You put your hand on his head, you gently ran your fingers in his soft hair.

"I.. I'll try.."

You said with a smile, he lifted his head and looked at you.

"Good.."

You both looked in each other's eyes, he slowly moved his head closer to yours and you shared a kiss. He moved away slightly and started into your eyes.

"Simon.."

You grabbed his cheek and smiled at him.

"Thank you for saving me.."

He put his arms around you. He was so glad that you were actually ok, he couldn't help but kiss you again.

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Self-help

Simon petrikov x gn!reader

Warning - Angst

Brief summary - simon asked to borrow a self-help book, which led you to worry about him

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You were standing in front of your bookshelf and looked up at the top of it, the bookshelf was large and the books on the high shelves were too tall for you to reach.

You sighed and contemplated if you wanted the book that was on the top shelf.

It was one of your favorites that you hadn't read in a while, you kept a stool near the bookshelf just for this occasion, you pulled the stool from the side of the bookshelf and placed it in front of it. You got on top of the stool and reached for the book. You smiled as you grabbed it.

A knock on the door startled you and made you step back. You missed the edge of the stool, fell on the floor.. the book slipped out of your hands and landed perfectly on your face. You groaned loudly. Simon was at the other side of the door. He could hear something hit the ground, followed by a loud groan

"I hope everything's alright in there.."

He said with a hint of nervousness in his voice.

"COME IN!"

You yelled, still laying on the floor.. simon walked in and looked around he didn't see you at first.

"Uh, are you ok?"

He said as he glanced around the room.

"I'm fine, just peachy.."

You said, raising an arm and moving your hand dramatically as you talked.

Simon chuckled at your sarcasm and walked over to the couch sitting down. You sat up, the book on your face fell onto your lap, you looked at the book and sighed, some of the pages were crumbled or folded.

"My favorite book.."

You whined as you tried to fix the pages. Simon looked at you and the book, looking a bit sad over the book.

"Poor book.."

He mumbled. You finished fixing the pages and closed the book. You got up, tucking the book under your arm.

"So.. what's up?"

You said as your mood quickly changed, you sounded a lot happier.

"Oh.. right, i came over to borrow a book.. I saw it on the shelf last time i came but forgot to ask about it"

He said with a smile. You nodded and looked back at your bookshelf, running your finger along the spines of the books.

To be honest, you haven't read most of them. You just liked to collect them.

And you liked to look smart

"Which book?"

You said as you turned around to look at him

"Uh, the one in the corner.. 4th shelf...."

He said, looking a bit embarrassed to be asking for that book. It was a self-help book.

You nodded and grabbed it from the shelf. You forgot you even had this book. It's been a while since you read it. It didn't really help you, though.

You handed him the book and sat down on the couch next to him. You looked at him with a slightly confused face.

"Why that one?"

You said as you gaze moved from him to the book.

"Oh well... I'm trying to expand my knowledge on mental health and junk.."

He chuckled nervously. You could tell it was a lie. Simon was a terrible liar, but you didn't want to pry or break his boundaries. You nodded and opened your book. You tried to focus on the book but found yourself worrying about simon. You stared at the book for a bit before sighing.

You glanced over at him. He was already engrossed in the book. He looked like he was gripping on the pages tightly, and his brow furrowed as he read.

You didn't know if this was because he was tense or if this was how he looked when focused. You placed your book on the arm of the couch and got up. You went to the kitchen and grabbed you a soda.

"Simon.. you want anything to drink?"

He didn't answer at first, making you repeat yourself.

"Oh um.. a glass of water would be fine... thank you.."

He said before focusing on the book once again. His face looked a bit annoyed as he read.

You poured him a glass of water and handed it to him. He grabbed the glass, but his eyes didn't leave the book. You sat back down and opened your soda, taking a drink before setting down on the table. You tried to read your book again, but it was pointless. Your mind wondered when you tried to read, making you reread the page multiple times. You sunk into the couch and put the book on your face out of frustration, letting out a small sigh. Simon glanced over at you. He placed a finger in his book to keep his place before closing it. He lifted the book on your face a little so he could look you in the eyes while he talked.

"Are you ok?"

You chuckled a bit at how ironic it was that he was the one worrying about you now. He let go of the book as you grabbed it. You closed the book and put it in your lap.

"Yeah, it's just that I really wanted to read my favorite book, but I can't focus...my mind is wondering too much to read"

"What were you thinking about?"

You could feel your face getting slightly hot with embarrassment. You didn't really wanna tell him that he was the reason you couldn't focus.

"Oh, it's nothing really.."

You said looking away nervously.

He squinted his eyes in suspicion. He could tell that something was bothering you. He placed a gentle hand on your thigh. He was a little worried about you. He didn't want you to bottle stuff up like he did.

"You can tell me, I won't judge, promise"

He said with a gentle smile.

Your face became redder as he pryed. You sighed and looked back at him. You swallowed hard before telling him the truth.

"I was getting a little worried about you! I couldn't figure out why you asked for that book! I also noticed that you looked tensed while reading it, but i didn't know if it was just because you were focused or not! And I don't know if I'm just overthinking or not"

You were talking fast to get it over with. You felt less embarrassed after you told him. He nodded and moved his hand away, he smiled nervously.

"Oh well.."

He paused, not really knowing what to say.

"Can you please tell me why you actually wanted that book.. I don't mean to pry.. I'm just worried"

You said as you turned your body to face him more. Simon sighed, looking at the book.

"I...I thought it would help..I've been struggling for awhile.. and this is the only way I know how.."

He said, still looking at the book, not wanting to make eye contact with you. He was a bit ashamed to admit this. You put your hand on his shoulder, giving him a gentle smile

"Well... those books never really help.. what helps is talking about it.. and trying to identify what's making you so sad.."

your voice was gentle and soft, he sighed again.

"But I don't want to bother people.. no one wants to hear an old man go on and on about how he's upset.. and I already know what's making me upset. It's.."

His voice broke, he pulled the book close to his chest and tried to hold back tears. He didn't want to cry in front of you, he didn't want you to feel pity for him. You put your arms around him, gently pulling him to your chest, you put a hand on his head to comfort him, he started to sob quietly when you hugged him, he let the book fall from his hands and it fell on the floor.

"It's ok... I'm here.. to listen or to comfort you when you cry.."

You said in a soothing voice, his sobs got louder, he was starting to breathe sharply, His eyes stung as he cried, he hiccuped as he gasped for air, he was crying to hard to breath. You loosened your grip on him and started to gently pet his head, trying to get him to calm down.

"Sh...sh..breath simon.. breath.."

You said, your voice was still gentle. His breathing got a little better after you did this, he grabbed your arm that was in front of him, pulling it closer to his chest. You stayed like that for a while, letting him cry it out as you held him. He calmed down a bit, but he didn't let go of your arm.

"I'm sorry that you have to deal with me.."

Simon said sniffing a bit, you smiled at him.

"I don't mind, I want to help you however I can."

"However you can...?"

He mumbled, thinking of something and looked up at you.

"Mabye, you can help me get over... Betty.."

He said as he placed a hand on your cheek. You turned bright red as simon leaned closer to you.

"S-Simon! I..I don't think this is how you deal w-with grief!"

He was practically on top of you and you tried to move backwards, you put your hand behind you and leaned back, not noticing you weren't touching anything. You fell off the couch and hit your head.

"Oh glob, I'm so sorry!"

He said as he helped you back on the couch.

"I'm as bad as..."

He grimaced and let out a long sigh.

"...The Ice King"

Simon mumbled to himself, you were still very flustered, you looked at him, your cheeks were burning.

"I...I like you simon.. but"

You clenched your teeth, and he looked up at you slightly confused.

how could you like him? Especially after that?

He thought.

You sighed before speaking again

"I don't want to take advantage of you.. I..I.. I know you're still upset over Betty and I knew I didn't have a chance with you.. but what you did right there was so fucking-!"

You started to grumble angry as you grabbed your chest, pulling at the fabric of your shirt, you could feel tears coming from your eyes.

"I-I need a moment.."

You said as you got up and when to the bathroom, you splashed your face with cold water.

Simon looked down, he was ashamed of himself, he didn't know about your feelings and he tossed them to the side. He sighed and thought about leaving.

You came back out after a bit and sat down on the couch, your face was slightly pink still but you felt more calm now.

"I'm sorry i never should have done that.. I understand if you're mad at me.."

Simon said breaking the silence, you huffed and put your hands on your face.

"I'm not mad..I'm annoyed that I'm not mad but.. I understand were your coming from.. not that that's any excuse... but still.."

You said letting out a sigh, you were mad at yourself that you weren't mad at him.

A part of you wished you slapped him. Another part of you wished you went with it, but if you were going to start a relationship, you didn't wanna be just a replacement.

Simon listened to your words and thought about his very carefully.

"I..I'm so sorry.. I didn't take your feelings into account and acted on impulse..I let my emotions get the better of my, I'll understand if you don't wanna see me again.. I should go..."

He said and stood up, you looked at him, your face was full of rage.

"Ok.. now you're making me mad.."

You stood up suddenly, simon looked suprised, he'd never seen you this angry, he backed up a bit.

"You try to kiss me or whatever.. Then try to make up for it by taking yourself out of my life? You over correct your mistakes to the point of self-destruction, and frankly, it's pissing me off!"

You said, stabing a finger into his chest. You walked closer to him as he backed up, you backed him into a wall and he hit his head, he was slightly scared of you as you continued to scold him.

"You don't talk to anyone about your problems! I have to pry it out of you! If you just told me..."

Your voice broke, you grabbed your chest, tears stung you eyes as you began to speak again. He reached a hand out to you but stopped himself.

"If you told me something was wrong I could have helped... But NO! You had to try and do everything on your own.."

You turned away from him and angrily sat on the couch, crossing your arms.

"Go if you want.. I..I'm..tired.."

You said coldly, not making eye contact with him, you looked away from him so he couldn't see your face, you could feel tears falling on your cheeks. He was stunned on how much he had upset you, he didn't relize how badly he messed up, he slowly walked to the couch, sitting next to you.. there was a bit of a silence for a while.

"I..I..I'm sorry, I didn't realize how much my actions could affect you.. I guess I thought my problems were mine to face alone.. but-"

He paused trying to think of something to say next. You glanced at him, you were still annoyed with him.

"I never should have kept these things to myself.. I..I have friends I can rely on.. they are there for me when I need them... thank you for helping me relize that.."

He looked at you after he finished talking, you moved your head away so he couldn't see you face. He put a hand on your sholder.

"I'm still mad at you simon.."

You said coldly. He removed his hand from your shoulder, he looked down at the floor.

"I understand..I-"

You cut him off

"But you make it very hard to stay mad... you better follow your word.. ok?"

You said looking back at him, wiping away the tears in your eye. A slight smile creeped on your face, you were happy that he finally wanted to get better.

Over the years you knew him, he became more quiet and antisocial. You knew something was wrong but couldn't bring yourself to ask.

He would tell you if something was wrong, right?

You thought to yourself.

Now you were finally seeing him starting to get better. You sighed and looked down

"I owe you an apology too.. I'm sorry, I got mad... and yelled.."

"No.. it's alright. Without your help, I would have never opened my eyes to see what an idiot I was.."

He said with a smile. The both of you got quite, you couldn't help but think of if simon was thinking about your confession. You felt your cheeks get hot and you looked away, shaking your head slightly. Simon put a hand on your sholder.

"Um.. mabye after a bit.. like after I actually get over.. if I get over Betty.. we could..? I mean, I do find you attractive, but..."

He said with a smile, you didn't look at him, you were to embarrassed to face him. He looked over at you and squeezed your sholder slightly.

"You're beautiful and smart.. you're someone I could see myself with.. but I don't want you to wait for a sad old man.. I want you to live your life.."

You looked back at simon and grabbed his shoulders, even your ears were red.

"Please stop talking! I think all the blood in my body has gone to my face!"

Simon started to laugh and so did you shortly after, you let go of his shoulders and leaned back on the couch. Simon looked at a clock on your wall and gasped.

"Oh! I didn't realize it was this late! I should head home so you can get some rest.."

You looked at the clock too.

"You could stay over.. it's very dark.. could you even see if you walked home?"

You looked over at him, your face was still flushed but not as bad as earlier.

"Oh.. I guess you're right.."

He glanced out a window, it was pitch black outside. You yawned a bit and stretched.

"Ok.. I'm going to sleep.. so I need to know, do you want the couch or the bed?"

You said getting up.

"If i choose the bed will you sleep there too?"

He was asking a genuine question but you felt like he was teasing you.

"Stop that or I'll make you sleep outside!"

You huffed, looking away, and your face became red again.

"Alright, I'll take the couch.."

He said with a smile, you looked back at him, his smile was too much for your flustered self, you grumbled as you walk to your room and grabbed a blanket throwing it on his head

"Goodnight!"

You said before closing your door. Simon chuckled. He found it kinda cute that you were too flustered to hand him a blanket. He felt himself blush slightly as he pulled the blanket off of him and put it around himself. The blanket smelt of you. He smiled slightly and layed down, putting the blanket over his head. Mabye, he was ready to move on..

he thought to himself before falling asleep.

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Heres an old unfinished fic i probably won't finish, lmao.. I don't remember where i was going with this tbh.... anyway enjoy

~ Cold touch ~

Simon petrikov x winter king

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Simon let out a sigh and closed his eyes, trying to go to sleep. He was very tired from all the excitement he'd been experiencing the past few days. He thought about what had happened, Fionna and cake are real, someone wanted him dead, universe hopping, and being kidnapped. It was all too strange to be made up. Simon sighed again and tried to get comfortable. He was glad he had the chance to sleep in an actual bed.

A knock on the door pulled him out of thought. He sat up and grabbed his glasses.

"Um.. come in?"

He was confused. Why would someone knock on his door, especially at this time.

The door slowly opened, and he saw his icy counterpart. Winter was in a blue robe. He looked like he'd just gotten out of bed.

Simon tilted his head slightly and looked at Winter's expression. He didn't look as happy as he did earlier in the day, but he still had a smile on his face.

"Hello, Simon.. can I come in?"

He sounded more somber and tired than he normally did.

"Shouldn't you be asleep?"

"Right.. right.. sorry for bothering you.. sleep well"

His smile dropped as he spoke, and he started to close the door.

"Are you alright, Winter?"

"Yes, I'm quite alright, dear Simon, goodnight"

Winter said, closing the door slower.

"You.. You can come in if you want"

Winter smiled and walked in the room, closing the door behind him.

"How is my kingdom treating you, Simon?"

Winter asked as he walked towards the bed, his voice was softer than normal. He stopped when he was beside the bed. He thought about laying beside Simon, but he just stood there.

"Very well... it's nice here..."

Simon paused for a second, looking at Winter.

"Do you want to sit next to me?"

"If you insist.."

Winter said, his normal tone returning to his voice. He got on the bed and sat beside Simon. He looked down at his hands before speaking.

"I.. I couldn't sleep, so I figured I'd talk to you.. if you weren't already sleeping, of course"

Winter said, and he sounded tired and a bit upset.

Simon turned to him more and smiled.

"I couldn't sleep either.... are you sure you're alright? You sound upset"

"Me, upset? No.. I get everything I want in my kingdom. Why would I be upset?"

Winter said like he was trying to convince himself instead of Simon.

"Do.. do you want to talk about it?"

Simon asked, putting a hand on Winter's sholder.

Winter let out a soft laugh. There was a moment of silence before he started to speak.

"I'm lonely, Simon.. you coming here made me realize how lonely I actually was.. I haven't seen another human in a long time"

Winter said, moving his arm around Simon. He moved his arm slowly, hoping Simon wouldn't notice.

"Simon, I miss the warmth of a lover the most.. but you understand that well, don't you?"

Simon sighed and nodded. He started to think of Betty.

"Yes.. I.. I understand.."

Winter let out a soft laugh and brushed his hair out of his face.

"I guess Simons are doomed to be lonely.."

Simon chuckled a bit and nodded. Winter looked over at Simon and moved closer to him.

"Mabye, we could help each other out.."

Simon's face turned bright red. He knew what he was suggesting.

"W-What?!"

Winter moved away from Simon and laughed nervously.

"Just kidding, Simon.. that.. that would be strange.."

"R-Right.."

Simon sounded nervous, and he adjusted his glasses. Winter let out a soft sigh and turned to the edge of the bed, leaning forward.

"I'll let you sleep.."

"Winter.. I thought you wanted to talk?"

Winter looked over at Simon. He looked concerned. Winter nodded and smiled softly at Simon.

"Yes.. but you look so tired. When was the last time you had a full night's rest?"

Winter said as he got up and turned to Simon.

"...not in a long time.."

Simon let out a tired sounding sigh.

"Would you like some hot chocolate and a book to help you sleep?"

"That.. that sounds nice. Thank you, Winter. "

Winter smiled sweetly at Simon and clapped his hands together. An ice servant came in with hot chocolate. They handed the cup to Simon and quickly went away.

"I have a library. Would you like to pick out a book?"

Simon nodded and got out of bed. He was still fully clothed, except he didn't have his jacket or vest on.

"Simon.. no wonder you can't sleep.. would you like some pajamas? Or perhaps a robe?"

"Um.. pajamas would be nice"

Winter nodded and put his hand around Simon's waist, guiding Simon to his room. He was much slower than he normally was. He didn't want Simon to spill the hot chocolate on himself. Winter went inside his room and let go of Simon. He went into his big closet, disappearing into it.

"Winter.. is this your room? It's bigger than mine.."

Simon mumbled his second sentence.

"Yes! This is my room.. go on, make yourself comfortable"

Winter said from inside his closet. Simon took a peek inside. There were a ton of fancy clothes, all shades of blue.

"Woah... you um.. sure have a lot of clothes"

"Yes, I have to be ready for any occasion! ...Now.. where did I put it.."

He mumbled the last bit and then let out a gasp as he found something. He quickly came out of his closet and handed Simon pajamas. They were actually his size, unlike most of Winter's clothes.

"I'm glad I didn't throw these out. Here, let me hold this while you change"

Winter took Simon's cup from his hand.

"Thank you..."

Simon smiled and looked around awkwardly, he was looking for a bathroom to change in. Winter pointed to a door, Simon nodded, going in quickly. Winter sat at the foot of his bed, crossing his legs. He put a hand to his cheek and looked into the cup of hot. chocolate.

"How adorable..."

He mumbled and let out a soft chuckle. He leaned back, putting his arm behind him. He let his robe slide off his shoulders and started to hum a tune as he waited. Simon walked out, with his clothes folded in his hands.

"Um.. where would you like me to put these?"

Winter quickly got up and took his clothes from him, handing back his cup. Simon saw Winter's chest and started to blush slightly.

"I'll take them back to your room.."

Winter clapped his hands together, a servant came in and Winter gave them the clothes. Winter looked back at Simon and noticed him staring.

"Simon.. my eyes are up here, am I really that distracting?"

He said with an innocent smile. Simon quickly looked up at Winter's face, he looked very embarrassed that he got caught looking.

"I'm sorry.. I um.. how'd you get so...?"

"Muscular? Simon, I changed myself.. I got tired of being so thin.."

Simon nodded and looked down at himself, he was so small compared to him.

"Simon.. being thin isn't a bad thing, some people find it attractive.."

Winter said, putting a hand on Simon's shoulder. Simon let out a soft chuckle.

"I suppose so.."

"Mhm.. you know.. even though I've changed myself so much.. I sometimes miss how I used to look"

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~ static tunes ~

Simon petrikov x gn!reader

Brief summary - you are fixing a radio you find, and simon comes over wanting to ask you something important

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you were fixing an old radio that you found on a walk. You grumbled at the radio. You've been fiddling with it all day.

You leaned back in your chair as you heard a knock at the door. You got up, still pretty annoyed that you couldn't fix the radio. You swong the door open and let out a big yawn.

"Hello.."

Simon gave you a big smile as he greeted you. Normally, a smile like that would make your heart melt, but you were still thinking about the radio.

"Ah, good timing, Simon! I-I found this old radio, I need help fixing it"

You said as you pulled him into your house, you were so focused on your task that you didn't even think of why he was visiting

"Oh... Alright"

Simon was a little confused, but he didn't mind helping you.

You stopped at your kitchen table and pulled a chair over to where you were working so he could sit next to you.

He sat down facing you, his side leaning against the chair.

"So I uh.. I can't get this damn thing to work.. I've tried everything!"

You huffed and looked at the radio. You started to feel frustrated when you saw it.

Simon grabbed the radio and looked at it for a moment. He suggested a few things to fix the radio and then handed back to you.

You nodded and grabbed a screwdriver, following his advice on how to fix it.

"Oh, I was so focused on the radio, I forgot to ask!"

You glanced at him as you fixed the radio.

"Why are you visiting?"

You paused, squinting at the radio as you fiddled with it.

"Not... that you have to have a reason! I'm just curious.."

You said, finally taking your eyes off the radio to look at him. You noticed he was blushing a bit when you looked at him. You didn't know what it meant, so you just ignored it.

"Well.. I.. wanted to talk about something important, but you're kinda busy.. so it can wait"

He said with a smile, he felt a little disappointed that you were so busy, but he didn't want to bother you.

you put the radio down and shook your head

"Nonsense, tell me!"

You smiled sweetly at him, you prepared yourself for him to talk about Betty or The Ice King, if he said it was important it probably was one of those two topics, but you were glad that he felt comfortable enough to talk about this to you. You were one of his best friends.

Simon inhaled sharply before he spoke.

"Well.. um I.. think I've found someone"

He paused, trying to figure out his words. You looked at him with a hint of confusion. He did tell you about trying to move on from Betty not too long ago, but you didn't think he would get a new crush this quickly.

"I-I need your advice.. I feel guilty because of Betty.. and also they're friends, so I don't want to ruin it"

Simon sighed and looked down. He really wanted your advice. You put your hand on his shoulder, smiling at him.

"You know Betty would like you to move on.. she wished to protect you.. and you moving on and finding someone would make her happy.."

"Yeah, but.. I-I feel like I would be replacing her.."

He breathed sharply. He felt like he was going to cry when he talked.

"Hey.. you're not replacing her.. she'll always be dear to your heart, but that doesn't mean you can't let another person in.."

You paused, squeezing his shoulder slightly

"Who is this person anyway..?"

You tilted your head in curiosity. You thought of who the lucky person was that made his heart beat again

"It's.."

His face turned red, and he put a hand on his cheek, feeling how hot his face was.

"They are.. um...The person... uh..."

He had trouble with finishing the sentence. He was fidgeting nervously as he tried to tell you.

"Um, they're... uh you.."

He said quietly and looked at you waiting for a response.

You were taken a back, and you were shocked at his confession. Your face turned red, and you were speeches.

"P..Please say something"

He pleaded, your silence was deafening to him, and he was more and more nervous the longer you stayed quiet.

The sudden confession was a lot to take in. You were trying to contain your excitement as a smile crept on your face.

"Simon.. I.."

You pulled him into a tight hug to tell him you felt the same.

He accidentally knocked over the radio on the table as you pulled him to you. The radio made some static noises before playing an old love song.

"Good timing.."

You chuckled at your joke.

Simon put his arms around you, still a little unsure about your response.

"So... does this mean you like me back?"

He pulled back to look at you.

"Of course you dork!"

You said with a big smile and kissed his cheek.

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~ Art Project ~

Simon petrikov x gn!reader

Brief Bummary - you are working on a stressful art project but can't focus... your mind wonders on your crush that you think will never reciprocate your feelings.

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You sat down in front of your desk, and you put some headphones on so you could focus more. You opened your sketch book, you had a big project ahead of you, and you had a spot at an art museum on the human island. The deadline was in a month, but you felt like you had no time to complete it.

You picked up a pencil thinking about what you were going to make.

Would it be sculptural? Would it be on canvas or paper?

You started to chew on your pencil, as you thought. You sighed and started to sketch without a real plan. You found your brain wondering away from your project and onto a friend of yours. You smiled at the paper and sketched out Simon's face. You felt your cheeks get hot as you sketched.

You shook your head and quickly turned the page

"Focus.. Focus!"

You said as you put your hands on the sides of your head, trying to make yourself think of the project instead. You touched your pencil to the paper. You couldn't focus that much, so you decided to just draw without putting much thought or purpose into the lines you created.

You found yourself thinking about how you liked simon. you could never tell him your feelings. If you did, it would ruin a good friendship.

You sighed slightly as you drew, you wrote down the emotions you wanted to show in this piece when it was finished, you wrote the words 'longing' 'sadness' 'loneliness' and a few other words. You wanted this piece to be personal. You wanted to throw your emotions on the paper, to be rid of them.

you started to actually look at the page. It was a bit abstract, but you felt good about it. You felt a sense of release and a burst of motivation.

"That's it.."

You quickly got excited, flapping your hands around. You felt excited to start the project for the first time.

Simon walked into your house and looked at you. He smiled and saw how excited you looked.

"I brought you lunch.."

He said as he lifted the bag in his hand. You didn't hear him because of the headphones. Simon smiled and put the food on the table

He brought the food because he knew about your project, and he was a bit worried that you would be too focused on it to take care of yourself.

He sighed slightly. He didn't really want to interrupt. He sat on the couch. He brought a book just in case you were too sucked into your project. He looked at you before he started to read.

You looked focused as you were digging in a drawer at your desk. It was full of random sizes of paper. You pulled out your biggest piece and set it on the desk. You grabbed the sketch book and sat it somewhere you could see it and where it was out of the way. You sat down and grabbed a pencil, lightly sketching out what you drew in your sketchbook, slightly changing the design as you went. when you were done, you sighed, the motivation left as quickly as it came, and you put your head in your hands, leaning over your paper.

"Hate art block.."

Simon looked over at you. He could see you were struggling. He got up and walked behind you, placing a hand on your sholder to comfort you. He forgot that you didn't know he was here.

You quickly got up, turning around, punching him in the chest. He griped his chest and leaned forward.

"Oh! Glob! Simon? I'm so sorry!"

You said, taking out your headphones, and he coughed a bit.

"No.. I deserve that.. I should have tried harder to tell you I was here.."

You helped him on the couch. You felt embarrassed that you hit him.

"I'm so sorry.. Are you ok? I'm sorry.."

You said, slightly freaking out. He nodded and looked at you.

"I'm fine.. now I know I don't have to worry if someone breaks in here.."

He chuckled slightly at his own joke.

"Ow.."

He mumbled. Your face was flushed with embarrassment. You didn't know what to do except apologize. He looked over at you and put a hand on your sholder.

"I'm fine, really.."

He said with a smile, it made you feel a little better, but you still felt guilty. He looked over at your desk.

"Have you made any good progress on your project?"

You shrugged a bit and looked over at your desk.

"Not any good progress.. but I have started"

You smiled nervously, thinking about the time constraint.

"Can I look?"

Simon looked back at you, and you nodded. You got up and walked to your desk, Simon followed. He looked at the paper on your desk, and he looked at what you did. He stared at it a bit before looking back at you.

"So.. uh, it's a bit hard to make out, but uh.."

You ruffled your hair a bit and grabbed your sketch book.

"It's easier to see here..."

You were slightly embarrassed to show him something so unfinished, you sighed. Simon took your sketchbook. Your idea was much easier to see on the sketchbook. He read the words on the page and looked at you. His eyes softened when he looked at you.

Is this what you were feeling? Sad and alone?

You looked at his face. You were confused at his expression. It made you worry.

"What?"

You said as you put a finger on the sketchbook, looking at it closely.

"Is it bad or something?! Should I do something else?"

You looked slightly worried, simon shook his head

"No... No, it's great"

Simon said, smiling a bit. You doubted yourself a little. He handed the sketchbook back. You stared at your sketchbook, and you furrowed your brow. You started to overthink the project. He put a hand on your shoulder, pulling you out of your head

"It's a wonderful idea, it's just"

He looked at your sketchbook in your hands. He pointed to the words you wrote

"This worried me a little.. sorry"

You smiled at him, sighing a bit out of relief. You've stressed yourself out so much about the project that you worried about every little thing. You set your sketchbook down on your desk, and you sat back down on the couch. You were trying to calm yourself down after winding yourself up so much.

Simon looked over at you then back at your sketchbook. You looked up at him. You could tell he wanted to look at your sketchbook.

"You can look through it if you want.. I don't mind"

He nodded and grabbed your sketchbook. He sat down next to you and looked closely at the pages.

"These look really good!"

You looked away from embarrassment.

"It's not that good they're just sketches.."

You sighed. You felt your cheeks get slightly hot with embarrassment. When you looked back at him, he was looking at the page where you drew him. Your face turned completely red when you saw him looking at it.

"Ignore that!"

You said as you quickly flipped the page, your cheeks were burning. He looked at you and flipped the page back.

"Is this me..?when did you do this?"

"Um.... e-earlier today."

You said, looking away. You scratched the back of your neck. You were really embarrassed. He looked up at you, he had a sweet smile on his face, and he closed the sketchbook, handing it to you.

"No wonder you got a spot in the art museum.."

"Oh.. thank you.."

You said awkwardly, still not looking at him. He leaned over, trying to see your face.

"What's wrong?"

Your body stiffened slightly, and you got up suddenly. He was too close to you.

"N-Nothing!"

You said as you put your sketchbook on the table in front of you. You looked over at the table, seeing the bag.

"What's that?"

You said, changing the subject, he looked over at the bag.

"Oh.. I brought you lunch.. I thought you'd be too busy with your project to cook so.."

He looked back at you, he studied your face, he didn't notice how red it was before, he started to realize something.

What if you liked him?

he blushed slightly at that thought. You walked over to the bag and looked inside, you could hear your stomach growl, you realized that you haven't ate anything at all that day, you pulled out two containers, they were slightly cold, looking inside them, it was one of your favorite meals, you looked back at him.

"How.. did you remember? I think I only mentioned this like ...once I think"

"Oh.. I just have a good memory.."

Simon looked over at you, his face slightly pink. You nodded, not really noticing him blushing. You were awful at picking up hints, especially if you liked the person.

"Do you want yours heated up?"

You said as you lifted up one. He nodded, and you put them both in the microwave. You grabbed some utensils, and when the microwave beeped, you took them out

"Hot..."

You mumbled as you let go of them quickly. You grabbed them with your shirt covering your hands. He looked over at you, and he blushed more as he saw your midriff. You sat down next to simon and sat the food down on a table in front of you.

You opened up your food and quickly took a bite, burning your mouth slightly. The food was amazing.

"Where did you get this this.. like it's so good.."

You said after swallowing the food in your mouth.

"Oh, I made it"

Simon said as he began to eat. You looked at him, you were surprised.

"This is like the best food I've ever had"

You continued to eat. Simon smiled at your compliment.

"I wouldn't say it's that good.. it was better when I first made it.."

He said before taking a bite. You smiled as you ate, he looked at you, he liked that you enjoyed his cooking.

You both ate in silence for a bit. You were too focused on the food to talk. Simon glanced at your desk.

"Uh.. what's your project about.. like what made you come up with the idea?"

He broke the silence, you started to blush again and choked on your food a bit. You looked down at your food, and you sighed slightly. You tried to choose your words carefully, this piece was important and you wanted to make sure it was explained properly.

"Well, it's about wanting someone you can't have.. The...The struggle of liking someone you know doesn't reciprocate your feelings.. and the loneliness you feel.."

You continued to stare at your food. You were embarrassed to tell him.. it was like an indirect confession.

Simon moved closer to you, your sholders touched his, your face burned, he was too close, again.

"Do.. do you want to talk about it?"

Simon said, putting a comforting hand on your back. It made you blush even more, you grabbed at your chest, you could feel your heart pounding, it was so loud that you thought that simon could hear. You felt scared to tell him, but you felt like you should.

You sat your food on the table. It was almost all gone.

"Well.. um, d-don't laugh.."

You said, messing with your hands nervously.

"I wouldn't! I promise.."

He smiled at you, you let out a long sigh, it was hard put your feelings into words without just yelling that you loved him, you didn't wanna be that obvious.

"Well.. I.. uh, I like one of my close friends.. They're super sweet! They remember small details about me that sometimes even I forget.. I just.. I wanna scream in their face and tell them how much I love them"

You said your face was bright red, you had a goofy lovestricken smile, and then it quickly changed when you continued.

"But.. Y- They're dealing with their own stuff.. and I don't think they feel the same.. like at all.. it hurts.. I like them so much.."

You put your head in your hands, Simon pulled you into a hug.

"I'm sure they'll understand if you tell them.. "

Simon felt a little sad when you told him you liked someone, but he wanted to be there for you.

"I.. kinda did already.."

You said, looking up at Simon. There were tears forming in your eyes. You felt overwhelmed after saying that. He was completely oblivious.

"What did they say?"

Simon tilted his head, and you started to chuckle a bit.

"Simon, you dork!"

You said slightly nudging him a bit, he realized, his face turned bright red.

"T-The person is me?!"

He asked to make sure, you nodded and looked away. You waited for his response. You prepared yourself for him to say something like, 'Sorry, i don't feel that way' or something.

"I...I"

Simon stuttered, he was trying to choose his words carefully.

"I.. I might not be fully over Betty.. but.. I would like to try.. with you... I like you too Y/N"

He said, putting his head on your sholder. You started to sob, you felt so happy. He looked at your face

"Did I say something wrong? Are you ok?!"

He said, putting a hand on your cheek.

"These are happy tears. It's just.. a little overwhelming.. this has bothered me for a while and.."

You wiped your face, smiling like an idiot. Simon put his arms around you. Simon smiled and placed a gentle kiss on your cheek.