#beginner writer

[herbariumofletters]

Gentle reminder, first drafts are for putting it all on the page and out of your head. First drafts are for telling. Later drafts are for showing. So keep writing that first draft. You've got this.

[dollayden]

[xann-z-the-artsy-enby]

Does anybody else get that really anxious feeling when a story FINALLY starts coming together?

Like this is actually starting to BE something

Its scary and exciting and wholesome all at the same time

[cipheranthropologist]

First lesson❤︎⁠

➵ pairing : virgin!nerdjo︎‬ x experience!reader

>cw: mdni, smut, protective sex, loss of virginity, oral sex, thigh riding, submissive nerdjo, praising, neck kisses, whining, body worship, pussy drunk, alternative universe-college/university, established relationship, nipple play, reader has nipple piercings, aftercare.

✎ summary: you and nerdjo have been dating for 4 years now. Recently, he has expressed interest in having sex with you but he doesn’t know how to. You decide to give him his first lesson.

✎ Author’s note: I really love nerdjo so much so I decided to write a fanfic about him. the fanfic may be a tab bit self indulgent so I’m so sorry in advance! This was supposed to be uploaded a month ago but I completely forgot to keep writing about it, I lowkey kinda lost motivation to write about fanfics too ngl probably because of college sadly, I’m off now so I might just return to writing fanfics again! I’m also very sorry if the ending sounds so lazy written, I ran out of things to write!

✎Word count: 4k

✎ Art made by xiaoshy_otp on twt

✎ Dividers made by miscellaneous-misty and chrisredfieldsfattie

Nerdjo has always been incredibly shy and awkward around people, especially when speaking in front of a crowd. He has always been really smart; however, he’s sometimes an airhead when it comes to relationships. You’ve been the best girlfriend he has ever had. You always supported him, listened to him talk about his interests, and taught him things he didn't know. You’ve been dating him for 4 years now, and those 4 years have been like a dream come true to him. For each month, he has been treating you with the utmost respect and affection. He would give you his lunch when you were hungry, help you with your college assignments, and invite you over to his house to study or to cuddle. He has even taken you out on multiple dates, even though he didn’t have the money.

However, something has changed about nerdjo. He has been asking you about your sex life and experiences with other men. You didn’t mind answering his questions at all—after all, it’s normal for a virgin to be curious about their partner’s past sex experiences with other people. Nerdjo has never been the type to be so interested in your sex stories. You'd known him for 3 years before you two started dating; he never expressed any sexual interests before. 

You and Nerdjo are sitting at a cafe together, drinking and reading books together. You look at Nerdjo as he’s deep into his book. You don’t know how to get his attention without making him feel uncomfortable. You try tapping on the table, but he doesn’t budge at all. When Nerdjo is deep into his book, it’s hard to get him out of it. You sigh as you clear your throat. You prepare yourself to speak up. You take a deep breath before looking at his distracted face. This will be the day that you ask him what’s happening with him right now.

“Hey, Satoru.” You called out for him, your tone of voice sounded so serious. 

Nerdjo jumps up slightly, he’s sensitive to your tone of voice; he specifically hates it when you sound so serious. He looks up from his book as he slowly turns around to face you. You look so serious yet calm at the same time. The atmosphere feels so heavy and there is tension between you and nerdjo. In his mind, he feels like he has done something wrong to make you so upset at him. He swallows his saliva before he manages to open his mouth.

“Y-Yes, babe?” He stutters. You can see him trembling and his hands fidget. You feel so bad for using that tone of voice but it was the only way that he could hear you.

“I would like to ask a question.” You ask calmly.

“W-What is it, b-baby? I-I’m willing to a-answer anything…” He stutters. He adjusts his glasses as he holds his book.

“Can you tell me why you have been so interested in my past sex life? Is there something you would like to tell me?” You tilted your head. You wonder if nerdjo feels insecure or jealous about your past experiences.

“I-I…uhm…well…” He faltered. He doesn’t know how to put his thoughts together without making you feel uncomfortable.

“Come on, you can tell me.” You reassure him. Nerdjo has never been this shy when asking you questions. He has always been ecstatic about asking questions.

Nerdjo swallows his fear as he walks up to you. You blink at him with confusion and curiosity. He grabs your hands; his thumb traces slow circles against your skin. He stares into your eyes deeply. His icy-diamond eyes were filled with an unwavering determination. You’ve never seen him so determined like this before; it actually makes your heart flutter. Seeing your boyfriend like this makes you feel so proud of him. Nerdjo brings your hand to his lips before bowing his head to press a lingering kiss to your knuckles. His lips were warm against your skin, a brief yet tender gesture that made you fall in love with him all over. He looks up at you again with those same determined icy-diamond eyes.

“I would like for you to be my first girl to sleep with.” He said with confidence in his tone. 

Your eyes widened; you never thought this day would come. Nerdjo is actually asking if you could take his virginity!? This is insane to hear. You truly didn’t know what to think; with so many thoughts running through your head, you felt like it was spinning. You quickly composed yourself, clearing your throat, and looked at Nerdjo with a serious expression.

“Are you sure? Are you really positive you want this to happen?” You ask. You don't know where this came from but you’re willing to give it to him if that’s what he really wants.

“Yes, I’m really positive. I want to have sex with you.” He replied with unwavering confidence. He knew you were the one who would take his virginity.

“Alright, meet me after class then we will go to your house” you smile. This all feels so surreal to you.

“Alright,” he smiles. He holds your hand as you two start walking back to your house.

Walking to your home felt so awkward yet comforting at the same time. Nerdjo felt scared but also relieved that you didn’t judge him for being a virgin. Nowadays, people would make fun of a virgin nerd like him, but you didn’t do that. It made him feel like he made the right decision in choosing you for the first time. You felt a sense of happiness that Nerdjo felt comfortable letting you be his first choice. It honestly made you nervous because you two haven’t talked about having sex so early on; you wanted to wait until Nerdjo felt comfortable enough to be naked around you. You stopped at your front door, turning to look at him. 

“Thank you for this amazing date, baby.” You spoke in a soft tone.

Nerdjo scratches the back of his head as he laughs nervously. “Anytime, baby, you know that I love spending time with you!” He exclaimed.

You lean in as you press your soft, plump lips against his. Nerdjo’s eyes widen as his cheeks flush bright red. Your lips are warm and soft; it is like you are giving him a brief promise that doesn’t need any words. Nerdjo’s hands slowly move to your waist, pulling you closer to him—he doesn’t want to let this moment slip away. He can taste your cherry-flavored lip gloss on his lips; it feels magical to be in this moment. You break the kiss as you look at him, smiling softly. Nerdjo’s face is bright red; he has kissed you multiple times throughout the four years, but this kiss feels different—more intimate.

“I will see you tomorrow, I love you!” You wave Nerdjo goodbye before walking inside your house.

Nerdjo stands there, speechless, as you turn and walk away, red-faced. The whole time he was walking home, he could feel his face getting hot, his fingers trembling, his dick getting hard at the thought of seeing his girlfriend naked for the first time—it’s driving him insane to think about. He walks into his house, taking off his shoes as he goes through his nightly routine. Once he’s done taking a shower and washing his face. He flops down on his bed as he shoves his face into his pillow, kicking his feet as he screams into the pillow. He couldn’t believe you and he is going to have sex for the first time tomorrow—well, his first time tomorrow.

Back in your house. You wash your face and take a 30-minute shower to wash and shave. Today has drained you in a good way, but now you have to prepare yourself for classes and your special hangout with Nerdjo. You get out of the shower, drying your body and hair. You quickly brush your teeth and tongue before using mouthwash, spitting out the toothpaste and mouthwash. You change into comfortable pajamas before slipping into bed, staring at the ceiling. You’ve been with multiple guys before, but you feel like you’re losing your virginity to Nerdjo. You’ve never been this nervous about sex before—maybe it's him who makes it feel so different.

The next day 

Nerdjo has been very distracted in class. He’s never like this, but ever since you agreed to take his virginity, he hasn't been able to stop picturing you spread out on his bed. His face turns deep red as he buries himself in his books, unable to focus. Though he managed to finish his assignments, his mind was miles away, wondering what you were thinking at that very moment. As soon as he's done, he packs his things and ducks out of the room.

You’ve been trying to focus on class. You finished your work, but you couldn’t stop thinking about him, how his touch will feel around your body, how good it will feel riding him, and how his moans will sound. It was all too much for you to think about. You shake your head trying to get rid of those thoughts as you sit in class, staring at the window. You stare at the birds flying in the clear blue sunny sky. Everything just feels so quiet and peaceful. You look at your phone only to realize that class ended a minute ago. You panicked and quickly packed your things up in your bag and ran out the door.

Nerdjo is sitting on the bench, reading his book while he waits for you. You look around until you spot him. You quickly run to him as you catch your breath. Nerdjo looks up from his book and smiles at you softly. You look up at him, your chest heaving up and down as you smile sweetly. Nerdjo quickly goes through his bag, grabs a water bottle, and hands it to you. You sit down next to him and take the water bottle.

“Thank you, babe.” You gracefully said. Your hand brushes his hand slightly.

“Anytime, dear, you know I’ll do anything for you.” He smiles. He puts his hand on top of yours, holding it. 

You and Nerdjo get up from the bench, walking to the campus’s exit. Nerdjo is smiling so hard right now. He couldn’t contain his excitement about losing his virginity. The walk back to his place felt like it took forever to get there—in reality, it only took 25 minutes. You can see the nervousness in his eyes, his sweaty palms, his glasses slipping off his nose as he pushed them up. It’s so cute to see him this nervous and excited.

Nerdjo opens his door, finding himself home alone for the week. He quickly takes your bag and takes off his shoes, placing them by the front doorstep. You take off your shoes and place them by the front doorstep too. He closes the door and locks it. He guides you to his bedroom; opening the door as he places both of y’all’s bags down on his gaming chair.

“S-Soo…” He stutters. He sits down on his bed. He can’t figure out what to do or even how to start. He has read books about it, but doing it in practice is very difficult for him.

“Shhh, just relax and let your body enjoy it.” You reassured him. You place your hand on his cheek, caressing it. You lean forward to his face, pressing your soft plump lips against his.

He leans forward into the kiss. Those slow, soft perks against his lips feel like he’s on cloud nine right now. His hands move to your waist, pulling you in closer to him. His mind is clouded with sexual thoughts about you; he doesn’t feel the same overwhelming feeling of anxiety he had earlier. He felt so relaxed—so relaxed that his dick got hard. Your hand moves to his chest; tracing his chest down all the way to his pants. You stopped at his bulge; feeling how hard he is. You decide to tease him, trailing your finger down to his bulge; rubbing it slowly.

Nerdjo’s body jerks as he moans softly into the kiss. He can feel your hand on his bulge—it’s honestly driving him insane. He breaks the kiss as he looks into your eyes. You can see the desperation in his eyes—he’s like a needy man waiting for his lady. The rhythm of your hand moves slightly faster. Nerdjo let out a soft whimper. He has never been touched like this before—it honestly feels so foreign to him.

“A-Ahh…” He moans softly. He struggles to look into your eyes without the need to cum in his pants immediately.

“You like that, baby?” You seductively asked. Your hand moves faster but not too fast so you won’t overstimulate him.

“Y-Yes, baby..Keep going..pleaseee..” He whined. He places his hand on top of you, guiding your hand to go faster.

You keep rubbing on his hard bulge. His pants got wet from all the rubbing. His breath is heavy as he looks at you with need in his eyes. You smirk before you unzip his pants, pulling them down. His breath hitches as you get on your knees and pull out his dick. It was twitching with need, the tip leaking with precum, and his veins pulsing—it was long too, longer than most guys you’ve been with in the past. Nerdjo looks down at you with hooded eyes. His face flushed red as he covered his mouth with his hand.

“Y-You don’t h-have to…” He stuttered. You can see how embarrassed he looks right now—it’s honestly so cute to see.

“Shhh, relax, baby. I’ll make this the best day of your life…” You whispered. You lick the tip of his dick as you start licking the whole thing. Your tongue traces all over his throbbing veins.

He hitches his breath. His hand covers his mouth as you wrap your lips around his tip as you bob your head on his dick. His legs jerk; he never has anyone touch him like the way you’re touching him—it feels like a dream. You look up at Nerdjo as you wrap your hands around his dick, twisting and turning on his dick as you bob your head slightly fast. You swirl your tongue around his dick as he bites back a moan. His eyes tear up slightly as he lets out a soft moan. That moan sounds like a whimper—you’re finally getting Nerdjo to feel more comfortable with you.

“Mmmmm…” You muttered as your head moved fast. 

The sensation of your wet mouth sucking his dick so sloppily has Nerdjo in a daze. He can barely think straight, moaning loudly without a care in the world. You’re pleased with yourself that you can make Nerdjo feel so good on his first time. Nerdjo’s eyes teared up as he moaned and whimpered.

“P-Please, baby..f-faster, please…I-I need this…” He stuttered. The sensation of your warm wet mouth around his dick is so new and foreign to him. 

You bob your head faster. Your tongue swirls around his tip as you deepthroat his dick. He arches his body, his legs so shakily that he’s barely focused on what’s happening. He can feel himself ready to explode. His breath gets heavier as he starts sweating. You continue your movements; you’re way too focused on his pleasure. 

“Hahh…baby, please…I need to cum, please I don’t want to cum in your mouth…” He begged. His legs quiver as he pants heavily.

“Mmmmmm..” You muttered as you deepthroat his dick. You gagged on it a little as you kept twisting your hands; sucking on it. 

“Ahhhhh..!” He moans loudly as he releases his load in your mouth. His eyes rolled back, his legs twitched, and his dick throbs inside your mouth.

Your eyes widen as you swallow his cum. You pull out a string of saliva connected to his dick from your mouth. You pant heavily as your lips are dark and wet with saliva. You look up at Nerdjo, who is in a daze. He can barely see anything clearly now; he’s so out of it. You wipe your lips as you stand up, climbing on top of Nerdjo.

“Are you okay, baby?” You asked. You lean towards his neck, kissing his neck.

“A-Ahh..Nngh..Y-Yeah…” He incoherently said. He slowly places his hands on your hips, caressing them. 

You lick his neck as his hands trail up to your breast. He hitches his breath before he squeezes one of your boobs. His thumb slowly rubs your nipple, causing you to moan. He lifts his head, pushing his glasses up. He could see your lips swollen from sucking on his length and that intense look in your eyes that tells him that you want more than just giving him oral. He has never seen your face like this before—it’s so passionate and sexy to see. He placed his hand back on your hip. He traced the smooth curve of your hip—he's surely going to be addicted to your body in no time. You look up at him as he continues to play with your nipples. 

“Ahhh…” You moan softly, “Just like that… Keep going…” You encourage him.

Nerdjo keeps rubbing his thumb on your nipple. You sit on his thigh as you start to grind on his thigh. His eyes widened as he could feel a strange wetness on his thigh; he looked down, and there it was. Your pussy is directly touching his thigh, your wet folds glistening as you grind your hips against his thigh. He can feel your folds spread open on his thigh. He bites his lip as he holds your hips, holding you steady. Your nipples were so hard and perky; it was so satisfying to play with them. Your piercings make your breasts look so pretty.

"A-Ahh..." You moan softly, grinding your hips on his thigh.

Nerdjo opens his mouth as he sucks on one of your nipples. You gasp at the sudden sensation of his warm mouth sucking on your nipples. His tongue flicks your hard, perky nipples as he swirls around your touch to play with your piercing. His other hand pitches and twists your other nipple, causing you to moan loudly. The rhythm of your hips moves fast as Nerdjo squeezes your hip. 

“Y-You’re so good at this, b-baby…” You stuttered. The wetness between your thighs increased dramatically; you’ve never felt this wet before with all of your exes, but with Nerdjo, it’s different. You place your hands on his shoulders as you grind faster, chasing your orgasm.

Nerdjo pulls away with a string of saliva connected to your nipple from his mouth; he looks up at you. You look so squirmy and beautiful at the same time. His face flushed red at the sight; he had never seen you like this before—it makes his dick harder than before. The friction causes your clit to throb; you’re so close to finishing on his thigh. Your breath becomes heavier as he wraps his arms around your waist, keeping you steady. Your legs tremble as you breathe heavily; you don’t know how long you can keep this up. 

“Come on, baby, you can do it.” Nerdjo praises; he can see how much it’s affecting you, and honestly, it was so cute to see you like this.

"N-ahh...nnngh..." you managed to mutter out. You don’t know how long you can keep this up, especially when those words he has spoken made your legs tremble more.

“Shhh, just take your time…no rush, my love…you're doing so well,” Nerdjo reassures you, leaning forward to press his soft lips against your neck, sucking on it.

You gasp as you can feel yourself coming apart. He holds onto your hips as you cum on his thigh; it feels like you’re on cloud nine. Your breath is heavy, your pussy is wet and sensitive, and your clit is throbbing all while you're dazed. You can barely make out what’s going on. Nerdjo looks at your sweaty, panting face; you look so worn out from that sudden orgasm. Nerdjo lies down on his bed, pulling you on top of him. He kisses your forehead gently as you look up at him. You suddenly sit up as you reach down to his boxers, rubbing his hard dick. His breath hitches as he throws his head back.

"B-Baby... W-What are you doing...?" He stuttered. His legs are already trembling slightly as your hand moves faster.

“Shhh…just relax…" You whisper seductively. Your hand stops at the tip as you slowly put your hand inside his boxers, stroking the tip of his dick.

Nerdjo gasps at the sudden movement. He wasn’t expecting you to touch the tip like this; it feels so strangely arousing to him. He has never experienced anything like this before, and yet, he likes it. You can feel a sudden wetness coming from his tip. His dick is so long and veiny. The veins of his dick are pulsing with need as pre-cum leaks from the tip. You lean down to his dick as you kiss the tip, looking up at him.

"B-Baby...you don't have to...please...” he whimpers. Tears of pleasure swell from his eyes as you smirk.

“Oh baby, I’m not going to suck on it again.” You giggle. “I got something better for you," you murmured before reaching for a condom from your pocket.

Nerdjo’s eyes widened as you ripped the condom wrappers open and rolled the condom on his dick. The latex feels like a snug, slippery layer around his dick. You hover over his dick as you align the tip with your pussy. You slowly lower yourself on his dick, feeling the lubricant of the condom inside your pussy, making it much easier to get him to fit inside you. You let out a soft moan, placing your hands on his chest as you bounce on it slowly. He can feel your tight pussy wrapped around his dick, making him feel so nervous and so out of it.

“A-Ahhh..baby, fuck..” he stuttered. His hands were trembling before putting them on your hips.

You take this as a sign to go faster, your wet pussy slapping against his pelvis; making so much noise in the room. He bites his lip as he watches his dick going in and out; tears form in his eyes, his face getting more sweaty. Nerdjo can barely think straight as you bounce on his dick fast. Your boobs bounce along with you as he lets out a soft moan. His eyes slowly move up to your boobs. the way your nipples are hard and perky, the way your jewelry glistens under the bedroom light. It was all too much for him. He could feel himself slipping at any moment now.

“B-Baby…y-you need to get off…"He falters. His vision becomes blurry; his mind is so distorted and clouded. All he could think of is how good your pussy feels around his dick.

“What’s wrong, baby?” You asked. The rhythm of your hips changed slightly; moving at a slow pace. 

“I-I’m about to c-cum..” He blurted out. His balls feel much tighter than before, he can’t believe he’s actually about to cum from sex.

“Let it out, baby..” You coax him. You pick up the pace of your movement. 

Nerdjo let out a loud moan. He lets out his load in the condom. You can feel him ejaculating in the condom. You slowly stop bouncing as you kiss him. He looks out of it. You smile as you get off from him and take off the condom. You tied the condom up and threw it away. You go to the bathroom use the toilet and then grab a washcloth and wet it with soap and water. You wash between your legs before you walk to the bedroom and wash your soft dick. He groans softly, causing you to look up. You throw his dirty clothes in his laundry basket before climbing on the bed and moving close to him. You wrapped your arms around his chest before snuggling up to him. Nerdjo eventually falls asleep as you slowly fall asleep with him in your arms.

✎ reblogs and comments are appreciated! do not use ai on my work thank you<3

[sheltiespenthouse]

State of Attraction

pairing: steve harrington x f!reader

summary: physical touch is your forte and steve is trying to pretend he doesn’t love it

tags: fluff, slightly bitchy!steve, no use of y/n, established relationship, drabble

🎧: I didn’t mean to turn you on - cherrelle

In the eyes of Steve Harrington, you could be a total pest. You knew because he told you… on multiple occasions.

He would say it in that exasperated Steve way, all huffy with a pout and his large hands resting on his hips. He would always tilt his head just so when he did it, causing that one strand of hair to fall out of its stupidly perfect style and onto his forehead like easy bait.

You quickly came up to your toes and ruffled the front of his hair with a suppressed grin, causing him to groan and swat at your hands.

“This! This is exactly what I’m talking about.”

You see, you were a pest because you couldn’t keep those hands off of him and it was driving him crazy.

If you were behind him coming up the stairs? You were playfully patting his rear until he reached the top.

“Come on Harrington, double time!” You’d singsong pleasantly. He always obliged, taking the steps two at a time with his head ducked to hide his smirk.

In the car he could guarantee that your fingers would find the nape of his neck and lightly scratch, sending shivers up his spine.

Then there was the bed…

Every time you both crawled into bed you would instantly press into his side and tuck your cold feet under his legs. Running as hot as he did, the feeling always made him suck in a sharp breath and tighten his arm around your waist.

“Shit- do you have to do that every time? You’re freezing.”

And you’d just move in closer, head on his chest and hand laid over his tummy. Immune to his attitude.

“Duh, you’re warm.”

To Steve’s credit, he really tried to pretend it irritated him further by muttering something like “yeah so are socks”— but then his legs would adjust to better cover your feet and suddenly any argument he had was invalidated.

Any chance you got you were touching him and he was not used to it at all. All of his previous relationships had involved him reaching out, touching, feeling, and giving comfort without asking for any in return no matter how desperately he needed it. Like he was supposed to— like a good boyfriend.

But then he met you… and man, are you seriously blowing his mind.

You who always soothes your hands over his sides when you meet him at the door after work, petting and cooing about how much you missed him. Always reaching out first, leaving his mind blank and his body leaning in for more since he doesn’t know how to ask.

“You know… I’m starting to think you only love me for my body…” He joked one day, voice low as your fingers curled into the belt loops of his jeans and tugged him closer. His hands were on your arms, stroking up and down your bare skin slowly while his eyes glanced toward your lips and silently begged for the ‘welcome home’ kiss you always gave him.

“Only? Oh no, just among other things…”

You replied sweetly before bridging the gap and giving him exactly what he wanted.

[sugaryrottingteeth]

▪︎Your first kiss with them:【ST boys headcanons 】

Headcanons of what your first kiss would be like with the following ST characters: Steve Harrington, Jonathan Byers, Billy Hargrove, Eddie Munson.

Lmk if there's anyone you would like me to add :)

I promise I am working on the requests. I just got a little side tracked with my current hyperfixation 💔

Steve Harrington🍦⛵️

☆ It would probably happen while you two are on a date- say at the movie theater. You're both sitting there, enjoying watching The Karate Kid partII, holding hands in the popcorn bowl, having a grand time. And then you lean over and kiss Steve's cheek and whisper something in his ear, something that makes his face tint a pretty shade of pink.

☆ He turns to look at you with those wide brown eyes, but you're already focused on the screen again.

☆ "come on... damn it... just look at me- look at me so I can-"

☆ His thoughts aren't finished because when you finally turn your head to look at him, his lips are already against yours in a soft, tender kiss, like he's never kissed anyone else before. Because when it comes to you, no one else even comes close to compare.

☆ His hand comes up to cup your cheek, his motions slow and careful as to make sure he doesn't scare you away by being too forward.

☆ When the kiss ends, he whispers an apology, saying he probably should have asked first, but the words die on his tongue when you lean in to kiss him this time, effectively shutting him up.

☆ Overall, your first kiss with Steve would be something sweet and genuine, a promise to keep with each other, through the good and bad.

☆ And... perhaps it could also mean getting kicked out of the theater for being distracting to the other people who just want to watch the movie.

Jonathan Byers 📸🍃

☆ Jonathan would be very nervous to go in for it- but gosh, would he so badly want to. It would likely happen at a time when he's stressed or scared, or even pissed off. Anytime when his emotions are high.

☆ Imagine this: he's pacing back and forth in his room, Will had gone missing only days ago. You had been sitting on his bed, but get up to place a hand on his shoulder, reassuring him that no matter what, you would help him bring his little brother home. Your soft touch and voice somehow stills him, and he looks at you with eyes that silently say exactly how much you mean to him... your support, your kindness, your love. His hand reaches up to lightly trace a few fingers over your cheek.

☆ He speaks your name softly, eyes searching yours, asking permission for what he's about to do. When you give him a slow nod, he leans in and closes the gap.

☆ In the kiss he pours out all of his inner frustrations, taking his time to relieve his stress against your soft lips. The kiss is reverent and passionate, as if to thank you for always staying by his side in the best way he knew how.

☆ When you both pull away for air, he rests his forehead against yours and closes his eyes. He may or may not verbally say those three special words, but, regardless, you know. You know.

Billy Hargrove 🚬🍓

☆ We all know the first kiss would come pretty quickly when you start dating Billy- once you actually tie him down, that is. Because baby if he's solely focused on you and no other girls, you are all his and that's that.

☆ It would likely happen when he's taking you to the spot where he always took other girls before you came along, but with you, it feels different. It feels right. It feels like you're the only one he was ever supposed to bring here. The spot in question is a clearing off of a quiet dirt road where the starry night sky is perfectly visible through the trees from his camaro. But of course, Billy isn't at all focused on the sky, he's focused on you. Specifically, the way your lips move when you speak, the stars that reflect off of your eyes, the curve of your neck...

He's in deep for you.

☆ He keeps waiting for the right opportunity to kiss you senseless. Waiting for you to say the right thing, to turn and look at him just right, hell, even for you to just outright ask him to kiss you! But you don't, and eventually, he loses his patience and hooks a finger under your chin, turning your face towards him.

☆ His hand slides down to cup the side of your neck as he gives you that look. There is no mistaking that look, the one that spoils exactly what he wants with you.

☆ "c'mere..."

☆ And without another warning, his lips crash against yours. His brows furrow and he growls into the kiss. His other hand roughly grabs the headrest of your seat in a crushing grip, not wanting to grip you instead and wind up hurting you.

☆ Billy cares about you more than you probably know, and this kiss is evidence of that. While he struggles to convey his true feelings for you in words, he's more than happy to convey them in actions- hence your first kiss being rough and heated, yet, hinted with undertones of a deep genuine passion that isn't about lust.

☆ After you both pull away to catch your breath, he'll just flash you that cocky grin of his and say something that makes you want to punch and kiss him all at once. And God, he sure hopes you choose the latter.

Eddie Munson 🎸🦇

☆ Eddie is still getting used to the fact that you like him- like actually like him. Not only as a friend, but as a lover, too. Makes him giddy every time he remembers that. Honestly, it would probably be you that kisses him first because he really isn't sure when "the right time is" and he doesn't want to scare you off by accidentally moving too fast.

☆ Imagine he's driving you home from a date one night and pulls up to your house in his crappy dodge van. He puts it in park and turns the engine off, resting a hand on the back of your seat.

☆ "I bid thee fair lady goodnight~"

☆ He grinned like a dork as you returned his goodnight and kissed his cheek. But, instead of pulling away, you trailed your lips down to his and closed the gap in a soft, almost experimental kiss. His big doe eyes widened and he froze. Shit, what is he supposed to do again...? It's been so long since he actually kissed anyone...

☆ When you pull away and flash him a knowing smile, then get out of the van without another word, he almost jumps out behind to tackle you to the ground and plaster your face with kisses. But he restrains himself.

Barely.

☆ Instead, he lets out a string of celebratory hoots and hollers, repeatedly pounds an adrenaline filled fist against the already decrepit dashboard, and turns the radio all the way up as he speeds off in the van. A victorious "LETS GO, BABY!!" echoes through the (once) sleeping streets.

☆ Your first kiss with Eddie would come with uncertainty, mostly from his end, but once he gets used to the fact that you want to kiss him, he'll be all over you.

[urnumber1star]

That moment when the unrelated scenes you've been writing for two weeks both somehow connect (i have no idea how this happened)