see above: me rocking a mullet even when I was younger. i wish i had this look today. need to find me some overalls that look exactly like this so i can recreate it and be unstoppable. also tumblr ate this post when i tried to post it last because it was too powerful.
to him: you vile man, chasing venom in your blood; you called it fatherhood, i call it an underestimation.
about names, possession and everything i have never admitted to anyone: my identity did not belong to me for a very long time. the main constant in life was to regurgitate things that i never really understood, because i was a kid, and adults were always right.
to angels: i have pain in places where prayer cannot heal.
questions to death: how did it feel taking a sick man into your arms? why do you take those who are hurting only in the flesh?
to her: the fleeting, the temporary, the versatile. i am a mirage of parts that i’d imagine to be just like you.
questions to the body: how can a skinny heart carry such a heavy weight? it’ll bend low to withstand the burden, but how much longer until it snaps clean?
to the heart: it’s okay to keep beating. to live one pulse at a time.
tagged by: @vepid ( how dare u tag me in this and then delete)
tagging: @pullstrings @spected @calier n anyone else who wants to do this!
what does your muse smell like?
his natural scent is something like patchouli, a weird combination between earthy and sweet. he’s very inconsistent with putting on cologne and tends to go out Au Naturale because: 1. the smell of any “manly” scent gives him a headache, and 2. when has he ever been consistent with anything?
how often does you muse bathe? any bathing habits?
baekhyun showers every night. something about slipping into his sheets with semi-damp hair and cold skin makes him fall asleep as soon as his head touches the pillow. shower habits include singing vivaciously into a shampoo bottle or drowning in existential thinking. either way, his roommates complain about having to pay the water bill every time.
does your muse have any tattoos or piercings?
no, and no, but he’s thinking of getting a small tattoo despite his fear of needles. he’ll probably try to drag jack along for moral support (or convince him somehow to get matching tattoos because Bro. it’ll seal our friendship pact)
any body movement quirks?
baekhyun finds himself touching his lips. a lot. specifically, when he’s deep in thought or zoning out (there’s literally no in between), he’ll fiddle with his bottom lip for a few moments until reality kicks in. the more subtle habits include running his fingers through his fringe or coyly rubbing the back of his neck.
what do they sleep in?
boxers. just boxers. maybe he’ll make room for a t-shirt in the winter, but with several thick blankets piled on top of him.
what is their favorite piece of clothing?
a vintage hawaiian button up shirt that he recently picked up from the thrift shop, and that one comme des garçons shirt that he had received on his birthday.
what do they do when they wake up?
fall back asleep for another hour. maybe repeat that process a few more times until min rips off his sheets and yells at him for always making them late. when he’s somewhat conscious and his eyes aren’t as swollen, he’ll check his phone and scroll through social media.
what do their hands feel like?
soft. baekhyun thinks that they’re a little too delicate, too feminine, but he tries to take pride in his pretty hands nonetheless. the smooth texture of his skin makes them easy to hold.
if you kissed them, what would they usually taste like?
he takes his dental hygiene very seriously, so his mouth will taste like... a clean mouth. ironically, sweets are his favorite, so it’ll taste like strawberry lollipops at times. 10/10 a+ and easy to kiss, any volunteers?
You seem to shut down in situations that would arouse anger. It seems you go into a state of minor shock and your mind struggles to deal with the current situation. You are the kind of person bullies would get bored of. You're like a concrete stone on the outside, but on the inside... You are hurting more than they think.