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[callmerecklesscallmedani]

Winter Walk // Desse

Dani hummed to the tune of Rent music as she wandered around the small apartment she shared with her sister. It was different from anywhere she'd actually lived before, but she liked sharing the space with the other girl. The only thing she hated was when Josie brought Vince over or something. Dani didn't like Vince, but in the end she dealt with him for her sister. She knew Vince made Josie happier than even Josie really knew, and that made him tolerable.

Shuffling her feet across the room, Dani grabbed some shoes to match the outfit she had on. Jesse would be here any minute, and knowing they were going to Central Park she dressed semi-casual because after all the man had seen her drunk off her ass and stumbling around somewhere drunk shortly before passing out and being sent off to the hospital. That had been an interesting night and she'd stopped drinking afterward, but she'd slowly fallen back into the habit when the memories were inescapable and no one was there to turn to.

Shaking her head slightly, she took a deep breath and slid the boots onto her feet. New York was cold, and she certainly didn't plan on freezing her ass off in Central Park.

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Freaking out // Dani & Jesse

Dani sighed rubbing her eyes as she woke up in the hospital for the second day in a row. She could tell Josie had been by at some point bringing her her pajamas and her stuffed penguin. Her dad had bought her the stuffed animal when she was little and afraid of the thing in her closet. Now she wasn't afraid of that just her father's possible anger at the situation, as well as her brother's. She didn't have many people that meant much to her, but she knew those who did were important and special. She loved the people that mattered and trusted them with her life. 

She sighed slightly curling up in a ball with the stuffed animal on her bed. She didn't want to be here, hell, she wouldn't have cared if she'd died in that parking lot though she knew Josie and her family would. Maybe the guy she'd met that night would too. She didn't know how she remembered him as drunk as she was, but she remembered him and confessing to him her deepest darkest secret. She wondered if maybe they'd become friends sooner or later. She liked him, and he was nice as far as she remembered. She wondered if he was alright.

She looked up slightly uncurling from her ball as she heard the hospital door creak open. She hoped it wasn't the psychologist the doctors had assigned to her. When she saw it wasn't, a smile spread across her face with recognition. However, she didn't let go of the penguin or completely uncurl form the small wadded up ball she'd made of herself.

[callmerecklesscallmedani]

Accidental friendships // Dani & Jesse

Dani sighed taking another swig of her majority empty bottle of vodka. She certainly was not having a good day. Flashbacks from earlier still played across her brain. Memories of the boy's grimy hands on her in places she hadn't given him permission to touch. The feeling of him tearing into her, and her screams playing across her brain. She shuddered slightly tugging her jacket tighter around herself using it as some form of protection from the world outside. She could feel the tear tracks on her face from her crying throughout the day. She felt bad for breaking the guy's nose, but she thought he deserved it, and she wasn't entirely in control of her reactions at the point. Sighing slightly, she plopped onto the grass in front of the lake eyes blank. She wished she could tell someone about that night, but she hadn't told anyone other than her older brother, and she couldn't find him tonight. Wiping her eyes, she took another swig of vodka. Maybe if she got hammered enough she could forget.