I remember when Club Penguin ended and I was so angry because I thought "midnight of the day march 30th" meant something completely different. I thought that sucked a lot but my behavior (more accurate but is it the right word?)/thought process was like "That fucking sucks. I hate the new mobile game, but I guess I have to live through the pain".
Seeing the website fucking glitchy in real time after the servers were gone (it was a Thursday morning. I remember very clearly) was kinda horrifying but I felt more anger than fear idk
But anyways. Anxiety started kicking in for "no reason whatsoever". But my mom knew something was wrong so the insisted on asking. I said the first thing that was bothering me in hopes that it I would find the answer... Tbh I was right since I do have a late realization on emotions.
I just made this post cuz I'm glad that my mom comforted me and didn't brush it off as me having to be corrected or whatever. Being on the spectrum, change was even harder for me as a youngster. There were lots of other things happening in my school life too so...
BEFORE SOME DIPSHIT STARTS SAYING I HAVE A PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A WEB GAME I DON'T!!!! I'M SHARING MEMORIES FROM MY CHILDHOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!
