so here's to the man that's owning most nudes of me. Most of what I'll propably ever send. once he tried to trick me - to delete all the intimite contet I've had of him - keeping his little secret of 'backup saved everything' with himself for a while. so you can now know surely you're meant darling 🌸
I want to express my deep excuse for what bad or wierd feelings I've been giving you through out all these years. I have not in any kind wanted to make you feel bad or to distract you. Even though you haven't showed - I guess I did. My feeling is that I did, in a sexual kind of way. & I'm kind of guilty here. Even though I did not had clear what I wanted - even though I should have known, that I'm having bigger boundaries - I did my part making you want me.
Pushing you back and forth is not what I intended to do. But I think I did.
Push me out of your life or block me. But I still know that for my part, whenever there's need for my energy in your life, I'll be there.
I thank you for all parts of my life and energy you've been holding in our teenage and growing up years. May you be blessed and happy in your life and I really hope you may never feel burdend or thightend again from anything we two have had as a contact this life.
