#bea.words

[batshybea]

Intro Post!!!

Hi all! I'm Bea, I'm 19, I use they/she, and I'm autistic so i might be a little awkward and miss some social cues, sorry in advance! I'm not too sure how to format an intro post actually.... Everyone has such cool intro posts!

my (new & cooler) side blog is @bug-a-bea !!

if you're under 16, don't follow me pretty please

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i do not like ai. leave me alone with that ai "art" bullshit.

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Interests: (you can usually tell my current interests based on reblogs)

☆ Stardew Valley (reoccurring hyperfixation I don't stop reblogging about)

☆ The X-Files (even if it isn't something I engage with often, it will forever be my favourite show)

☆ Interview With The Vampire

☆ Dispatch (Kubz Scouts my king thank you for playing it)

and various other things I'll add another day.... I like to read a lot also.

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Tags for my posts listed here!

mine – usually just my photos but also can be for anything that's mine that I post

bea.words – my writing! usually bits of stories or poetry probably

bea.yap/bea yaps (I forget which variant i used here so now it is both) – a bit disorganised. this can be for a small brain dump, a sentence, or a big yap. who knows

bea.books - new tag so very unorganised with older stuff but this is for book related stuff!

[batshybea]

Monster Eats Monster

my OC Arden! I based her looks heavily off of somebody I saw on pinterest (mostly because I cannot draw without a reference to save my life) but she is my baby and I love her 🫶

i actually have not planned much for the story begond the title and this character, there are too many ideas to go with and a LOT of research to be done!

my original idea I'm leaning towards is Arden belongs to a cult who believe they are descendants of monsters chased to extinction by humans, and that they're the weakened bloodline. Whether this is actually true or not is something I'm not gonna share because I'm still undecided,,, BUT the cult eat people regardless of the truth.

annddd Arden is a certified girl kisser maybe. and that's all I've got 💔 but please love her as much as I do 😁

[batshybea]

Trembling Fingers

here comes that tickle in your throat, the panic on the thoughts of choking on your own vomit. you push your trembling fingers into the depths of your throat to relieve the itch where it sits, expecting to find warm, wet flesh, but instead you are met with hair tangled in knots. you tug on a strand out of morbid curiosity, carving thin lines up your throat, splitting the flesh as a knife sliding along the juicy surface of a mango and hands pulling them apart, and it brings that metallic, sweet taste of blood. you tug the strands until you're yanking them, until your body burns a desperate plea for forgiveness and your throat now sits in ribbons of meaty flesh and skin, and the hair sits at your side with a sinister gleam. it becomes a pattern, a ritual. each day of the week, swirling masses of hair soaking in the blood of your sins, sitting by your side and in your hands, between your fingers that tremble, stained red and achingly turned blue.