Goodbye -beamingwithlight
Okay, one chance to send this, I don’t know if you can understand it when you first hear it but whatthehellever, right? I mean, I don’t have a chance to start over and send it againcrapI’mrambling
OkayokayKiran I’m about to die. By the time you hear this, I’m gonna be dead. Again. Long story, ask Starfire- anyway, I wanted to use my final few minutes to call everyone on my phone to say my farewells like I didn’t get to the past couple of times, and, you’re the first there.
Kiran, you’re a smart girl. Having you on the team was the best thing that ever happened to us. You’re so bright, Kiran, Kiran you’re so bright and I’m having a lot of trouble talking over thephoneI’msorry. I toldmyselfI’dbecooljustlikeKonsaidbut turns out I’m just like I was back when I was a kid. I’m 18 and I can’t even string together a straight sentence right now. Sure you can blame imminent death poking me in the sides for that but the truth is Kiran, it’s because of you.
It’s because I was starting to like you. I mean, I started to like you when I was 16. You might have noticed how many times we were on the same little ‘squad’ when we split into teams, or the way I always sat beside you- you remember now? I outta thank Cassie and Tim for helping me out. Kon didn’t do crap but tease me- I bet he asked you about me a few times, right? Oh, I’ve gone on for a whole minute haven’t I? I’m sorry.
Listen, what I’m about to say, I don’t want anyone else to hear. I mean anyone, you can keep that final request, right? I know you can. I trust you. I trust you and I really, really cared about you, liked you-
Actually, I think I more than just liked you, Kiran, I think that maybe I loved you. I’m sorry I never got to find out on my own whether you felt the same or not.
I’m sorry, take care of yourself while I’m gone, will ya? I don’t wanna see you up here until you’re super old and gray!