#beasttobeing

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Baby come back 💕 I can't believe that I'm finally back in the gym after 9 months out. It's not really because of any other reason other than I'd just lost my spark.... Although it wasn't lost... My beast was just hibernating. Scared to come back out. The world seemed scary. But it's not. ☺️👌🏻 My beast has been reignited! And @lisashabbas the wonderful beast herself helped to coax her back out. Oh baby she is back. Watch me! #shesback #babycomeback #aintnostoppingusnow #beasttobeing #beastmode #babygotback #arbonnegymgear #arbonneconsultant #phytosport #gymrange #somethingsgottochange https://www.instagram.com/p/B4b8EmNJP6b/?igshid=1o4rzjooqk8pu

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Accepting myself. I have my first session of EFT last night (boy that was powerful) following on from a weekend of submerging myself into extreme heat and cold, it's safe to say I'm shifting. So much is coming to the surface for me! I'm finding that the last few days have forced me to look at areas that I have been running from for years, running from my darkness, my pain. I abandoned my pain and therefore that means I abandoned myself... I abandon the girl inside who didn't receive what she needed growing up just like the people who raised her. I've treated myself like others had treated me and in turn have caused even more of my own suffering. I abandoned myself. I ignored my cries, my yearning, my desire for connection. No more can i run. Nor want to. I'm finding the fragmented pieces of self I've discarded and welcoming them home to my vessel. I'm turning in. I'm turning on and moving past the girl i thought i was.... #growing #beasttobeing #eft #cptsdrecovery #empoweringwomen #silence #being #findingpeace #nomorerunning #iamsafe #trauma #healingjourney #healingtrauma #helpingmyself #innerpeace https://www.instagram.com/p/B4UfBu3JdgY/?igshid=1vfa318hka2vk