tag beatles1968 plz. So I'm certain I'm ace but I still don't really admit that to others or even myself yet. Idk. But like I hate when people make assumptions about my sexuality. Like I love to fawn over George Harrison and one time I was like "mom is it weird I've never had a crush?" And she kind of brushed it off and was like at least I know you're straight! just bc I like gh. and one: that's rude and condescending of her. And it just bugs me. I don't know what I am. I'm 15 and I think (cont)
(Beatles1968 cont) and I think that lack of sureness in my sexuality itself really just points even more at asexuality. I don't know. I just hate when people assume things and wanted to vent. And I'm always separating myself from sexual things when making jokes and stuff. Like I try to direct sexuality away from me. I really just wish I could be sent a letter in the mail officially confirming what I am.
The only person in the world who can say for sure what your sexuality is is you, and your opinion about it is the only one that matters. it sounds to me like you just need to take the time to come to terms with the fact that you might indeed be asexual, then work on your self-confidence. You get to identify yourself and no one can tell you otherwise, you know.
And that kind of casual invalidation is really frustrating, I know. The only way to make it stop is to tell her how that makes you feel, so...
