#beatriz tag

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Beatriz is used to doing all the housework when she's sick, so she'd still be cleaning the bathroom and making herself lunch even though she has a throbbing headache and feels like death.

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Beatriz's dad would buy crab cakes from the local seafood place for Natal. He used to try and pass them off as something he made, but she eventually saw through it and he stopped trying to hide it.

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I love Angsty Adoptive Teen Beatriz, but I also can't help but wonder how a child raised by Teagan and Nicolau would turn out?

On Teagan's end, I feel like they'd be more liable to coddle their kid(s). They want to shower their kid(s) with all of the parental love they were starved of. Teagan would be terrible at discipline. They can't bring themselves to be harsh towards a child—Teagan is afraid of traumatizing them. Being a parent isn't something Teagan would plan for or intentionally try to make happen, but they'd find it so fulfilling. They love seeing their child grow. They would love making their family larger. If they had unlimited energy and money and Nicolau had the patience to deal with it, Teagan would have multiple kids. Maybe not a chaotic house full of children who have to take care of each other, but like...five kids at a time or something. Something a little more manageable.

...but they don't have unlimited money and energy, so one kid is the most they'd feel safe taking on. Maybe two, if Nicolau was willing to put in the work both financially and physically.

So...how would Beatriz be different if she were raised by Teagan from the beginning (or close enough to the beginning where she wouldn't remember having other parents)?

However, conflict still lurks in the distance. Beatriz will know, deep in her bones, that she is meant to be at sea. She needs her surfing and her seafood, but she'd be hesitant. She'd see how much it affects Teagan and feel guilt over being herself. Beatriz wishes she could be someone who doesn't set off Teagan's triggers. She wishes she could be more like Teagan...but she can't. Her fate is sealed.

Beatriz would be much closer to Teagan...at least, at the beginning. She'd crave their attention and they'd be more than happy to give it. Everything seems perfect.

Meanwhile, Teagan has been too preoccupied with family life to properly unpack their trauma. In fact, finding a very tiny Beatriz on the beach would make Teagan want to keep her away from the water even more. They're her protector, her savior. Teagan wouldn't see the damage they're doing to Beatriz because she puts in a lot of effort to hide it from them—eating her beetroot spaghetti without a fuss, trying to find hobbies that won't give Teagan a heart attack, staying far away from the water even though it's beckoning her. A siren's song that could tear her family apart.

Beatriz only breaks down when she believes no one can hear her. She can't bring herself to hurt Teagan—she loves them far too much for that—but the person she feels the most comfortable as makes Teagan ill. She makes Teagan ill. Beatriz wonders if she's more of a curse than a blessing, believing Teagan would be happier if they'd found a "better" kid or never became a parent in the first place.

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The gorl

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More Beatriz Headcanons

Beatriz's mother is from New Zealand. Beatriz has a bit of an accent from her. Her mother is still alive, she just went back to New Zealand and started another family. She may or may not take her new child to Brazil for an art expo and absolutely crush Beatriz's heart.

Her mother also had a habit of disappearing and coming back, which contributes to Beatriz being in denial about her mother being gone for good.

Beatriz hasn't officially started surfing yet (she was too busy managing things on her own), but she'd want to go into it once Teagan and Nicolau allow her to have enough stability to enjoy her life.

Beatriz would totally get red streaks in her hair and excitedly show them off to Nicolau.

Beatriz's father was a fisherman, who supplied fish to the fish shop Teagan had to wear the fish suit for.

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Sad girl

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Heyy, for the ask 10, 17 and 25

hello !! :)

10. If I’m having coffee in a cafe environment etc I like to have it with a muffin or cake of some sort, usually have coffee in the morning so sometimes with a croissant and that is one of my favourite breakfasts to have, and I suppose toast as well

17. answering in the form of the dance moms pyramid:

on the bottom of the pyramid, we have fleabag and the priest, they did make me lose my mind quite a bit. You were good, I’m waiting for you to be great.

up next we have mickey milkovich and ian gallagher from shameless US. Lives were changed. High score overall.

On the top of the pyramid we have glenn and maggie from the walking dead i’m so serious do not get me started I don’t usually go feral over straight ships but when I tell you-

25. literally all of my mutuals. that’s it, that’s the answer.

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u deserve so so so much love pls don’t listen to rude anons they don’t know what they’re saying!! your blog is amazing and so are you!!! ♡

thank you beatriz!! you’re so sweet ilysm and i love your blog sm too!! and omg your new header is SOO pretty it’s so calming and relaxing i love it!!