Dec 6, 2023
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My Manga looks weird
I don't think you guys understand just how much Bebee relies on the words of other people to help her make a proper decision in things....she literally only ever had her mom and TV to shape her and it's why she's so quick to believe and trust other people because not only does she want actual friends(despite not rlly knowing how to socialize) she wants to believe that they truly want to help her and look out for her as told by OTHER people she trusts...she's a kid that rlly doesn't know better because she wasn't TAUGHT better other than the basics...a lot of what she "knows" is from TV and who knows what that was like for her. It became her anchor in a way as well, a lot of her mannerisms are from her dad but exaggerated because of cartoons and other stuff. She doesn't get it when people don't trust her because she's got no reason for them not to(to her at least) she's confused when she's betrayed over and over and over because things are different now but at the same time she never truly was exposed to the real world in the first place through her own eyes. But this world is definitely worse just like Magpie told her, but it's not like she'd be able to tell the difference herself.
Need bebee to walk into a room completely covered in lipstick marks and trying to act like nothing happened but she's practically glowing with joy but also her covered in lipstick marks completely dazed and lightheaded you get it
Bebee, being an only child, has a lot to do with her self-inflicted solitude as well, btw... but in her case, she didn't really yearn for a sibling at all. Especially after she got her diagnosis, she felt as if she was "too broken" to be a proper support to another child, let alone one related to her. She barely liked anyone outside her parents as is, and that stunted her ability to socialize properly as well. She didn't get why she had to make friends but wanted to because she WAS lonely and it would make her parents happy just like on TV and so she mimics the personalities yes but it's all how she truly feels once she's able to properly open up.
Bebee's red eyes+hair are both recessive genes from both sides of her family that are "exclusive" to first borns her big ass canines are just there bc she's weird
I think bby Bee was like the most SENSITIVE thing until she was like 10(which is when she started closing herself off due to her psychosis) girls that will cry when you look at them too long, girl's that hide behind thrur parents and will cry if you continue to try and engage, girls that will cry when either parent leaves for work...oh darling girl</3
Moment of weakness has passed(not) uhhhhhh what was I gonna say...uhhhhh right umm Bebee's death route being the best ending for her does tie in with what spiteful represents in reference to the black community. Even in the canon ending she's alright but it's not what's best for her...I'm not sayin she doesn't DESERVE to live ofc she does as she's forced to fight for it but in the end SHE believes she doesn't deserve to especially with all the pain she's caused and endured...she wouldn't be giving Skullbasher what he wants by dying that wasn't his plan at all...but it's an ending she's been terrified of since she was a child that only got worse once Peré died...and once her mom passed as well she genuinely has nothing but the frugal grasp that somewhere she actually belongs, that she HAS someone somewhere that WANTS her despite it all...and maybe that's not the true home she yearns for...
Rip Bebee Opil the person you've turned into is not who defines you. You would've loved to go to pump it up for your 17th bday<3