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[kaosjane]

[candycoatedemoboy]

@scarfgal398

"What time is it?"

"Time to finally get Radiohead."

[rxll-the-dxce]

Fokkesu the garden gnome

@okinasekai

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[curlicuecal]

Today I'm thinking about how even though Equius was surrounded by things he damaged without meaning to-- he bruised his own lusus, he broke his bows, he broke his robots, he broke his shades, hell, he even broke his own teeth and horn--

Even with all of that, we never once saw so much as a single scratch on Nepeta.

...I have feels.

[darkcacaocookieandfriends]

My Dark Cacao muse has risen up from his whatever ditch he's been laying in for an eternity. It feels nice to finally have all my muses out to play. I'm gonna...do drafts now. I may not post them since it's rather late but they are being replied to. Like I said before, I want to do something that is more than giving a reply once a month (or a few months in some cases...my rp partners have the patience of a saint tbh). I've been debating on if I should answer my drafts and fling them out into the abyss or if I should schedule them throughout the week. The latter might help with me appearing more active tbh. On a side note, my drafts went back up to 18 so I am really confused and I think last night was a glitch when they went down to 13 so I...have no idea what kind of witchcraft tumblr's been trying to drop on me. Also, just something I genuinely want to say, as I've been spotty and silent and...generally weird with my activity...and in general, probably. I've been neglecting my rp stuff, and honestly I miss being the force that I was in this fandom before. Well, sorta. I don't want to be here 24/7 like I was. That wasn't healthy of me at all, but I definitely want to be more active. I've been saying it for a while but I struggled with a couple of things that genuinely just needed time to get past. I also had to restructure some things with my muses, which was frankly for he better. I feel lucky to have a good, pretty large support system here of wonderful people who really picked me up when I was down and I couldn't be more thankful. Also that they've been so patient with me being like a fart in the wind as far as activity goes. So just, thank you to everyone who is still here through me being a giant, unstable flake for months on end and thank you for all of your wonderful asks, compliments and threads. I...really should talk to some of you more. I need to make some changes for the better as far as being here goes. It's been a long time coming tbh. I think I just needed to be in the proper headspace to help that (and seasonal depression did NOT help me at all). I needed to DO things and not just bring a bunch of lip service to the dash. I genuinely want to be more active here. I have so much to do and say, so much life and characterization to bring to my muses and I want to share those things with all of you! And fling my copious amounts of...uh...nothing but Choco Werehound Brute fanart to you. I want to have fun, deep and engaging threads and storylines with people. It's what I live for as a writer and aspiring novelist. Hell, I have two new muses and barely use them. And, as the saying goes - nothing to it, but to do it. I just gotta reflect that in my work.

[cryptidskullartist]

May I tell you guys something? I always hear the gamer/nerd boys screaming "I want a nerdy gf", but think about this. You're looking for the perfect gamer/nerd girl with big tits and a perfect face, but this picture shows how nerdy girls look in general. Not everyone, that's for sure, but I just wanted to point out that we're no beauty queens. Most of the nerd girls I met were basically the same boring and unnoticable style as me. So when you're looking for the perfect nerd girl, look at the quiet ones, the ones that don't look as if they want Heidi Klum to notice them, the ones with way too big nerd shirts, maybe with glasses instead of contact lenses. We don't stand out on the outside, but we can rule your world with out great and unnoticed personalities! And to all those girls out there who seek for a person to be by their sides: Don't give up. Keep your head up and show the world how wonderful you are. One day someone will see it and they will be totally captivated by you and your smile, eyes, laugh or just your way of saying "hi". Doesn't matter, because they will appreciate you and love you the way you are!

[addict-by-design]

OKAY. So I know what I need to talk to my therapist about when I see him next (8/22) ((especially because soon  I won’t be able to see him as often again because of school/work))

I have this terrible problem with commitment. But how is that possible when you were in a relationship for over 5 years? Well it’s more with jobs and things but even in the relationship I know I constantly wondered “what if” all the time. 

I think it’s mainly because once I’m pushed out of my comfort zone I panic. That panic makes me overthink which generally makes me quit. I need to stop that.

Sooo yeah someone remind me of this. I keep going and not talking about things that are important. I need to stand up for myself to better myself. Yep. 

I hope this makes sense. I’m slightly high on pain killers at the moment.