I think I’m done being a part of the social media world unless I’m providing something productive.
I did enough of using it to help find myself through other people but even just that sentence itself feels unproductive.
Although I appreciate the relationships I’ve made, many were built on my online avatar and not 100% the real me.
I’d much rather continue the search through my adventures of the physical realm.
In which case I feel it IS productive to share them with my loved ones and even the world. Mostly the talent and gifts I’ve been given.
I’m tired of living for my desires.
And honestly, as much as I’ve loved this place… Tumblr specifically… I feel it’s a realm/generator of desires. Not that it’s a terrible thing. It’s somewhat of a vision board.
It’s just easy to get lost in. Plus I wish to embrace my shadow bravely and not subconsciously which I feel like tumblr/the internet accesses.
So maybe that’s what it is. I wish to be more aware with how I use Social Media and I think others do too.
If you’re a mutual of mine, in which there aren’t many.. but especially the ones I’ve actually spoken to and those of whom I don’t speak to much anymore, even those of whom stumble upon this post and read any bit of it... I appreciate you. You’re important. And you have every right to take charge of your life in the way of which you feel is true to you. Your heart, spirit, body mind and soul.
We can do whatever we want when we strengthen our will to do them. In the history of humanity there’s been far too many impossible things made possible.
We’re just far too distracted to even pay attention to them when the system of the world(including the online one) is so busy tearing us apart from the inside out while most of us have no clue of it.
Though many of us do… the Exodus of thoughtless internet usage is comin.
