#beenhurt

[gothgirlpunk]

#brokeninside #mentalabuse #depresstion #beenhurt #beautiful #sweetheart #pretty #amazing #adorable #kindness #love #friendly #loveable #loyal #fun https://www.instagram.com/p/CJeSKY2AWhV/?igshid=1eh7atp9o390o

[beigedevotee]

who am i after

who am i after you have hurt me?

i loved you so much that i am willing to do everything for you.

i am willing to do everything to please you.

because i don't want to hear anything about myself which is actually not me.

why?

you gave me so much to remember.

you gave me so much pain to remember.

and over the millions of pain in my chest, you are my favorite.

yet after all, i always stick with you. i'd always choose you. i will. over others. just you. again and again.

self, if you ever heard me crying in the middle of the night because of my low self-esteem, please be patient. because i promise you, after those storms i'll stand up for you.

i'll always stand up for you.

even if you are my meanest friend, i'll always protect your fragile heart from shattering.

self, do not forget: you are worthy than a sulfuric acid bottle.

you are stronger than a mefenamic pill.

you are beautiful.

"am i?"

yes, you are.

[whiimsicals-blog]

serena never thought she would see him again, in fact she thought he was pretty much dead considering the last time they saw each other. she was at a loss for words, after two whole years of built up anger NOTHING was coming out. he didn’t look like he changed a bit which angered her more since stress was written all over her body. reena wasn’t pulled out of her trans until her toddler in the stroller started crying in the middle of the line at starbucks. she needed the coffee desperately but had to get the baby out of there, she turned the carriage around and ran towards the exit,  “shh mace.” she soothed as she squatted down on the sidewalk fishing for her pacifier in her purse. “it’s okay..” she said keeping her free hand on the small stomach. “where the hell is it.” she murmured to herself as she kept her face buried into the bag.

[bellefolies]

 ── ( ♡ ) : starter for @beenhurt based off of x !

                buxom  frame  encased  in  form-fitting  dress,  delineating  every  curve  that  her  figure  had  to  offer   ;   sanguine  petals,  aphotic  optics  to  match.  she  was  out  to  KILL,  clear  in  the  manner  that  hips  swayed  with  every  heeled  step.  a  gilded  crown  of  crepuscular  locks  to  rest  against  her  head,  curls  falling  ever  so  delicately  down  bare  shoulders  to  a  stream  against  the  terrain  of  winding  spine     ---     a  sight  for  sore  eyes  and  prided  herself  in  such  fact.  lucent  crystals,  glimmering  specks  of  cerulean  and  ashen  silver  to  match  that  of  the  galaxy  above  their  heads.  a  distance  away  but  breathtaking  nevertheless.  she’ll search  through  the  crowded  club,  knows  well  aware  of  the  fact  that  the  other  frequented  this  particular  location   (    intentions  were  anything  but  PURE   ).   spots  them  at  the  bar,  splayed  fingers  drifting  the  expanse  of  her  figure  before  quick  strut  brings  her  to  them.  takes  a  seat  leisurely,  manicured  tips  dragging  against  glass  surface  of  the  bar  area.  optics  of  mischief  peer  at  her  p r e y  knowingly,  scarlet  brims  pulling  into  a  devilish  smirk.       ‘       this  is  the  part  where  you  offer  to  buy  the  pretty  girl  a  drink   ..   go  ahead.     ’

[dismalisms]

❥ :°░｡  @beenhurt​ based off of this.

          stands in the middle of the hallway, just before the door to the other’s apartment, phone sitting between cold fingers. this was the third time this week that the girl had come to this part of the building, claiming to be out as a part of the whole pokemon go trend. it wasn’t that she wasn’t into the game ; had been more excited than most when it was released. but, in these instances, she was out simply to see the person who lived within the apartment she was lingering near. had seen them several times around the mail boxes and such since she moved in, and found the game as the perfect excuse to hang around in the area and get a chance to make conversation. ❛   oh, hey.  ❜  lifts her head at the sound of the door, handing giving a small wave, attempting to look as casual as possible. cheeks turn a gentle pink, nervous smile forming on pale features. ❛   just doing the usual, y’know. caught an electrabuzz this time.  ❜  holds out phone for the other to see, showing the one that she had caught the day before at the library.

[heirandair]

Lol. I'm way to busy feeling myself.