Feb 1, 2023
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decenter men 2026
also happy new year! wish i had started on planning for next year earlier, but i was kind of in a state of catharsis… or maybe just depression IDRK. only yesterday i started working on my plan for next year. tmw i’m gonna be up early for a doctors appointment so ill have time to continue working tmw :) also redeleted instagram!!
life has been crazy these past few weeks so i’m gonna quickly type out what’s been happening these past few weeks:
-got a bit depressed since coming home
-friends have basically ghosted me
-started sugar dating, hasn’t been super successful but some guy bought me a water bottle
-bought the artist of life pdf, getting back into the habit of journaling
-i have super high hopes for next year!
-started using niancinamide
-final grades: 4 As, 1 B. higher than what i thought they’d be!
lowkey feel icky i need to wash my hair… it’s too late to do it now unfortunately so ill just go to my short shift tmw and just try to not think abt it lol. i’ll just wash my hair in the afternoon and get ready to go home.
it’s been a month since i started this diet, realized im down 8 lbs! in my past attempts at weight loss, ive always done rapid and unhealthy restriction, which caused me to lose a lot of weight quickly at first but then id plateau, so seeing this change is a bit weird but im proud of myself! i thought i wasnt doing very well because i was used to such extreme results, but in hindsight i was right on target!! im grateful that i’m in this new environment that allows me to learn how to eat healthily, and im grateful to be able to get help from professionals, and im also grateful to be mentally well enough to follow it!
im litrally sooo hungry at work and all the food they have in the throw away bin is candy… praying that the rest of my shift goes by quickly
today… i did nothing, lol. i played video games and played on my phone pretty much the whole day. only productive thing i did was yoga. i’m a little disappointed but not really upset. i don’t really feel like doing anything now lmao