#beetle-squished

[beetles-and-yarn]

A loving reminder that if you are so disabled that you cannot work, and especially if you are getting some kind of government assistance because you cannot work, and especially if you feel guilty because other disabled people have to work: You are not lazy. You DO deserve to indulge in things that bring you joy.

You are a government employee and your Full Time Job is to keep yourself at a minimum baseline of Alive and Not Miserable.

Your job is to watch videos that entertain and engage you.

Your job is to play video games so you can keep some kind of joy in your life.

Your job is to rest as much as you physically can to conserve energy.

Your job is to cook for yourself and take joy in it if you find it joyful, even if that's the only thing you can manage in a day.

Your job is to make yourself as comfortable and stress-free as you can, even if that means bed-rotting.

It is what you get paid to do. Because being disabled IS a full time job. And it's hard work.

Be kind to yourself.

[beetles-and-yarn]

Ahoy! You can call me Beetle! I'm a 24yo Canadian. He/They (either or both is fine). I'm generally a quiet person and mostly a lurker, but I'm trying to be more social! My blog contains NSFW content! I am staunchly proship and profic! Do not come into my enclosure and try to rearrange my shit! I will unironically respect your DNI if you have one visible. If you do not want me there, I do not want to be there. I block freely of my own discretion. More Below!

I'm queer and disabled, you may see content about those things from time to time. I'm utterly obsessed with My Hero Academia, and Hitoshi Shinsou specifically. I've been roleplaying with him as my main for the last 8-9years. Assume all writings I post are Omegaverse unless stated otherwise! Of personal preference, assume all characters I talk about are 18+, and any mentions of school are college/university unless stated otherwise! Please talk to me about Hitoshi, ShinZawa, and BakuShin! Other ships are welcome, I'm very susceptible to ship propaganda! Please. PLEASE talk to me about kinks like Omegaverse, Non/Dub-Con, X-Ray, Selfcest, Cucking, Corruption, and Kidnapping!! I am pleading!!! I am a bit squeamish, please bear with me! I do love seeing what kind of kinks others are getting up to, though, even if it's not my cup of tea! My AO3 is CuberrySmoothie, but I don't post very often. You can find my custom Omegaverse here. Tags! [#Beetle's-Den] will take you to my content. [#Beetle's-Drabbles] will take you to any of my writing or daydreaming stuff. [#Beetle-Squished] will take you to any vent posts or disability content. [#Beetle's-Stitches] will take you to my art content, drawings or crafts. [#Beetle's-Rebugs] will take you to reblogged content that was not originally mine.

[#Beetle-Bugs-You] will take you to content where I sent someone an ask. If I make any Sims4/Paralives builds as references for my fics, I will tag them as "#AO3-[Fic Name]" Ex; "#AO3-Low Days" You will also find [#shinzawa] tagged often on my blog. Tags may be inconsistent. Anything else on my blog is free-range and tagged without a system, Good luck.

[beetles-and-yarn]

Is it a law that every Assassin's Creed game needs a section that plays like absolute ass???

I'm playing Liberation and trying to navigate around the Bayou is like pulling teeth. Can't walk through bushes, climbing the trees is driving me nuts, I accidentally parallel parked a canoe into a corner and couldn't get it free.

I swear there was a similar "why do you control like this???" Section in 3.

Sometimes the games will feel SO good. Jumping, following a path, running seamlessly. Sometimes I want to bang my head against the wall. I loved 3 to pieces and I want to love Liberation too but good lord the controls are rough