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My progress in MH:W so far. Playing on PS4

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Taking my own Advice

Doing what I tell all the teenagers that don't like their janitorial jobs in the building I work. Taking on a new challenge and leaving behind the job I don't care for.

Put in my two weeks notice (burning the boats). Committing to the new path (my warpath). Fighting every step of the way (holding the line).

Goodbye old life, I knew you too well.

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I Have Only One Enemy

And he is myself from yesterday. He knows all my weakness, even the ones I am not aware of. He does not fight in the open, nor does he announce his attacks.

His favorite method is using ambushes and striking my exposed flanks. His greatest weapons are comfort and doubts. His allies are many, each one is a personal demon or fear that always seeks to consume me. His greatest strength is patience, all he has to do is wait for me to make a mistake.

I am small, I am weak, and I am alone. The only thing I can do is choose to struggle against him, or to allow him to win.

I choose to struggle. I choose to endure the hardships despite the temptations of comfort. I choose to keep moving forward despite how narrow the path is. I choose to become stronger despite how weak I am. I choose to live despite how easy it would be lay down and die.

I refuse to abandon myself.

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I am a 23 year old young man that become so repressive and conservative of his own emotions that it takes large quantities of alcohol to losen the quark I keep over the well of my emotions. In my current state of heavy inebriation I have confided with some of closest friends about how much I care about their lives in direct correlation to mine my own lifw. That these people are part of my deepest inner circle of confidants I have at this time. Despite how I believe that they deserve my honest sober opinions and emotional imputes. These are the people in my life that I do believe that deserve better from me, and I want to give them the best that I am, no matter what. We have talked about how we have impacted each others lives and it have touched me deeply, and it drives me to be more than I already Ame for them. I have very many insecurities with my physical abilities and appearance, and to hear that I am steal looked at as a pillar of self improvement and gentleman like manner is a very touching thing to me. I do believe that I have that best and closest friends a person can ask for. I have never been so thankful before in my life.

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New Year Resolution

More tea Less bullshit

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Getting ready to deactivate my Facebook account because it's become a very toxic environment to me. I did not originally sign up to be bombarded with politics, news, clashing opinions with other people, the same meme 1000 times, having to supress my honest opinions out of fear of being ostracized by my local community. I originally signed up to be connected with friends and like minded people, or those who would be willing to listen to my opinions and not lable me for them. I can't stay on and not be myself, it feels terrible doing that. I feel like I just need to shut it down and get away from it.

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Survived another year on this planet. Congrats to me.

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Lesson of the Day

Don't boil avacados to soften them up to mash them more easily. My guac had no flavor this morning.