i hate my job so much someone please stab me in the sternum so that i may not return 😭🙏🙏
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i hate my job so much someone please stab me in the sternum so that i may not return 😭🙏🙏
i know it sounds dramatic to say my chem saved my life when i've been into them for less than a year, but they've been with me through finally finishing school, breaking off an engagement, getting sober...i think they're still saving my life right now
When I was a very young child I wanted to be a rockstar. Then I wanted to be a zoologist. Then I wanted to be a biomedical scientist of some sort who helped people with prosthetic organs and stuff. Now I just… linger in the underbelly of my unconsciousness, doing math all day in my waking world.
Almost died twice on an escalator today.
(Jumped off the first one and almost fell because I suck ass at everything apparently, the second one just made noises that spooked me)
hate my laptop. I’m tired of looking at it. hate this stupid keyboard. my hands are tired of typing on it. want to leave it somewhere and never find (ofc probably would go crazy if such thing ever happened)
why do I act like this isnt the ideal state of things