What is your favorite thing about being a mother? I was amazed to see the vid of J, btw he is freaking adorable, you must be so proud. If you could change anything about your life what would it be and why? If you ever had the chance, would you actually have sex with Jensen or Jared? (Sry that was weird but I had too) Do you ever feel discouraged about your writing? If so, why? (cause your writing is fucking everything) Do you work on weekends? What is your job?
I think one of my favorite things about being a mother is just a daily dose of pride and awe. and I get to do kid things again and no one looks at me funny. Like... I can buy yoohoo and juicy juicy again because they’re yummy. and right now I’m sitting on the couch watching Sam & Cat, and... J has disappeared, but this show’s funny so I’m still watching. lol. “Oh, you can’t do that, you’re an adult!” “Oh yeah??... I have kids... boom. suck it.”
He is so so cute, thank you. We’re not really sure where he came from, but we’re not giving him back. lol
If I could change one thing, honestly - I’d give us a little more money. I don’t need to be a millionaire or anything, just need to pay the bills and have some left over to save up. Retirement is gonna be... never at this point and my boys best be getting scholarships to college. lol.
If I had the chance, would I actually have sex with Jensen or Jared? ... Yes. Not even joking. I’ve thought a lot about this. lol. I legitimately had a “Hall Pass” for NJCon, and I made it very very clear to my darling husband that if either of those men asked, I was going to go. I love my husband, I do. But... there are a few people in this world that would make me stray, and J2 are both of them. lol. So, yeah.
Do I ever feel discouraged by my writing? YES. I know y’all see me crank out fics constantly and think it’s so easy, but honestly, behind the scenes I’m terrible. my poor friends. I get into these slumps where I have 30 wips started and no flow at all. That just leads me down this hole of self doubt and disgust until I can crank something out, get a little feedback, and suddenly my mojo returns. And yeah, sometimes I NEED THE FEEDBACK. We all do. Don’t act like you don’t. It is important. I’m not gonna stop writing if no one reads my stuff, but that little recognition IS important. Especially when you’re doubting yourself.
I work full time, M-F 8am-4:30pm and I’m basically on call all night during heating season. Because... I manage a plumbing office! Hahaha. Yeah, that’s my job. I don’t work on the weekends, which is why I also don’t really post fics on the weekends. I take off from work and fun and just try to recharge. I honestly do most of my writing at work. It’s quiet and no one bothers me for the most part.