#beloved-blue

[lostinmcyt]

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MICHAEL !!!!!! </3

LMFAO YEAH!!!!!!

i added michael trying to console ranboo bc..... im evil. idk actually it's really bc i like drawing michael and i think he would try to console ranboo but also haha *punches myself and every beeduo enjoyer in the gut*

...yk?

[resonating-kitty]

/tw torture mention, murder, c!tommy negativity

yeah it's the "i don't think he deserves death" line followed by a distressing "torturing... now that's-" line.

him saying c!dream doesn't deserve death is bullshit too, he was ready to end his life in cold blood back at the finale lmao

I have went back and rewatched that part of the clip again.

I'm not a c!Tommy sympathizer and I like c!Dream and I agree that wishing torture on c!Dream isn't good.

But, in this situation and this timeline in the story, as a neutral party, I can understand c!Tommy's words here.

c!Tommy has been saying he wants Dream dead from the moment the disc war began. I think those were just hollow words with no real intent behind them. He wanted to beat Dream, he wanted to win, he wanted to get his discs back but he never had any intentions of actually killing Dream up until he got trapped and killed within the prison.

So "I don't think he deserves death" is understandable at the time because Tommy had previously been visiting Dream (unseen visits) and who knows what they discussed.

Now this completely changed after his death in Pandora, which I also understand completely. Dream didn't have to beat him to death but he did. Tommy called Dream's bluff. Tommy didn't believe Dream about the revival book and it's powers. So Dream had to prove it. Which makes me think back to Exile. I don't think Dream had any intentions of actually killing Tommy in Exile, heck he even prevented Tommy from jumping in the lava. But if Dream had killed Tommy in Exile, he would've just revived him. (which makes me wonder if the revival spell can only work on people who have died by other's hands and not environmental/natural causes)

Now the "torturing... now that's" with the look, to me that is also understandable. Anyone who watched Exile.... should agree... Dream did torture that boy. There was some psychological warfare going on there. Tommy suffered. I think that Tommy would deserve to want and be allowed to wish Dream would know just a small bit of what he went through in exile.

[And I know there are hundreds of arguments here to say that Tommy doesn't but I am strictly and only talking about from Exile to Tommy getting locked in Pandora. That's the only scenes I am referencing here]

Do I think Tommy meant it like "oh I want Dream tortured"? No. I think Tommy meant it in a "I want Dream to know how I felt when it was happening to me."

And that's why I think Tommy kept visiting Dream as well, all those times. I think Tommy kept visiting Dream to see if Dream was feeling just a inking of what he felt in Exile. Because Dream's freedom got stripped away just like Tommy's did.

Both these characters have had their freedom stripped from them and forced into locations where they can't escape. Tommy's was psychological and Dream's is physical.

Both their characters are a lot more similar than people think.

Sorry I got a bit carried away with my rambling but the tl:dr part is. I don't think Tommy really meant what he said in a malicious way, I just think he wanted Dream to know how he felt during exile so Dream could see how wrong it is.

[resonating-kitty]

what does the baseball post mean

Okay okay so each of the teams in Major League Baseball have specific hand signals that they use to silently communicate throughout the game.

The most common is the hand signs the catcher gives to the pitcher to determine what pitch the pitcher is going to throw to the catcher. (Ie fastball, curveball, slider, knuckle ball, etc) These hand signs change per game.

Managers also have signs they give to their players on the field to signify a shift in defense.

Long story short, these hand signals are the finest of gold. It's the plan the team has to win the game. If the opposing team has this knowledge, they literally can win the game because they will know all of the pitches that are going to come.

What was on that piece of paper was the literal pitching plan for the game.

Now this is a controversial topic because it is technically considered cheating to steal another team's sign. (There was a world series a couple season back where a team literally learned their opponents secret hand signs and gave cues before each pitch to alert their batter to what was coming. They got in very big trouble and people in that organization got fired and fined for stealing signs)

But in this situation, the catcher's "cheat" sheet for the plan fell out quite literally into the Ray's player's lap and he realized what it was and yoinked it. That's technically not really cheating as it was basically handed to him. The Blue Jays are understandably mad about it but there isn't any retaliation other than that catcher will have to learn to hide the "cheat" sheet better.

[lostinmcyt]

also what do you think about dnf slash gen q i literally can't stop thinking about them lately

they make me sad get George to the US RIGHT FUCKING MEOW LET THEM ALL BE HAPPY!!!!!!!

also i think it was very cute how they destroyed capitalism one pixel at a time

[lostinmcyt]

hi Lost! i'm just passing by to leave this here: ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

hi Blue o/ have these in return: 💚💚💚💚💚💚

[lostinmcyt]

hi lost! ily too <3

what's something that you're excited about? :D

several things! I'm meeting a friend I haven't seen in years this Saturday cause she's coming to Poland for a weekend, we're grabbing breakfast and catching up, it'll be very nice.

oh and my suit will be ready next week and I'm batshit excited for that I've wanted a suit for YEARS. gender happy vibes thru the roof.

and then I'm taking my sister and my gf to a spa hotel for a weekend as a wedding gift for the sis, cause she's getting married at the end of the month. also excited for that! and the wedding too will be cool I GUESS 🙄

[lostinmcyt]

thoughts on seagulls?

beloved. remind me of the sea. I love sea. love seaguls