#belphegorkin

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i miss my tailllll

most people couldnt really see it in source but it was always there

and now its not and im!! not happy :(

i didnt really use it for anything but i miss not having itttt

-belphegor (supernatural, fictive, #👁️☀️)

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canon divs: i did not fucking look like that....

i had a softer face and my chin was absolutely not that pointy what the hell also get me out of formal wear get me ouuuuutttt i did not wear that shit outside of school!!!! i would never wear a suit n tie of my own volition are you kidding me do you know nothing about who i am

and my eyes were blue or black i think not this dumb pinkish situation why am i stealing asmo's color... that is literally rude... design team explain yourselves immediately

i did have the emo bangs though. they nailed that part.

- belphegor (obey me) #💫💤

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Yes, I'm Belphegor (Obey Me). Yes, I know Sheriff Starlo and Sonic the Hedgehog personally. So what?

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My sadness over people who "don't really exist" feels... irrational. Objectively, it's absolutely nothing. But subjectively, it's everything. Entire relationships that were ripped away.

I miss my brothers.

-Belphegor (Obey Me)

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it's weird that mammon was in this system before i was and that we never got to meet. he went dormant way before i showed up. i don't really feel many connections towards my source, but i guess it is kind of weird knowing that i could've had a brother. but i don't. im kind of antisocial, so having someone who knows how i am and understands that really would mean a lot. its not that i miss my source, but more like i miss having a family that cares. hope everyone is doing well out there i guess

-belphegor

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Do I miss Beel? Yes. Do I find it mildly terrifying that our relationship might inevitably fall into dust in this life, even if we do meet, despite all this unconditional affection i want to drown him in? Also yes. So, am I going to try to find my brother? Fuck no. And if I'm not going to actively go around to try to find half my fucking soul unless the improbable circumstance of stumbling headfirst unto yet another functional-codependent sibling oath with someone who coincidentally kins him, then I'm not even going to think about the rest of those other six fools.

i lowkey hate the fact human brains are wired to empathize, and then feel guilt if you're not being honest. it hurts to wish for things, so much sometimes i miss just being bitter. ugh. feelings suck. -- Belphegor, obey me.

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if i had a nickel for everytime i had kinsidered a character that was the sin of sloth than i would have two nickels, which isnt alot but its weird it happened twice

- ur local belphegor (obey me; video game) n king (seven deadly sins; anime) kin [xb💙]

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My series is ending, and I’m scared to finish watching it. I dunno what’s gonna happen to me, but I have a feeling it might not be the best. Good luck to any of my friends out there. - Belphegor (Supernatural)