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my life is a mess but i don't care bc at least i can do a killer cat eye flick

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I AM MOVING TO PERTH!! LIKE IN TWO HOURS!!! I BOOKED MY FLIGHT 40 MINUTES AGO!!! AND PACKED UP MY ENTIRE ROOM!!! THIS IS MY 3RD MOVE IN MY THIRD STATE THIS YEAR!!! I actually think ive gone crazy

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do all qs or 1-50

aw omg yay thank you! I love answering questions haha :3

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? um I think Jens?? When we went to the Les Mis premiere in Melbourne :D2. Are you outgoing or shy? pretty outgoing haha but I’m not loud3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? Well if things work out I’m seeing my best friend (jens) either tomorrow or monday!!!4. Are you easy to get along with? I’d say so yeah haha I dont like causing trouble or bad feelings on other people :p5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? Um I dont really “like” anyone atm…but there’s a cute guy in my acting class so I’ll pick him and I’d say he would yeah haha hopefully6. What kind of people are you attracted to? smart, funny and people with good morals :)7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? nah son, but in the name of the biebs ‘never say never’8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? uh a guy just came and looked at the apartment so I’m thinking of him and mentally willing him to put an offer down so I can move asap :p9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? kinda idk? not really when another person is speaking about themselves but yeah when it comes to me haaah. I’m quite a private person with personal things like that idk?10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? I’d say either Martelle or Jens, both were on the same day so it counts haha11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? "All is good :) how are you? Love you too! xxo" 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? um idk about songs but I’ve been listening to Lana Del Rey and Sia lately, also the Michael Buble Christmas album lmao…I guess specifically a song like ‘No Good Deed’ and ‘Im not that girl’ from Wicked?? Ohhh and “The Impossible Dream” the Elvis version bc he is the king13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? yEas oh my god who doesnt tbh?14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? idk…I’m still quite divided on this?? Like luck or miracles?? Or are they just a result from a small chain of events?? ie.a man takes out $20 from the bank, gets distracted by coffee, money falls out of pocket, bc the road you usually take is blocked you go down the road the man just walked, you find $20. Like is that luck? Or is that just natural chain reactions from life?15. What good thing happened this summer? Yooo summer 2k13 (last summer we had in aus) was so wonderful. It was all good. Friends and beaches and shows and mini camping holidays and Christmas. I cant pick one event bc it was all perfect.16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? ja ja ja17. Do you think there is life on other planets? yessss, probs not exact humans like you n me, but definitely life 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? nope, he turned into a dropout jerk and a drug addict 19. Do you like bubble baths? yessss yess pls buy me everything from lush20. Do you like your neighbors? well my neighbours are technically my roomates and theyre like 27 and quiet and nice so yesss ahah?21. What are you bad habits? I leave dishes and mugs everywhere woops22. Where would you like to travel? baacck to europe!! Specifically Denmark and Austria23. Do you have trust issues? no, not unless that person gives me a reason to distrust, then it will take a little while for me to fully 100% trust them again24. Favorite part of your daily routine? umm idk I like putting on my make up hahaha or eating dinner if I have food? 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? ugh like my stomach and the tops of my arms26. What do you do when you wake up? I force myself to check my phone or I’ll fall back asleep lol27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? I like it just the way it is28. Who are you most comfortable around? My best frraaannzzzz 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? LOL no ex’s to tell me that soz30. Do you ever want to get married? maybe yeah, I mean its not my goal in life, marriage would be an added bonus for a permanent relationship I guess hahaha31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? si32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? fuckkk probs like Hugh Grant or Ben Cumberbatch or Tom Hiddles or Jake Gyllenhal or Zefron or Dave Franco okay I’ll stop hahaha33. Spell your name with your chin. ccxarollinde34. Do you play sports? What sports? not really play, I run but that’s it lmao35. Would you rather live without TV or music? TV easy36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yesss like everytime hahaha37. What do you say during awkward silences? umm haah idek I’d probs make some kind of stupid joke or ask a random question and look like the fool38. Describe your dream girl/guy? smart, witty, funny, good morals, appreciates mexican food39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? I like all the lame shops ahaha like cotton on and them and I’ve recently started getting into the Tree of Life and some cool op shops within the city are rad :D40. What do you want to do after high school? IT IS AFTER HIGH SCHOOOOOOLLL AGHHH well idk study at waapa and make a career out of performing or being in the arts yeah41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? well I guess it depends on the circumstances, like what did they do in order to neeeed a second chance? It also depends on how much you are wiling to forgive and how important they are to you.42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Usually it means that someone has said something to me that can cause conflict, I hAte conflict, so I shut down and can’t say anything and just kind of………(unless I’m in a rare fiery mood and I spring back but that only happens if I’m like drunk lol)43. Do you smile at strangers? yess44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? outer space, it feels more free than having miles or water above you ahfjsdk45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? I havent had anything recently in my life that makes me go “YAY WAKEUP FOR A NEW DAY” so i guess just….being hungry? I need food? Might go into the lovely city?46. What are you paranoid about? Losing everyone I love47. Have you ever been high? yea son48. Have you ever been drunk? yea son49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? I put my breakfast bowl and mug in my cupboard bc the people coming to see the house came unexpectedly early and I had no time to clean it lol50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Pink51. Ever wished you were someone else? like a successful and thinner version of myself ahahahah52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? I can have terrible anxiety over some things and lots of emotional blocks, I wish I could get rid of them53. Favourite makeup brand? although I only have a few of their things I love Benefit, orrr Too Faced54. Favourite store? Like ever?? um jfc i dont know this is hard hahah idk!!! Can I just say like any markets are my favourite stores yes 55. Favourite blog? M Y BLOG jksss haha idek56. Favourite colour? red atm57. Favourite food? okAY DOLMADES DOLMADES DOLMADES OH MYGOD IM GETTING EXCITE BC THEY ARE DAMN GOod and I am hungry58. Last thing you ate? I had a protein bar for lunch yesterday and now I have no food :(59. First thing you ate this morning? NOTHING im so hungry wtf!!60. Ever won a competition? For what? yess haha like a colouring competition when I was little, and I’ve some german speaking competitions and some drama eistedfods yay61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? no I’m a good student haha62. Been arrested? For what? noope63. Ever been in love? noope64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? lame lame not rly a first kiss legit but it’s kinda cute. We were doing a play (Lysistrata) and my best friend (Jens) and I were playing this couple and ya know it was all going sweet and well and no sign of kissing in rehearsals etc and then on opening night (!!) he and the director were like ‘haha i have an idea, kiss her in the bows!’ and lemme tell u man was I scared hhaa I’d never kissed anyone before!! let alone in front of hundreds of people!!! and it was being filmed!!! like wtf. So it came to the bows and I was the last to bow, and we walk on from opposite ends of the stage, meet in the middle, and then he dips me and kisses me. Zaw. Like it meant nothing romantically but it is on video and on a stage doing what i love and with my best friend….so stil pre cute :D65. Are you hungry right now? fuck I’m starving, but I dont wnat to buy food until I find out if Im flying to perth tomorrow!66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? no, I dont really have “tumblr friendships” idk67. Facebook or Twitter? facey68. Twitter or Tumblr? tumblr69. Are you watching tv right now? nooo, but in a bit I’m going to bulk watch real housewives of melbourne lol70. Names of your bestfriends? Jens, Martelle, India, Rory and Baxter71. Craving something? What? I’m craving fckn dolmades and pasta ahh or chinese food!72. What colour are your towels? greeeen72. How many pillows do you sleep with? one :( it used to be like 5 but I had to cut down when i moved 373. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? nein74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? I have 0, however at my mum’s home (where I store the rest of my stuff) maybs like….3?75. Favourite animal? dolphins, otters, cats!!76. What colour is your underwear? whiteeeee77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla78. Favourite ice cream flavour? walnut with maple <379. What colour shirt are you wearing? I’m wearing a christmas jumper from hnm lol so pink and red and blue80. What colour pants? blue denim (i look like a soccer mom wtf)81. Favourite tv show? geeee man idk I’ve really been loving Pushing Daisies…and Sherlock is always good….but imma say House?82. Favourite movie? ffUCK dead poets society, v for vendetta, the kings speech (i always remember it after I finish these questions lmao)83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? is that even a question. ORIGINAAALLL forever and always84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? I havent seen 21 jumpstreet but i liked 22? But im gonna say mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? uh idk I forgot their but Lindsay’s nice guy bff with the pink shirt86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? dory!87. First person you talked to today? Jenso88. Last person you talked to today? The girl who might be renting out my room89. Name a person you hate? sighs I hate the whole hate thing it’s a waste of energy…so imma just say people who hurt animals 90. Name a person you love? MARTELLEEEE <3 (you should look up her youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/pavementandstars) beautiful gal91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? myself sometimes bc I make silly decisions and dont think them through and dont buy food for future caroline92. In a fight with someone? no, my mama is a bit tense with me atm but I think she’s over it lol93. How many sweatpants do you have? I used to have like 4 pairs but theyre too big to travel with now so I only have one pair sighs94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? maybs like…….6-7 sweaters and one hoodie?95. Last movie you watched? DALLAS BUYERS CLUB!! SO.GOOD. 1111/10 would recommend!!96. Favourite actress? ily Judi Dench and sutton foster97. Favourite actor? robin williams and phillip seymour hoffman98. Do you tan a lot? no sir99. Have any pets? my family has a pet (a dog!) but I dont live them with sighs I miss having a pet100. How are you feeling? very very nervous and scared, I’m basically last minute moving to Perth within the next few days (tomorrow!?!?!) but I dont know yet until the girl decides if she wants the room or not. If she does Im good to go, if she doesnt, Im fucked (positive reinforcement SHE WILL TAKE THE ROOM)101. Do you type fast? yess hhaha102. Do you regret anything from your past? I regret now not spending as much with my dad as I could until he passed away.103. Can you spell well? yeah man i love spelling104. Do you miss anyone from your past? my dad105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yes! Kinda idk if you count when we burnt our school books at the end of high school a bonfire :p106. Ever broken someone’s heart? no sir107. Have you ever been on a horse? yea haha108. What should you be doing? idk probs buying food and looking for a job in melbs in case my plan falls through109. Is something irritating you right now? THE UNKNOWN110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yes aw 111. Do you have trust issues? I’m like 999% sure I answered this question hahaha…OR DID I112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? not in front of I guess, I dont like doing that tbh. But I cried when I was on the phone to my mum the other day.113. What was your childhood nickname? Carrie! Still sticks haha114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? hell yeah115. Do you play the Wii? no, my family has one but they dont use it wut116. Are you listening to music right now? yEs hahaha I’m listening to getting to know you from the king and i lmao and its just changed to company from company….just cant get enough of musical theatre117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yessss make me some pls118. Do you like Chinese food? not as much as thai, but I have had a craving for it recently119. Favourite book? a book I’ve read a lot (but dont have with me atm 3 DAMN MOVING) is the long walk by kerry greenwood, idk why but I love it so much. 120. Are you afraid of the dark? no121. Are you mean? I’d like to think not ahah!122. Is cheating ever okay? no no no123. Can you keep white shoes clean? nooo hahaha I own a pair of cream heels and they somehow have scuff marks on them!! idk where they came from ugh124. Do you believe in love at first sight? I think so idk….I know you can defs have an instant chemistry and connection with someone, and I think that later develops into lovveeee125. Do you believe in true love? yeah, I mean like i dont know if theres ONE specific person out there for you, but true love is true if its truthful and simple right? And that’s with a rare amount of people so hmm…126. Are you currently bored? no! I’m answering these questions so yay! 127. What makes you happy? theatre, friends, hot drinks, parks and recreation, kindness128. Would you change your name? no! I like it129. What your zodiac sign? Cancer130. Do you like subway? its alright haha, I used to hate it but have started liking it more recently131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? be like “really? I thought you were into boys” hahaha132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? jens anddd maaaarrrteellleeee133. Favourite lyrics right now? never be the saaameee by jessica mauboy lol134. Can you count to one million? I mean probs yea if I had the time and patience lol135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I hadnt told my mum I was planning on moving to melbs and the real estate was like “Whats your mums number for a reference?” and i panicked and told him she was in bali with no reception like lol wtf caroline136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? I live with roomates so closeddd137. How tall are you? not very, just over 164 cm i think?138. Curly or Straight hair? curly139. Brunette or Blonde? brunetteee140. Summer or Winter? winter hands down141. Night or Day? I like the look of day but I’m more active at night haha142. Favourite month? JULY BC ITS MY BIRTHDAY MONTH and good things always happen plus holidays143. Are you a vegetarian? yeeaasss144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? used to be dark but I’ve had a soft side for milk lately145. Tea or Coffee? both omg146. Was today a good day? neither good nor bad, I mean I didnt die or get upset so thats good but it was like wow what a great day either lol147. Mars or Snickers? idk the difference…….mars?148. What’s your favourite quote? "Overcome the notion that you must be regular. It robs you of the chance to be extraordinary" -Utah Hagen149. Do you believe in ghosts? see idk!!! bc the thought of there being any like supernatural activity scares the absolute shit out of me, but theres possible remnant energies left?? Just not with a conscience 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? "An exact pronunciation is not the purpose of this exercise so the phonetic breakdown below is quite general: lol from ‘Singing on Stage: An Actor’s Guide"

YAYAYA THIS WAS FUN THANK YOU PETAL <3 <3 lots of love to you ! xx

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aghhhh i need to talk to someone who doesnt have a subjective view on me aghhh pls someone message me or ill go crazy pls ill repay u in listening to ur woes too itll be like our own sleepover sunday

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ugh stuff is weird and discordant in friendship world atm and i dont like it...hope it all gets fixed and returns to the norm soon

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HELP

okay friends lets take a vote on my future...i can either

1) move to melbourne in 3 days, away from everyone i know doing a really cool cert course in music theatre, with only having 2 months of safety money, so basically having to get a job the minute i get down there or im f u c k ed but its melbourne and i love melbourne and its something new

or

2) stay in brisbane and live rent free with heaps of money, very comfortably and save money for next year when/if i move to perth so Ill have plenty of fallback money, not working but doing a uni course that I hate, i wont be happy for 6 months but i will be happy next year with the $$$$ i saved?

idk like ive told people im moving to melbourne and ive packed up my room and im just about to put the bond for the room in melbourne down but...can i actually realistically do this? financially? pls help? IM FREAKING OUT I NEED AN UNBIASED OPINION HALP HALP?

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sososososo i won a swag as comp to go down to melbourne on all expenses paid trip, 3 nights in a 5 star hotel, and tickets to the premiere of les miserables plus the vip party (the most important theatre industry ppl go to this) and we're going to see wicked too and we come back the day before my 18th and im going with my best friend and its going to be so wonderful and it jsut hit me THAT IM ACTUALLY GOING and im sitting here listening to les mis and wicked and crying bc i am so so excited and i cant believe it wtf

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Is it best to ask someone after an argument where mean things were said and ask if everything is g and tell them they hurt you or to just let it slide when they start talking normally to you again ...my friend is asking me for advice and I have honestly no idea which is the best option? She's so upset agh :(