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[gentlistnarcissist]

[gentlistnarcissist]

[benard]

Poems of God Man

Can humanity be saved? Apparently not.

Maria Voltorta wrote about Jesus through vision and voice of which came to her as visions. Many Christians would think that she was hallucinating, but that’s not the point. The point was that the books she wrote were nothing more than a possible account of man’s failure to heed God’s teachings.

If you look into other so called gospels, like the one from Barnabas. It basically talks about change….which didn’t happen. In Poems of God Man, Maria’s so called account of the day to day happenings in the life of Jesus were nothing more than idle chatter. There is useful nuggets, like give encouragement to those who need it and about inspiring others to the good way of life. Even the secrets of Mejudgore revealed by the blessed lady are nothing more than words of encouragement.

However if you look at what is happening today, and to those accounts by Maria of the olden days. Nothing has changed. Man hasn’t evolved spiritually at all.

Mohammed’s coming which was mentioned in the book of Barnabas sorely points to the fact that Jesus knew he would fail and another prophet will come in his place. Not only that, Mohammed’s action never liberated the Jews. His followers isolated the Hebrews in the holy land but now, both Moslems and Jews are working together to dominate the world…..as if….Moslems have themselves been transformed into card carrying Zionist. So the Moslem world is now one with the Hebrews. Weird isn’t it?

If you count the fact that Hitler failed to punish the Hebrews…then you can also count on one thing….Heaven has been a consistent failure to improve man’s position in the spiritual universe.

Me and Colin gave up a hell of a lot to get some things done for them. To know that you are working with the United Nations of failure was a task so daunting, I wanted to take the option to bail out….twice.

As a baby, I was so stricken with diarrhea that I would die. Then as a child, I contracted Malaria….to the point that I had to receive blood or else I would die….

I failed twice to get out of the mess I signed up for. But trust me, Heaven’s own departmental mess does not inspire anyone these days. They have a dearth of new talent, capable beings refuse to take up positions here of leadership because they know how fucked up the administration has been.

I have repeatedly summoned Sandalphone’s messenger to tell them about the mess they are having. They can only look at me annoyingly and say…’i know, just don’t repeat it’.

Gabriel can’t help too. Personally I think he was quite happy to hand the reigns to Rafael. Under his burning bush stewardship, Gabriel’s rule didn’t inspire confidence on Earth even though great plans were put in place.

Then we have Rafael. Before he took the hot seat. I liked him a lot. He’s the only arch angel who had a sense of humor. Then when he took up his position, he clearly could not do anything.

Ok, I am being harsh as it’s only been the last eight years that he has taken over this new post but then, you could also tell he couldn’t handle his job very well.

It takes time to change.

But I won’t be here to see it.

The new changes were to be phased in over a 3,000 year period according to Colin before his death. Gabriel told him that. Which says a lot about the confidence he had in Rafael. Normally it would only take 2 thousand years or less, as in the case of Jesus and the coming of the anti-christ. This is something which Gabriel took credit for. Even though both events failed to change humanity for the better. 

I don’t have much to say to the both of them as someone else is watching over me.

Arch angel Michael is watching over me now. As you know, this arch angel is the favorite when it comes to cemeteries and death is related to his area of expertise. Now he’s not much of a talker. Before you open your mouth he already knows what you are going to say. But I say it anyway to him for the sake of verbalizing my desire to leave this place. I feel that he knows my pain and disappointment. Releasing me would be the right thing to do but politically, it would be a defeat for Sandalphon.

But I also know that Michael the arch angel is also the angel of protection. For some reason, he’s protecting me from those folks in Heaven who want me returned to the fold. They would try to arrange for incidents to happen to take me out. For some reason, these failed…twice.

Frankly, I rather return as I am virtually living like a hermit, without even knowing if I have enough money for a roof over my head. I miss my friends who are in Heaven. Some think that it is pure wolly headedness that I remain here. I have nothing to lose by not being here….

Right now, my immediate family…my mother, brother and sister stand to gain a lot if I died. It would give them some freedom to do the things the could not do thanks to a locked up pension scheme and a insurance policy that will benefit them. My mother is old and she needs to experience life, something I wish I could give her if not for my miserable position.

This is why you need to analyze those forbidden books like the one written by Maria. 

The Poems of God Man to me is just another depressing account on how Heaven has failed to make this place better. After all these years, you find the same folks at the same tables double dealing hands to benefit their own.

I know it’s not my call to change them. I am not responsible for the mess since it’s been here for 5 thousand years. To me it is a painful reminder. I shun those who are spiritually developed and wish to talk to me. One reason for this is that I can’t do anything to help them. The other is that I have nothing to offer them except some kind words to send them on their way. Technically, it’s like a broken record from the time of Jesus. I can say wise things but the reality of it all is that thing won’t change until Heaven takes a firmer stand on what it’s objective is about. All the major religions have failed to impart this change.

The only arch angel who has won is Lucifer.

Lucy, as me and Colin would call him, is not a bad dude. He’s very capable. Mammon who has taken over the reigns in purgatory, well, that dude is psychotic. I don’t get into meetings with him because he doesn’t like meetings of any kind. I remember talking to two of them, Asmodeus and Beezlebub, They were administrators of Purgatory and were of high rank. I told my Godmother about meeting them as she wanted to know what they looked like. Boy…was she surprised. For me, these angels of hell are decent folks. Polite and generally very operational in focus. I don’t think I will be holding another meeting with them for the rest of my life here. My role is to ensure that the balance between good and evil are maintained….as a paper pusher. I have no power over them nor do I have power over what they do. I do however have the power to recommend changes upon my death. I pity the guy or gal who takes over my place next. It’s not going to be an easy job as I will have to file tomes of reports.

To me, Mammon has already won the battle. His area of expertise is Greed and material wealth. About 70 percent of the world’s wealth is in the hands of one percent of the population. Technically speaking, the politics in Heaven are dictating a balance of good and evil, there 50-50 split. So 1 percent owning 70 percent of the World’s wealth can also be interpreted as the angels in hell are underachieving their target since they only have 1 percent of the world’s population who subscribe to their greed. This is the technicality that has besieged the politics in Heaven.

Every man is capable of both good and evil deeds. So as long as they view this statistic as an under achievement, the angels in hell actually has a very good case to further their goals even further on Earth.

I don’t hold grudges against the angels in purgatory. They are good at what they do and that’s why they don’t need any further help. Humanity as a whole is doing fine without even having to summon them up for courage.

However some of their own minions who are sent to Earth to do bad deeds will have to go home. That would be my recommendation once I get back to give my debriefing.

For the spiritually uninitiated, read the holy books and get an idea about the time and place and how they behaved. Then contrast that to what you find today….objectively. You will then realize that there are more lies told in the news than truths.

Facts are a matter of interpretation. If you consider that the NSA spying scandal has led to the downfall of FIFA and put an end to its greed and corruption. Then you can say that it’s a good thing….at least in a spiritual sense. But will another more greedy party take the place of the fallen?

Only time will tell.

[benard]

the truth about Life after Death

The journey home is probably one of the best way to describe such an experience and there is no reason to be afraid unless you knew you did something wrong and are unable to face up to it. 

But let’s not dwell on this. Religion for the most part plays an important part of your journey home in the first 100 days of your death. Since religion is true only to you, your death path working immediately upon death will tell you what to expect or what to do. 

You see, Heaven or Hell gets ingrained in religion. Where you end up is often a product of that religious experience and for others who choose a different religion, they end up in different places. 

Heaven is a very big place. It has more ‘dimensions’ in it than there are countries on Earth. 

One of these dimensions is where you come from and upon your death on earth, you will make that journey unless of course you get caught up with religious path workings after the first 100 days. 

Why 100 days? Apparently that is what the soul needs to pass over completely to the other realm. That’s probably why some religions have these prayers offered to the dead after that period of mourning. 

Before the 100 days, the soul often gets to walk the earth. They get to run around so to speak, and observe the life the once had on Earth except that they are not part of it. Sometimes their presence in places where they use to dwell can be felt by others who are sensitive. 

This probably where the concept of Ghost often gets used to describe such souls pottering about thinking they are still a part of this world. Again this is not to say they won’t be around after the first 100 days either. It all depends on your spiritual evolution. Those who are more spiritually evolved will get a chance to spend time on Earth on their choosing. My late father remain in the family house many years after his death. He didn’t want to be detected as a ghost so he tried to hide but it was my Warlock friend who clarified what he was doing all the time. I detected him but he kept away from my other family members. 

Heaven is not a bad place, to the point these Ghost want to spend time on Earth but rather it is to satisfy their longing and curiosity about Earthly life of those they have left behind. 

Those who follow a more rigid religious path will not have such freedoms. The soul will be on the road to heaven regardless but which dimension you end up in is up to your religious beliefs. That’s why purgatory is one of such dimensions that one learns to stay clear off. To do this is simple. Never do anything in this life that you will regret later. That’s a surefire way of ending up in hell. 

[benard]

Why Benism?

Why not? That’s what my late best friend used to say. He wanted to start a new religion devoted to Coke (the cola) and said it will work after seeing what Scientology was capable of.

I remember it clearly, I shrugged and felt uncomfortable but he was all for it. He always felt that I was wise beyond my years (something my boss at that time said about me) and had a storehouse of wisdom which everyone wanted to tap on. He would often call me OB1, as in the character from Star Wars played by Alec Guinness. So the term stuck.

I must also apologize to Tumblr beforehand because what I am about to write might incur the wrath of God and in the process bring an unexpected flood or fire to their servers. Trust me. What I am going to write here is something that heaven does not want you to know.

So why I am doing this? Think of it as suicide. If God doesn’t want people to know their secrets, then they will find a way to kill you. It’s like the CIA with Edward Snowden. Make us look bad and there will be a hitman out looking for you.

However in this case, what God will take out is a bunch of servers that now belong to Yahoo. Along with 190 million blogs….so I hope I am safe. So if for some reason Tumblr stops work….let me say that I am deeply sorry. It’s not my fault. It is them.

[wolfknightofthekingdom]

You move towards and become like that which you think about

[mybenisms]

"I don't want to rush anything means one of two things. They are or have been hurt because in the past, things progressed too quickly and they worry about making that mistake again. The other option is they are not sure. No matter where things currently stand, there is something holding a person back from going right into it."

[mybenisms]

"The past cannot alter your present or future unless you let it. Never forget your past. But do not let your past be your present."