#bennigamann

[sirsimic]

the best thing is when someone needs to go both 1 AND 2, and getting so desperate their body decides they can only hold in one at a time, not both, they try to hold their poop, and their pee is dribbling out, they try to hold their pee, and now they're turtle heading, they can either pour all their attention into keeping one exit shut, and accept that the other will be uncontrollably releasing into their pants, or try their best to alternate between the two and just slowly have an accident

or secret third option, give in entirely and let it all loose

Yesss, that's so good. Combined desperation is the best. Maybe they get to a spot where they're able to pee, or they find a bottle or something to pee into, but the act of relaxing enough to pee brings them dangerously close to pooping as well so they have to slowly and agonizingly let out tiny spurts to avoid messing themselves.

[sirsimic]

you ever think about, someone absolutely bursting to both pee and poop, rushing to the bathrooms and deciding their bladder is making the most urgent demands and using the urinal first, only to quickly realise their bowels aren't gonna wait either, and having to try and stop the stream so they can switch to the stalls, while trying to keep their mess inside as well

That's really good. So many possible ways it can go.

Not being able to stop the stream and having to choose between trying to finish peeing and risk messing, or running to a toilet and leaking all the way.

Stopping the stream and rushing to the toilet, but wetting on the way.

Taking too long to decide what to do so they end up messing anyway.

Getting so into the relief of peeing that they accidentally mess right then and there.

[sirsimic]

idea i don't know if I've seen before, someone in the line to the bathroom or something, and despite trying so hard to hold it, wetting themselves before they get to use the toilet, and everyone thinks they've gotten their relief now and can leave, maybe a friend or partner is actively trying to get them going home now, and the person now has to admit they ALSO needed to go number two, and still do, VERY badly

Omg that's sooo good. I love scenarios where other characters comment on someone's desperation/relief, and I also love it when a character has to admit they still need to go.

[sirsimic]

CW: 💩

So I just discovered the Japanese term "bennigamann" (or ben'i gaman?), which means "resisting the urge to poop". Maybe we could use it as the poo equivalent of "omorashi"? It would be a nice bit of symmetry, at least, and would be more like a euphemism for non-Japanese speakers.

[sirsimic]

Okay, I seem to have resisted that wave of desperation and my need has gone down to a much more manageable level.

[sirsimic]

Literally sitting on my heel to hold it in >.<

Definitely not long now until I can't hold it anymore...