#berdlycore

[dragonsarenothippos]

my most deranged weekly top 9 yet. im beyond help

[deltaroomed]

berdly when he figures out what a crush is actually supposed to feel like (because, shockingly, 'falling in love' with someone (susie) immediately after they're even slightly nice to you is Not It)

[notdingalingalingalingrita]

just saw someone call the light world the overworld..

[deltaroomed]

i know its been a while since i posted on this blog but i just want you all to know that berdly still is, as the kids say nowadays, my blorbo

[ithisatanytime]

(schnozz)

[deltaroomed]

headcanon / projection time here we go

regarding the last post i reblogged,

berdly is bad at math and a part of his inferiority superiority complex with regards to his intelligence is this deep-rooted sense of severe inadequacy when it comes to the subject.

like.... possibly to the point of actual panic attacks and feeling like being Bad At Math means that something about him is fundamentally broken. (there it is, there's the projection.)

so if thats the case of Course he would posit himself as a Math God because it staves off that inadequacy, and acknowledging that he's bad at math is too painful, because that would be admitting "haha yeah my brain is fucking broken and can't process numbers right." and That would be... Painful.

[deltaroomed]

noelle: boy howdy!

berdly: no, noelle. i think you mean GIRL howdy

noelle: ...i don't, actually-

berdly: feminism :)

[deltaroomed]

man.

i would never have expected or wanted my idea of berdly to rapidly spiral from "wow he's annoying & awful & i dont like him"

to "once again, a fandom i'm in cant fucking behave themselves re: Fictional Children They Don't Like without being unironically and wholeheartedly fucking weird and cruel about it, so i guess i gotta be the one to defend berdly as a character. because screaming 'this character is literally a kid, they can get better as they grow up, calm the fuck down jesus christ stop talking about non-jokingly wanting to physically assault him and unalive him you fucking freaks' from the rooftops is the kind of person i am"

to "actually he's my comfort character now because his inferiority superiority complex & his sense of self worth being tied to his intelligence & his total inability to shut the fuck up about things that literally only matter to him and him alone is a whole entire neurodivergent mood."

but here i fucking am i guess!! god help me i have a disease