shifting
So many signs, so many things that come to mind. The universe works in mysterious ways and sometimes, you are blindsided by it. I have been sick for the past 10 days now, off work, per doctors orders sick. And I think this is called a spiritual shift? because while sick, I can’t stop thinking about my Wiccan path... How for the past 3 months, I have been teaching my youngest daughter what I know and for some reason, I just think this is a shift. I really started to feel this when I went to White buffalo spiritual healing and gifts, in Anoka, MN... First, I got so much anxiety before going to this place but knew I wanted to go there and experience it. I knew this would be a wonderful source of knowledge and witch supplies. I felt so calm, so comfortable, so serene when I was in this shop. I knew things, I saw things, I met Thor the beautiful white dog that greeted us when we arrived. It just felt all right. I connect with the cashier and she was so in tune with me and I to her... It was magically, literally. And the spiritual shift got so much stronger after that visit. The day went great, started feel better, in the sickness area... Sunday went better, but then Monday came and I went back work... And about an hour into the day, I started to feel the sweats again, the cough came back, the chills, the aches... the stuffiness... The miserable feeling sick. I pushed through the day and went home to my husband worried because he said, I was so pale and looked worse than last week. hmmm...is the work environment? I explained to me the day and he was just baffled. I went into the doctor on Tuesday and got on meds for asthma exasperation and bronchitis, with an upper respiratory infection, the meds are helping me feel better but I mostly think it is because I can focus on healing me and not worry about that job. Not a bad job but not what I want to do anymore and I think that is where the problem lies... I just know there is more out there for me.. I can do more and I some times, more now after this spiritual shift, feel like I am wasting my time at this job... I know that is not the best thing to be feeling ... but can’t deny the feeling either. I just know that there is more for me, my witchy path is guiding me to where I need to be, where I can thrive and be happy in what I do. For that, I am grateful.
on a super fun note, I have been working in the studio cleaning, decluttering, finding and sorting... so much peace in this and so much needed.