Thinking about these lyrics from When I Grow up by Matilda the Musical Original cast as C!Owen and BF! Owain
Owain
When I grow up
When I grow up
When I grow up
I will be strong enough to carry all the heavy things
You have to haul around with you when you a grown up
He probably had to grow up too fast after Arthur's death (also probably before that) he was alone after and before his death. But he forces himself to carry everything on his shoulders. He protects the people he loves as best as he can by paying for their mistakes by doing penance for them.
C! Owen:
And when I grow up
When I grow up
When I grow up
I will be brave enough to fight the creatures
That you have to fight beneath the bed
Each night to be a grown-up
This part with c! Owen because he was conditioned by his Dad and the people in his district to hate and kill demons. This act was good for the people around him. He lived like this just before the he was sent to the maze. He could not remember this hate was he barely any memories. But, as soon his got his memories back he went back to that hate.















