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[carrytheblessedhome]

Plotted Starter for @dcvium

Thanks to their battle with Myrkul, Gar had lost his right eye in a serious attack, leaving him incapacitated for about half the battle. But when things seemed rough, he overused his magic, tapping into his patron's promised power, and helped finish the job quickly before falling unconscious. By the time he woke up again, he and the rest of the party were back at camp for some rest and a mini celebration. Gar left his tent with a pounding headache and agony and went off somewhere into the woods, far away from the noise and high energy.

'You would be annihilated if I were not present.'

Gar sighed heavily as his patron spoke to him in his mind. "Spare me. I haven't the patience nor the energy to deal with you," he mumbled under his breath. However, he didn't realize he wasn't alone.

[carrytheblessedhome]

@altrxisme: If you could read my mind, I’m pretty sure you’d either be traumatized, sexually aroused or both. [ from Jo >.> ]

Gar lost his footing and nearly tripped as if he had forgotten how to walk. He was so caught off guard that his mind seemed to stop working at the moment. He caught himself on a cliff face with his hand before he looked at her with wide eyes.

"This conversation took quite a turn," he mused with a nervous smile. They were alone after they went for a short walk, which made him feel a little better about there not being an eavesdropper. "You, uh... Should I even inquire as to what you're thinking?"

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[carrytheblessedhome]

Open Starter

Gar's embarrassed gaze went to the ground, rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm trying to say is..." His words could've come off as confusing to the other, so he felt he needed to clarify. "If you need a place to fall when it all comes crashing down, and you need it right now," he then looked up and smiled confidently. "I'm...I'm right here. It's okay to breathe."

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Open Starter

Gar held his mother's pendant to his heart, hugging himself in hopes of keeping himself together. "I can't change the past, and I need to let go, learning to live with this hole in my soul," he confessed, "I'm losing grip, and I'm just trying to cope." He lifted his head to look at his companion. "I'm doing the best that I can to live with the broken pieces of me."

[carrytheblessedhome]

Open Starter (romantic ship. males message me first before responding.)

Gar had wanted nothing more than to be left alone. After losing Norro, he didn't have much else in the world to stop him from being reckless and self-destructive. Until now. After some time with his beloved, he finally gave in to his wants without hesitation.

With deep eye contact, he finally said something he thought he would never say. "I don't know if I'll be alright because if I didn't have you, I'd be better off dead." He caressed the face he had fallen hard for, afraid this was all just a dream. "You're the reason I'm still alive."

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He wanted others to understand. He really did. But he was just so scared about hurting them. He had lost people he cared about after telling them like even saying the confession was a curse. "If you could see under my skin, you'd realize why I hold it in." Gar looked away, his hardened gaze hitting the ground like a dagger. "Why it's a fight I don't wanna win..."

[carrytheblessedhome]

@altrxisme: ❛  i know things aren't easy right now, but i want to remain a fixture in your life. after all, you're one in mine.  ❜ [ from Jo :3c ]

Gar was taken aback at the confession. After everything he had revealed about himself and even showed to her, showing her the surface of his dark side after Myrkul, she still had him on her mind. She still had those kinds of feelings for him. He looked down at the ground in frustration.

"You have no idea...," he finally confessed. "When my dreams aren't invaded by that visitor, they're of you." He looked at her, his eyes wet with the threat of tears of confusion. He knew that if he gave in to his desires, he would be putting her life in more danger than it already was with the Dead Three. Still...who was he to deny her feelings after she had dropped so many hints without hesitation. Gently, he took one of her hands in his, "If you'll have me, I would be glad to remain in your life. Just as I am glad to have you in mine."