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All that I know, it's all that I take The demons keep haunting me I'm fading away

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poohsources

🐝 * ― 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛ i don't believe you anymore. ❜ ❛ i don't have anything left to give you. ❜ ❛ i don't know how to forgive you. ❜ ❛ i don't know how to stop loving you. ❜ ❛ i don't know if i hate you or miss you. ❜ ❛ i don't know how to act around you anymore. ❜ ❛ i don't love you anymore. ❜ ❛ i don't need your pity. ❜ ❛ i don't need you to save me. ❜ ❛ i don't recognize you anymore. ❜ ❛ i don't think we can fix this. ❜ ❛ i don't think i can survive losing you again. ❜ ❛ i don't want to see you again. ❜ ❛ i don't want your apology. ❜ ❛ i don't want to be your second choice. ❜ ❛ don't ask me to stay. ❜ ❛ don't ask me to be okay with this. ❜ ❛ don't come back to me just because you're lonely. ❜ ❛ don't leave me here alone. ❜ ❛ don't lie to me again. ❜ ❛ don't love me only when it's convenient. ❜ ❛ don't make me choose between you and myself. ❜ ❛ don't make me hate you just so i can let you go. ❜ ❛ don't pretend you're the only one who suffered. ❜ ❛ don't say you love me unless you mean it. ❜ ❛ don't tell me what to do. ❜ ❛ don't tell me this was all for nothing. ❜ ❛ don't touch me. ❜ ❛ don't turn this around on me. ❜ ❛ don't you dare hold my past against me. ❜ ❛ you don't deserve me. ❜ ❛ you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting. ❜ ❛ you don't get to hurt me and call it love. ❜ ❛ you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you. ❜ ❛ you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now. ❜ ❛ you don't have to pretend you missed me. ❜ ❛ you don't know how many times i waited for you. ❜ ❛ you don't know what i gave up for you. ❜ ❛ you don't understand what you did to me. ❜ ❛ you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you. ❜

landsccape

#dauthinn||CurseMyNameButIRememberTheTruth

weltenwellen

yea

#musings||SeemsLikeIveLostEverythingThatIveKnown

SINDAY INFORMATION !

bold what applies to your muse. italicize if it somewhat applies/is something that they may be interested in. Strike out what does not apply to them/is something they’d prefer to avoid at all costs. PLEASE REPOST & DO NOT REBLOG.

#headcanon||JustSignOnTheDottedLineHeWhisperedSoftly #coveryoureyeskids #keep in mind he's heteroflexible #Also what in the karma sutra are over half those names for sex positions??? LMAO!!

anotherrpmemeblog

Send "Morning After" for our muses to wake up after a one night stand.

Note: It doesn’t have to happen while our muses are drunk! One night stands can happen from sudden moments of passion.

#memes

spiltichor

DIFFERENT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS Because there are so many different types of bonds characters can share. For the prompts with one muse is __ the other muse, please feel free to specify who is which role.

send ❤️ for a romantic ship between our muses send 💔 for a toxic ship between our muses send ✨ for a purely sexual relationship between our muses send 💖 for a sexual relationship between our muses that could turn romantic send 💛 for our muses to be friends send 🧡 for our muses to be friends that could develop into a romantic relationship send 💚 for a friends with benefits situation between our muses send 🤝 for our muses to be partners that work together send 💘 for one muse to have a crush on the other muse send 🖤 for our muses to have had a past romance send 💕 for mutual pining between our muses send 💝 for our muses to be in an arranged relationship. Could develop or not. send 💜 for a hateship between our muses send 👪 for our muses to have a familial relationship send ⚔️ for our muses to have a rivalry send 🗡️ for a one-sided rivalry/grudge by one muse to the other send 💀 for our muses to be strictly enemies send 🤫 for one muse to secretly be an enemy/traitor to the other muse send 👨‍🏫 for one muse to be a teacher/mentor for the other muse send 👔 for one muse to work for the other muse send ☕ for regular customer relationship (hair stylists, coffee shop employees, etc.) send 😨 for one muse to be the bully of the other muse

#memes

mcflymemes

PROMPTS FOR PRE ESTABLISHED CONNECTIONS AND CREATING HISTORY BETWEEN CHARACTERS * assorted dialogue for giving your characters a history and giving them past things or events to talk about, adjust as necessary

do you remember what i told you last time?

have you been doing well since i saw you?

that's not what you told me back then.

when was the last time i saw you?

you were shorter then.

i'm picking the restaurant this time.

we've known each other since we were children.

always knew i could count on you.

that time was different. this is worse.

you're not going to let me live that down, are you?

i seem to remember a conversation we had back then.

so you changed your mind about it?

do you remember our encounter in paris?

you should know me by now.

am i the only one that knows the truth?

we had a lot of help back then.

your mom told me to look out for you.

you just love bringing that back up to annoy me.

maybe don't mention my past indescretions?

this was never going to work out between us.

i told you not to get attached.

i know more about you than you think.

i was there, remember?

i'm not about to forget all the shit you put me through.

you told me you were going to try and make this work.

remember what i said to you?

the last time i saw you, things were good between us.

you never mentioned this before.

that was the longest flight of my life, and you made it worse.

can i still trust you after all that?

at least we tried to make something work.

we never discussed what happened between us.

okay, but i'm driving the car this time.

i haven't forgotten what you said last week.

i'm still thinking about your comment.

i didn't realize it was you when i first saw you.

you seem to make a lot of enemies around here.

there's not much for us to talk about.

we worked it out last time.

i know you far better than you know yourself.

we have a long history.

is that the shirt you were wearing last time?

what don't i know about you?

i haven't told them about us.

you were the only person i could go to.

you know me.

this is bigger than both of us.

i can't stand your driving.

are you taking me to the place we had dinner last time?

that's not at all what you said.

didn't we agree on that?

i thought i made it very clear where i stand.

are these the same people that came after you last time?

are you still going on about it?

can we talk about it?

staying silent about it won't help.

you're the only person who knows the real me.

this is a bad time to talk about your problems.

#meme

dcvium

Her head tilted into his touch, a hand raising to steady his own. Just because it had to be done didn't mean she liked it. Perhaps they could find a replacement eye somewhere? There were magical items like that, weren't there? His touch and his words calmed her anxiety a bit more.

Gar wasn't afraid of her. Good.

Should he be? Maybe. Her mind had caused her to lash out more than once in strange fugue states, after all. That worry was for another time, however. "I would rather you not make a habit of getting maimed to protect me." Fingers carded gently through his pale hair, soothing him. "Rest, okay? We have the luxury of rest, for the moment." And then they would need to head to Baldur's Gate, as the brain and army had.

carrytheblessedhome

Gar chuckled as lightly as he could without hurting himself. That didn't work out very well. Doing so made his chuckle come out flat and unamused, which was the opposite of how he felt. And the pain happened anyway. Gar felt like a bloody mess. Literally and figuratively.

"I'll try not to. But I can't promise I won't," he told her honestly. Before he could add anything else, he started to shiver again, followed by fatigue and nausea.

You are so pathetic.

Gar shut his eye tightly and let out a shaky breath as his patron mocked him. "I hate to be the one to keep you from company, but do you mind staying a little longer?" he asked cautiously.

#dcvium #BG3||v||IHaveALotOnMyMindAndInIt #nimue||tbt

dcvium

Had he been dreaming? In a way, she hoped not. Dreams couldn't be pleasant when they followed everything that had happened within Moonrise. If only Ketheric had listened. If only Aylin hadn't appeared when she had. He'd almost put down his weapon. A hand moved to try and stop his from going near his, well, lack of eye. It had to ache.

His own hand taking her other stilled her and she settled close, tucking her legs underneath herself. "It's okay. I think, just... I don't think either of us had a very good time in the colony." Sure, Karlach had seen Gortash and Wyll's father had been wormed, but those two still seemed to be okay for the moment. They were still with the others in the hall and around their fire, wine likely being passed around. Rest, celebration, temporary calm.

Nimue gave Gar's hand a little squeeze. "We tried to fix it. Shadowheart and Isobel did, I mean." His eye, she meant his eye. That furrow formed between her brows again. "I'm sorry that you were hurt like that." It wasn't like any of them had expected to be fighting an avatar of the Lord of Bones or any other god, but it didn't mean she couldn't take a little blame.

"Do you need anything? Water?"

carrytheblessedhome

Gar swallowed hard at the mention of his eye. He had to admit he wasn't exactly looking forward to being partially blind. But looking at the big picture, it was worth it. He smiled as best as he could, trying not to give himself any more pain. "It's quite alright. It had to be done." Then he brought his hand up to caress her cheek. It was trembling slightly from the lack of energy he had. "And I would repeat my decision if it meant your safety every time."

During their travels together, Gar's feelings for her had grown stronger. And now they were bursting at the seams. His patron may not like it, but for the first time in years, he was willing to endure the evil spirit's wrath to live his life the way he wanted to and to be with Nimue.

#dcvium #BG3||v||IHaveALotOnMyMindAndInIt #nimue||tbt

dcvium

A damp cloth had been pressed to Gar's forehead, Nimue dabbing softly. It was better for her to care for him than to focus on her own discoveries. It was like her torso had been cut open anew, her ribs splintered and cracked, blood seeping heart pounding rip it out rip it--- His words tore her from her rapidly devolving thoughts.

A blink, then another. The cloth had been raised, her hand hovering uncertainly. Had he said that to her? Had she done something? Was it because of what they'd found in the hive? Nimue's lips pressed into a thin line, brow furrowed in worry. Did he see her as a monster, knowing what hadn't killed her?

"---I can go, if you want."

carrytheblessedhome

Gar turned his head to the direction of someone else’s voice. And just like that, the scene of the woods disappeared like he had been in some vivid dream, and found himself still in his tent, the noise of the happy celebration still going on outside. No wonder his headache wasn’t going away. When he saw Nim’s face with that hurt expression, he let out a frustrated sigh. Of course it would happen like this again. While it wasn't the first time, it was the only time he had said something that could be taken as hurtful and depressing. It was like his patron was trying to drive a wedge between him and Nimue. "No, please, stay," he told her, "I'm sorry. Those words were not for you."

After looking around his tent, still having a bit of a whiplash from his forest-y dream, he brought his hand up to the bandages over his lost eye, which was soaked in blood. He was still sickly pale from the blood loss and overexerting his magic. He had been on the brink of death but any healing he had gotten thankfully kept him alive. This was the first time he had been awake so he had no idea how long he had been unconscious for.

He looked up at Nim and tried to smile and took her hand. "I'm sorry," he whispered.

#dcvium #BG3||v||IHaveALotOnMyMindAndInIt #nimue||tbt

rpmemesyo

Send 💭 for something my muse wants to say to yours, but won't.

#meme

lapis-memes

Anonymously confess something that your muse wants to tell mine.

#memes

Plotted Starter for @dcvium

Thanks to their battle with Myrkul, Gar had lost his right eye in a serious attack, leaving him incapacitated for about half the battle. But when things seemed rough, he overused his magic, tapping into his patron's promised power, and helped finish the job quickly before falling unconscious. By the time he woke up again, he and the rest of the party were back at camp for some rest and a mini celebration. Gar left his tent with a pounding headache and agony and went off somewhere into the woods, far away from the noise and high energy.

'You would be annihilated if I were not present.'

Gar sighed heavily as his patron spoke to him in his mind. "Spare me. I haven't the patience nor the energy to deal with you," he mumbled under his breath. However, he didn't realize he wasn't alone.

#dcvium #BG3||v||IHaveALotOnMyMindAndInIt #nimue||tbt #Hopefully this is okay!

next-hero-in-line

Painted a thing real quick. Here have it

#dauthinn||CurseMyNameButIRememberTheTruth

aurora-rph

Texts From Last Night Starter Sentences

Is this a genuine concern or are you just drunk?

I just walked into a room at this party and someone yelled "dibs!"…

I literally forgot his name and just started calling him "waffles"

You googled " I want to buy a live ostrich". I'd say you were pretty wasted.

Almost accidentally stole a baby… explain later

Its 8 in the morning and I wouldn't pass a breathalyzer test, How's your day been?

I've fallen from my one moral pedestal

This is going to sound stupid but when I was drunk and thought I was a stripper where I did toss my pants?

Does anyone know why "math wizard" is written on my arm?

I have a feeling that after last night, i'm not just going to hell. i'm going to hell on a full scholarship. free admission bitches

Fun fact: drinking me now steals weaponry

Hey sorry about last night. can I come pick up my tooth?

So… Apparently, "Home" isn't the correct response when a cop asks for your address…

I ate the last cupcake. I'm sorry. It was in the refrigerator mocking me. So I ate it. And it was glorious. But I'm sorry.

When I woke up in the parking lot today I decided it is not a good idea to hang out with you anymore.

Just so we both are on the same page, I have no solid plans as to where I'll be sleeping tonight.

I want to know him. He looks like he makes really good breakfast burritos.

I feel like a pet sloth would complement my lifestyle.

defrosting a beer in the microwave. no sparks so far.

So then the officer asked you how you were getting home and you told him "very carefully"

I'm sorry I put you in the washing machine. I honestly thought you would fit.

I have drunkenly angered a family of raccoons. Please send help immediately.

It's like a challenge who can be the biggest embarrassment to the family. I win 80% of the time.

Dude, you flipped off a cat from my balcony and yelled at it to get a house

Can i have the words "she went crazy and never came back" written on my grave?

Sorry, I was trapped in a small closet behind a washer. What's up?

Do you think i can make that microwavable cake stuff with vodka instead of water?

#memes

justanotherrpmemeblog

Send “Nudge” on anon if you want to ship with my muse but you’re too shy to say it off anon.

Bonus: Tell me something about your character that you think would make mine fall for yours.

#memes

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