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Everyday is Halloween, and every day with Mike Oldfield Tubular Bells in the background is The Exorcist day #bholenathvalsan image credit: ▓▒░ TORLEY ░▒▓ bit.ly/3v37Qgy

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Getting up to Snuff w/ Game Development and Still Horroring (the best is yet to come)

The month that just passed, January of 2021, was one of this tumblelog’s worst months since I began to periodically post to it.

All through January I was (mostly) disconnected from social media due to returning to video game developing after eons away from it.

Hopefully this month with a semblance of a work flow in place I’ll be able to return to the horror social nets.

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CORONAPICUS-19 AND THE WORLD

I couldn’t gather the excitement, thrill or enthusiasm to work in a lost cause; like the mental wank of writing for the Blood (1997) universe on speculation signifies to me now.

If I want to write on the horror genre, I should do it originally, or not do it at all, do you agree?

Sometimes, you have to let your dreams go. Sometimes you are forced to do it. Other times you just outgrow the dream and it pales in comparison to your newer dreams.

I matured mentally and grew up too much in the last half-decade. The Blood project was something I started more than seven years ago.

To go back to something like it now is painfully boring for me today.

A pandemic is flogging the world while the PTBs are having a field day.

The news are draining. The psycho-social testing and experimenting with the curtailing of the world population’s freedoms is no joke.

What are you gonna do about it? I’m going to be inside and trying to bring good content to this blog until the madness passes.

F*CK BLOOD

Where were we in The Horror Vivarium, oh yeah, in speculating about Blood 1997? But you know what? I decided to lay it off.

Writing for that specific intellectual property pushes me out of my focus.

One that involves a way different approach to life. A non-selfish, non-leadership-oriented, non-egomaniacal one.

I don’t want the underlying sub-text of what I’m sharing publically to be that what I said I was going to do is hard work and that I flaked out.

No, it’s not like that. I guess I did everything I could. If shortly, I could be commissioned by a production company, producer and/or director to do it for pay, I’ll gladly and super-enthusiastically do it.

That needs serious business planning and daily hustling without touching the thing as it stands now.

It needs networking and exhausting all the avenues required to bring the saga to the big screen. Most difficult of all, it involves becoming an evangelist for the Blood cause.

To be in constant touch with the Blood community, and constantly researching the IP rights and then, after the proper knowledge about the rights was acquired, hustling with decision-making big-wigs is the last thing I would want to do at the moment.

HERE AND NOW

I did not post to this blog because when I was about to start working in what I said I will, the COVID-19 pandemic started.

Remember 2012? Around that year, a lot of channelers and conspiracy theorists say there was going to be a lot of changes. This is a kind of trashy knowledge from the dumpster of paranormal rejects, but you can’t deny this stuff is fun to read.

One theory was that there was going to be a fork in the timeline. There was going to be an Earth A, and Earth B. Earth A would continue evolving towards the singularity and Earth B will devolve to brutes and barbarism and this civilization will end.

Of course, I didn’t take it seriously, but if you think of it and consider it, that theory is a great way of knowing how to act in a situation like the one the planet is going through right now.

Are you going to confirm that you are on Earth A, taking the pandemic seriously? Still, knowing that almost nothing is impossible for current science and that sooner or later this will pass?

OR

Are you going to sink deep in crowd-think and allow yourself to be manipulated by whatever astral-technological psy operation the PTBs deployed? Moreover, are you going to be part of the problem not following the instructions and not believing in what your government tells you?

During the last few days, I have gravitated between mainstream media and a conspiracy theory forum.

It’s sad to read threads of participants denying the situation and alleging that it’s all a lie and a conspiracy to establish the NWO.

The news tell a very different story and if you tend to worry I urge you not to read them, or watch them because they can worry you, a lot.

Instead, go to authoritative sources of your choice and learn everything you need about the virus and how it totally changed the world in two months.

It was because of coronavirus that I decided to ditch Blood 1997.

Since I had my work mentally laid out for like up to now, when the epidemic started I had some serious organizational work to do.

The descent into global chaos that the virus brought plus a digital disaster that I suffered in late February, plus the need to keep focusing on work, made the working on Blood pretty much impossible.

EXTRO

Now that there’s global upheaval and forced reclusion going on, it is the time to keep you, my fellow horrorsters, entertained as much as I can.

I’m reading and researching to bring you quality horror content in the weeks ahead.

I also hope that I’ll be able to bring new, unique content on end-game and end times because I have an edge on that branch of knowledge too.

End-game content can help others in many ways. Now, that the fabric of reality is melting down, more than ever.

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I couldn’t gather the excitement, thrill or enthusiasm to work in a lost cause; like the mental wank of writing for the Blood (1997) universe on speculation signifies to me now.

If I want to write on the horror genre, I should do it originally, or not do it at all, do you agree?

Sometimes, you have to let your dreams go. Sometimes you are forced to do it. Other times you just outgrow the dream and it pales in comparison to your other dreams.

I matured mentally and grew up too much in the last half-decade. The Blood project was something I started more than seven years ago.

To go back to something like it now is painfully boring for me today.

A pandemic is flogging the world and the PTBs are having a field day testing and experimenting with the curtailing of the world population’s freedoms. What are you gonna do about it?

DITCHING BLOOD

Writing for that specific intellectual property pushes me out of my focus.

One that involves a way different approach to life. A non-selfish, non-leadership-oriented, non-egomaniacal one.

I don’t want the underlying sub-text of what I’m sharing publically to be that what I said I was going to do is hard work and that I flaked out.

No, it’s not like that. I guess I did everything I could. If in the near future, I could be commissioned by a production company, producer and/or director to do it for pay, I’ll gladly and super-enthusiastically do it.

But that needs serious business planning and daily hustling without touching the thing as it stands now. It needs networking and exhausting all the avenues required to bring the saga to the big screen.

Most difficult of all, it involves becoming an evangelist for the Blood cause.

To be in constant touch with the Blood community, and constantly researching the IP rights and then, after the proper knowledge about the rights was acquired, hustling with decision-making big-wigs is the last thing I want to do at the moment.

HERE AND NOW

I did not post to this blog because when I was about to start working in what I said I will, the covid-19 pandemic started.

Since I had my work mentally laid out for like up to now, when the epidemic started I had some serious organizational work to do.

The descent into global chaos that the virus brought plus a digital disaster that I suffered in late February, plus the need to keep focusing on work, made the working on Blood pretty much impossible.

Now that there’s global upheaval and forced reclusion going on, it is the time to keep you, my fellow horrorsters, entertained as much as I can.

I’m reading and researching to bring you quality horror content in the weeks ahead.

I also hope that I’ll be able to bring new, unique content on end-game and end times because I have an edge on that branch of knowledge too. End-game content can help others in many ways. Now, that the fabric of reality is melting down, more than ever.

Image source: i-am-arcahm

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Me, when the daily coronapicus effect starts to threaten me with its smothering paralyzing effect #horrorvivarium #bholenathvalsan #reblog photo credit: innsmouth-horror https://innsmouth-horror.tumblr.com/post/185065246185/bram-stokers-dracula-1992

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Three days after I wrote to @NightdiveStudio and I haven't received an answer. What I received is some @WBGames spam that I hadn't sign up for. Maybe I sent the inquiry email it to the wrong mailbox. Retrying...

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Yesterday, I sent an email to @NightdiveStudios asking them how come they're using the Blood I.P. to do businesses. In that sense, Blood was a special case and it would be interesting if they got out the story of how they did it.