I miss being big jule so bad… like what is ever going to live up to that. when am I ever gonna feel like that again. when am I next going to get to wear a bright red eyesore of a suit that’s fucking tailored to my exact measurements? when am I gonna get to have ridiculous amounts of sexual tension with all of the male leads, mostly by accident? when am I gonna get to grab a guy by the tie and wave a plastic revolver in his face? when am I gonna get to do that kind of Gender onstage again? these are the questions that keep me up at night













