Post # 13
I have no friends.
lol well i haven't had “friends” since qighhscool. but i have been trying to make friends, i have been putting myself out there the past two semesters and God do i think it was the biggest mistake i could have ever made. so i joined an organization on my campus. i needed to get involved to meet people, to then be able to make friends, duh. so i joined, went to a few events and made friends with these girls (at the time of this of course I'm thinking we are friend, i now know better). i am that type of person that always has her walls up, i have had plenty of shitty moments in my life. so when these girl invited me over and they were sharing their life stories, i looked at them like “bitch i don't know y'all like this” i didn't need to know who they were fucking or not fucking and the reasons behind it, i didnt care. i also didn't think it was necessary to explain why i didn't have that many friends here. so i gave a short story of my friends made other friends tale and kept it moving. these girls wanted a squad, they wanted to feel like they mattered. i didn't care for that shit, i just want my person. if you watch grey’s anatomy, you'll understand. i don't think it matters to have millions of friends or even 3 friends. i just want one down ass friend thats going to keep it real (i have yet to find someone that is going to keep it real). so moving along, I'm trying to be friendly, i go out with them, i go to events with them and one night they want to go out and get drunk, well i mean thats all they ever want to do, that and hoe around. behinds the point, they want to be drunk and i don't, i end up being DD, i don't mind bc drunk people are funny, they always make themselves look bad. we go out to the pre game, which they pre gamed before the pregame. which was dumb but i wasn't going to say shit, i let them do them. by the time we get to the party, these bitches are sloppy. and i don't fuck with that shit. honestly this is getting long. moral of the story is these bitch are shady. ill explain later when I'm not so angry at other parts of my life.
M.G
