hi! i love your biker series so much! 💛 i’ve been thinking about biker ari lately. what’s he been up to?
"You good with him pushin' up on your girl like that?" Steve asks, leaning against the bar.
Ari doesn't blink. Doesn't move. If it weren't for his icy, sullen glare following you across the floor, Steve would've thought he wasn't listening.
Steve could leave well enough alone. But his brother is a stubborn as you are. So he continues, a tinge of amusement winding around his tone. "You good with him taking her home?"
Ari's been on edge since you sauntered into his bar an hour ago. You're wearing that skirt he likes, the one he dreams about pushing up your thighs while he bends you over his desk. The one that would look even better on his floor. Something dark and consuming burns deep in his chest.
If he were being honest with himself, he'd put a name to it. To that feeling he gets when you look at anyone but him. But he can't. Won't.
What he will do is stop Ope from laying another goddamn hand on you.
SOOOOO....its been awhile! Not only was I traveling, but straight from my travels -- I went right into moving into a new living situation (and living on my own for the very first time)! In addition to this, got some new job positions, relationships, etc.
my thoughts always gravitated towards Tumblr and feeling so badly about not being able to deliver on some fic updates, responding to asks, requests, etc. so sorry if I've left you hanging <3
I wanted to just come on here and let y'all know that I am alive and really driven to want to set more goals to write this summer. I haven't forgotten about my WIP's and also appreciate you all so much for the lovely tags in my asks, the check in's, and all kinds of connections from the past few months. Things have been so chaotic and there have been so many transitions of change...much to process but nothing that writing can't fix (hopefully) lmfao. Sorry I haven't been much in touch but I miss you all, and hope to come back fully fully soon.
Anywho, this is such a random post - but felt like connecting while I had the time and energy! I hope every and anyone reading this is also doing well during this tryin' time!
22. “Would you feel more comfortable talking about it if I turned around?”
With Ari
Because I know he would give a nice bear hug to forget all your worries after 😌
oh I love some good angst! Thank you for sending in an ask
Your bodyguard - Biker!Ari Levinson x Reader
A/N: I should really make a masterlist for Biker Ari now but I can't think of a name! But they're all in my main masterlist so check them out there!
Summary: Ari helps you open up after coming across someone from your past
Word Count: ? your guess is as good as mine! but its short!
Warnings: Angst! Mention of past abusive relationship! Mention of Emotional and Psychological Abuse! Happy Ending! Barely Edited!
Dividers by @firefly-graphics
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Ari wasn’t sure what drove him to drive out to your small town so early in the day. Maybe it was the good weather that just made him want to get on his bike and ride. Or maybe it was the universe making sure he arrived at your bar at the right time.
Because when he pulled up into the empty parking lot he instantly spotted you talking to another man outside. Ari kicked the kickrest down as he looked over, noticing how your shoulders were slightly hunched and your arms crossed protectively over your body as you spoke to the stranger. The stranger on the other hand was talking animatedly, clearly interrupting and talking over you.
As Ari climbed off his bike the stranger looked over his shoulder at him. The man looked between you and Ari a couple times before turning his attention back to you, hissing something as he pointed at your harshly before turning to walk to his car.
Ari saw you let out a shaky breath looking down at the floor before turning and walking towards the bar. He wanted to follow after you but first he waited for the stranger to leave, sending him a hard glare as he drove past.
Once he was satisfied that the stranger was gone he made his way inside the bar finding you wiping down the tables and putting out beermats ready for when the bar opened.
“Was that guy bothering you?” Ari asked walking over to you.
“No, I’m fine” you mutter not looking up from the task in hand.
“Who was he?” He questioned.
“My ex” you state as you turn and walk away to a different table.
“What did he want?” Ari asks as he moves to follow you.
“Nothing important” you say shaking your head, still refusing to look at him.
“Sweetheart you’re clearly shaken up so it wasn’t nothing” Ari presses.
“Ari-“ you start your eyes screwing shut, fists clenching as you bit your lower lip to stop it from wobbling.
“You know you can tell me anything right?” Ari says softly, reaching out to put his hand on your shoulder.
You open your eyes, first glancing at his hand on your shoulder before looking up at him. Your eyes meeting his for a second before dipping.
“I want to…” you admit quietly “but it’s just… i find it….” You mutter shaking your head as you struggle to find the words.
“Would you feel more comfortable talking about it if I turned around?” Ari offers gently. You look back up at him and give him the smallest of nods “okay” he says softly before turning around so his back was to you.
It was silent for a few moments before he heard you take a deep and shaky breath. You then told the story about your ex, about how he started off sweet and caring but slowly became unrecognisable. Ari listened you recount the many ways he emotionally and psychologically abused you, how he tore you down into a shell of a person. You told him that you hated how long it took you to realise it because it made it that much harder to leave.
When you were done Ari waited a couple of moments before turning back around. Mostly because he needed to get his anger under control. He was seconds away from storming out of the bar and hunting down your ex. But when he did turn around and saw you now stood with your back to him, shoulder hunched as you hugged yourself.
Instantly all of his anger melted away and he walked over to you and wrapped his arms around you in a massive bear hug “I’m so sorry you had to go through that” he said softly “and I’m so proud of you for getting out” he added pressing a kiss to the top of your head when you chocked out a sob “hey its okay, its okay I won’t let anyone hurt you ever again” he promises.
You turn in his arms, wrapping your arms around his waist and burying your head in his chest “Thank you Ari” you whispered.
“It’s nothing,” he says softly, pressing another kiss to the top of your head. Swearing to himself that if he ever saw your ex, he would show him what a real man looked like.
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im so happy you love him too. dropping in a request, was wondering if you would have a lil drabble or shot story of maybe Biker!Bellamy AU? 👀 (echoing my Biker!Ari series too, I could totally see Bellamy apart of the crew)!
Ahh hi! I'm glad to know that you like Bellamy too!!!
Well, I have four (five with your request, which by the way, I will write it down so thanks 💖) in the works and I love the ideas ya'll sent me.
I'm currently editing the first one I finished and I realized—while reading other fics—that I had a lot of mixed concepts (my timeline of the series is a mess 😂 a lot of time has passed since I last watched it) so now I'm focusing on that. I don't expect it to be exact, but there are small details that I need to correct.
🫣 I won't say what is it about yet but here's a sneak peek...
You whirl around, stepping closer, your chest brushing against his, both too angry to care. “Then why are you here?” you fire back, your voice louder than you intended. “Why do you always have to control everything? Who made you the boss of me?”
His hand, still on your back, clenches into a fist, pulling you closer instead of pushing you away. “Maybe because I’m trying to keep you alive!” he spits out, his face inches from yours, his breath hot against your cheek. “You’re always doing this—taking risks, getting in my way. Do you have a death wish?”
Your heart pounds in your chest, anger flaring into something more intense. “No, but maybe you do,” you whisper fiercely. “Coming out here, risking your life for someone you supposedly can’t stand. What is it, Bellamy? Why do you even care?”
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Now, Biker!Bellamy AU... Oh my goodness I'm getting some ideas already. Though Ari and Bell in the same universe!!? Are you trying to kill me? Hahaha, kidding I love it, he would fit perfectly 👀
Warnings: angst, mentions of cheating, language, alcohol consumption, 18+
Summary: you see your ex, Ari Levinson, at the bar
Part 2-Break You In Two
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"C'mon, y/n," your friend, Kate, whined as she pulled your hand, practically dragging you down the sidewalk, your white sundress riding up your thighs at the quickened pace.
"One more stop before we call it a night. Please?" She pouted, "it's my birthday and I love this band."
You rolled your eyes. The buzz you had going was enough liquid courage to have you giving her hand a squeeze before you gave her an "okay" and let her lead you to the bar you were so familiar with.
Kate was a newer friend. She didn't know. Not that you let anyone know.
Your eyes scanning the line of motorcycles parked along the street, one particular black Harley catching your attention, a knot twisting in your stomach and you gripped your friends hand tighter.
Mark, the bouncer, raised a brow at you as you and Kate walked in, handing him your IDs before he was putting a stamp on your hands. Kate was already walking up to the crowded bar as Mark held your hand for a moment too long, concern etched on his face. You gave him a small smile, "I'm good," you assured him before walking inside.
You had never wanted to come back here. Back to the place where your world had come crashing down around you.
You met Kate at the bar as she turned around with shots in hand and you eagerly knocked it back. The burn of the alcohol gives you hope that you could do this. Maybe you wouldn't even see him. Just avoid his table. And his friends. And the bartender who knew you by name.
"Y/n?" the redhead called over the live band playing in the corner.
Shit. Why did you think you could do this?
You turned back to the bar to see Nat, a huge smile on her face as she ran around the end of the bar, then to you, and grabbed you in a tight hug. You hugged her back, a smile tugging at your lips. God, you missed her. She had been the one true friend you had, but after everything that happened you shut everyone out, even her.
She pulled back, holding you at arms length to look at you, "what're you doing here?"
"Um, it's my friend's birthday," you said, motioning to Kate behind you, who waved awkwardly. "She wanted to check out the band." You hoped the smile you had plastered on your face was convincing enough.
"Well you look amazing, babe," Nat smiled, "I missed you," she hugged you again.
"I missed you too,"
"Drinks are on the house tonight," she nodded to you and Kate before heading back behind the bar to grab your favorite beer. She gave you a sympathetic smile as she handed you the drinks, "He's at his usual table."
"Thanks, Nat," you smiled and walked toward the band with Kate.
Ari was sitting in the back of the bar. The table was crowded with the other men of his biker gang. He was laughing, tossing his head back at the wise ass remark Bucky made about the new kid, Peter, when he saw you. Nat was holding you in a fierce hug at the bar, you sundress fluttered around you and you were smiling. The sight of you made his heart stop. His lungs burned with the breath he didn't know he was holding.
He blinked, making sure his eyes weren't playing tricks on him. He never thought he'd see you again. Not after that night. Not when he had fucked up so badly he lost you.
But there you are, looking as bright and beautiful as ever. And happy. He should have known you would be happier without him. The realization hits him square in the chest as wave after wave of memories of you flood his brain. Your naked body against his. He can practically feel your soft lips caressing his skin.
Bucky looked over to Ari after he cracked another joke and he didn't laugh.
"Hey, you alright man?" Bucky questioned, "You look like you've seen a ghost," he jostled Ari's shoulder before taking a swig of his beer as he followed his friend's line of sight and practically choked on his drink. "Oh shit."
You were dancing and laughing with your friend, forcing yourself to keep a smile on your face and not look back towards his table. A couple guys had joined you and you were being a good wingman to Kate, talking her up to the cute one and being nice to his friend. It was her birthday, she deserves to get some.
You downed the rest of your beer and yelled to Kate over the music that you'd "be right back" and made your way to the ladies room.
Leaning your hands on the sink, checking your reflection in the mirror, you took a shaky breath trying to steady your heart. You felt like you couldn't take a deep enough breath as the knot twisted tighter in your stomach at the realization of where you were. The haze of memories overtaking you. Of Ari behind you, your hands on the mirror as he growled in your ear "Mine." And then you were pushing down the sickening vision of what happened the night you left him.
"Fuck this," you huffed, pushing off the sink and wiping the stray tear that fell without your permission. This was a mistake but you were not about to let him, or anyone else, see you break all over again.
A small gasp left your lips when you opened the door to find Ari walking towards you in the hallway. You forced a polite smile on your lips as he approached, "Ari. Hey. How're you?" The sound of your voice had him stopping in his tracks. You prayed he couldn't see that your heart was shattering into pieces at the sight of him. That you were trying so desperately to be unaffected by him.
"Y/N, I.." he shook his head, taking a step closer to you. His scent washes over you, bergamot, leather and a hint of whiskey overwhelming your senses. Your fingers curl around the strap of your purse.
His bright blue eyes are soft and hold remorse as he looks back up to yours, "Y/N, I'm sor-"
"I have to get back to my friend," you cut him off, slipping past him as you try to hold it together. You vision blurring and the pain in your chest becomes unbearable as you make your way to the door.
Once outside you press your back to the red bricks of the bar and take a deep, shaking breath, blinking back the tears.
Just breathe, You thought as you closed your eyes, your head thudding back against the wall.
"Smoke?" The sound of Bucky's voice had you snapping your eyes open.
You didn't trust your voice so you just nodded and accepted the Marlborough Red he offered, leaning towards him so he could light it for you.
You inhaled, closing your eyes as you let the nicotine burn in your lungs.
"He still loves you, Y/N," Bucky softly said as he leaned his shoulder against the wall beside you.
You gave a watery laugh, "That's fuckin' rich, Buck."
"He hasn't been with anyone since you left,"
"Then maybe he shouldn't have fucked someone else while we were together," you couldn't keep the venom from your voice.
Bucky didn't say anything, just dropped his head as he took a pull of his own cigarette.
You took another deep inhale of smoke before throwing the cigarette down and stomping it out with your heel. "I can't do this Bucky. This was a mistake. Tell everyone good bye for me, okay?" Your lips twitching up into a sad smile, tears threatening to spill, and he was grabbing you to pull you into a hug.
"I'm sorry he fucked up, Y/N," he squeezed you a bit tighter.
"Me too," you croaked out, still fighting back the tears as you let him go.
"You want me to take you home?" He offered as he put out his cigarette on the wall.
"No, I'm just gonna get an Uber," you pulled out your phone to text Nat to keep an eye on Kate before ordering a ride. Bucky nodded and walked back inside, giving a little wave before stepping over the threshold.
Ari was slamming shot after shot back. "She could barely even look at me, Nat," he hung his head.
"Ari, what did you expect?" She gave him an incredulous look and shook her head before taking out her phone. Bucky walked up beside him, clapping him on the shoulder.
Ari looked over to Bucky, his expression hopeful as his friend sat down next to him, hand still on his shoulder.
"Let her go, man," he shook him a bit.
"Is she still here? I just need to see her." He brushed off Bucky's hand as he stood up.
"Ari!" Bucky and Nat shouted together as he stumbled to the door.
You sat down on the leather seat of the car you ordered, you heard him call your name just before you slammed the door. "Go! Please," you couldn't hold the tears back now.
Ari ran to the car as it pulled away, calling out your name, his fingertips touching your window as it passed. He fell to his knees in the middle of the street as he watched you leave him again.
A/N: yeah Idk where this came from but I am apparently in an angsty mood😈
"Behave." His stern order makes your lips twitch, the smirk hidden behind the helmet he's adjusting over your head.
You had planned on behaving but now you're morally obligated to be a brat. You have no choice. Besides if you think about it, you're helping him to hone his focus. He needs to learn how to ignore distractions.
And if he thinks you're not going to take the opportunity to feel those warm, firm muscles under your hands as you go 90 down the highway, then he doesn't know you at all.
"Yes sir," you say with a light smack on his ass before you saunter to his bike.
He goes stiff. In more ways than one. That rush of power you have over him is intoxicating. Addicting. It feels good. Almost as good as he feels.
"I'm serious." His warning would have more of an impact if you didn't see that impressive bulge growing behind his zipper.
"I'll be good," you insist. You're not lying. Not really. It's just your definition of 'good' may slightly vary from his.
This is something that's going to come up in their story. Her concern about being too much, his need to create a safe space for her to just be will be a turning point in their relationship. I've already hinted at what's going to happen in two of their fics 👀
